Bianca Lawson is a meticulous and dogged worker, gifted for tasks which require great precision and discipline. She might struggle with pessimism about her own self-worth and try to compensate for this feeling by constantly keeping busy and devoting herself almost entirely to those close to her.

You have a paternal complex and find it difficult to establish an identity on your own. You may have lacked a paternal presence during your childhood, which left you feeling insecure. As a result, you relied on psychological defense mechanisms to protect yourself. Although these mechanisms were helpful when you were a child, they now interfere with your growth. You rely on authoritarian impulses to control yourself, which can make you feel guilty. You judge yourself harshly and sometimes punish yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Over time, you should build up a strong inner discipline and develop the ability to face problems in a detached and mature way.

Bianca Lawson’s personality and behavior are liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling her psyche. Because her sensitivity is in conflict with her determination, her attitude and performance may be moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, she has the feeling she has to make superhuman efforts to succeed in assuaging her yearnings and fulfilling her ambitions. Her unconscious, sensitive side often disapproves of her conscious endeavors and stealthily works to defeat them, causing crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotage her plans. In her relationships, the images she builds up and projects on the other are contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it is pleasant and positive, also grates on her nerves. She finds it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.

Bianca Lawson has a great potential for creative, constructive accomplishments; however, it is sometimes difficult for her to gain access to this part of herself. She is confident in herself and life but may tend to be nonchalant. Sometimes she needs a little stimulation to get herself rolling and take some initiative. Her optimism and inner certainty do not always drive her to give her utmost efforts to achieve a goal. The communications skills she possesses are an advantage as well as a handicap. She makes use of her theatrical gifts, convincing eloquence, and ability to listen. The best careers for her would be teaching, communications, philosophy, the legal profession, theater, and public relations.

Bianca Lawson enjoys physical and mental freedom. Her youth and home may have been of the rootless, wandering type, which could have given her a taste for movement and independence. She needs to be aware that her life has a purpose and hunt for it in various belief systems, both traditional and new age. In fact, she has an unmistakable gift for philosophy. The faraway appeals to her, and travel is likely to be an important aspect of her life.

Bianca Lawson has a sensual and loving nature. She craves the warmth of passion in her relationships, but enjoys the gentleness and tenderness of a relationship more. Her interactions with others are smoothly flowing, and she has a natural sense of etiquette and social grace.

Bianca Lawson has a sensitive personality. She may jump to conclusions, which could disrupt relationships, as well as career plans. She is subject to cyclical energy flows and goes from periods of feverish activity to periods of withdrawal and introspection. The aggressive element in her behavior may be explained by emotional problems she may have experienced in infancy: her mother, or a mother figure, may have had an energetic and volatile personality.

Bianca Lawson has a sensitive and imaginative mind which can lead to difficulty distinguishing dreams from reality. Her psychic abilities give her inspiration for creative and spiritual pursuits, but she may find it difficult to market her talents in terms of a career. In a relationship, Bianca is extremely romantic and idealistic, sometimes seeing people in a way that does not match their true nature. Because of her tendency to idealize people, she may be disappointed when their true natures are eventually revealed.

Bianca Lawson often withholds herself, preferring to keep her feelings to herself. She has a penchant for intense emotions, and sexuality is a prominent element in her life. Her relationships are usually passionate, and are motivated by her desires. She would find a career which placed her in contact with troubled people especially rewarding.

Bianca Lawson is looking for the ideal love and tends to idealize her friends and lovers. A bizarre character, she may prefer to dream of her soulmate instead of making love to one; she is more in love with the idea of love than anything else. Her idealism may hide a fear of truly committing herself to a relationship; she tries to intellectualize everything. In time, two options will seem clear to her: an amorous friendship based on shared ideas and intellectual exchange, or an open relationship, free of all constraints except mutual respect.

Bianca Lawson’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

As a result of this conflict between the conscious, active, masculine principle of your psyche and the unconscious, passive, feminine principle, you are constantly subject to tension. You are hesitant and impressionable, and your behavior vacillates between enthusiasm and despair, between shyness and outrageousness, and between passion and indifference. Your love life tends to be a jumble of baroque and eccentric affections which soon dissolve, leaving you feeling baffled and grieving. Unable to refuse when someone appeals to your compassion, you may be gobbled up or allow yourself to be seduced. Your happiness will depend on the one you meet, unless you free yourself through artistic, mystical, or psychic sublimation. But since you are fairly lucky, you may marry a loyal and brilliant companion who really loves you. Unfortunately, circumstances may then make married life unstable.

Bianca Lawson is idealistic, naive, and romantic. The image of her loved one is bathed in the many sparkling colors of her adolescent dreams. However, the reality of living with someone will reveal some unwelcome facts. Her partner may turn out to lack ambition and struggle to partner with her on building a secure home life and taking responsibility for the children, if she has them. Nostalgia for teenage pleasures may turn to depression.

You are an ardent and amorous person, and your relationships are enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, you are often more in love with the idea of love than with a partner. As a result, your love life may be subject to some instability. You are generally attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications, and expect them to amaze and fascinate you. Your greatest contradictions surface when an intimate relationship is established. Although you merge your ego entirely into the couple, you are likely to demand a total autonomy and liberty which are inimical to intimacy. If your partner charms and captivates you long enough, there is some possibility that they will form a more solid bond with you; otherwise, you are likely to yield to your need for novelty and fall under the spell of an entirely different person who exerts a new kind of charm for you.

Midlife may be a turning point for you from this point of view. Your contradictory attitude may in some ways hide a compulsion to reject and deny the bonds of dependency inherent to a love relationship. Your behavior enables you to remain aloof, to commit yourself only halfway without consciously admitting it to yourself, and to avoid feeling guilty if and when you lose interest. An insatiable appetite for novelty and exaltation sometimes keeps you from forming stable relationships. Indeed, you are tormented by the struggle between your undeniable need for affection and an equally imperious desire for personal progress and emancipation. As a result of this inner turmoil, your romantic aspirations are usually sabotaged sooner or later by your conviction that your partner has become an obstacle to your individual progress. Because you think of love as a restraint, you may even eventually consciously refuse any emotional approach to love interests. As an ascetic, you will try to deflect the love function from its natural target and use the energy and bliss it generates for other purposes, the process psychologists call sublimation. However, you are also likely to meet “the one” who inspires you to initiate a change in your behavior.

Bianca Lawson has a great emotional ideal, full of subtlety and tenderness. However, she tends to be overwhelmed by her imagination and may not be selective enough when choosing a partner. Her romantic and trusting nature may make her vulnerable. Although she strives to establish peaceful, uncomplicated relations, she sometimes experiences painful disappointments. Her artistic delicacy and refinement provide her with a sincere love of the arts, music, and literature. She is likely to be a gifted poet.

You are a complex individual, full of contradictions. Because you sometimes feel vulnerable emotionally, you try to control not only your own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of your partners. You aspire to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning yourself and yielding to the other terrifies you. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because you are guarded and somewhat secretive, you tend to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although you are fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, you will not express your feelings unless you are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of your emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, you are likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.

Bianca Lawson is an intuitive thinker. She does not reason things out through a long, articulate, logical discourse; instead, she seizes the visions or insights that spontaneously flash into her consciousness. As a result, if she is an extrovert, she will possess an inventive, innovative spirit gifted for improvisation. If she is an introvert, her mind will be an abundant source of personal inner truths.

Bianca Lawson expresses her thoughts and ideas carefully, but with a relative lack of spontaneity. She is rather introverted and looks inside herself for the solutions to the problems she encounters in life. Because she tends to mistrust customary thought patterns, her opinion is usually highly personal.