Pull back your focus a little bit. You are only seeing one small aspect of a huge (and growing) situation. What you think is a potentially drastic problem is really nothing. You may not realize that other people are involved, and they have been doing a killer job of holding up their end of the deal. If you step back and look at the big picture, it will become immediately apparent that not everything has been resting on your shoulders. You can let go a bit.
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