It's very wise for you to stay close to home right now, or at the very least, remain in a place where you can totally be yourself. Take off that facade you occasionally put on for the rest of the world's benefit. It should be easy. By this point in your life, you should be through with trying to put on a show for anyone. Who do you really need to impress? You've already proven what you needed to prove. Now just focus on getting to know yourself again.