If you are truly committed to achieving your goals, the first step is to become aware of the weaknesses which may be holding you back and preventing your evolution. These could be your defensive attitudes, your fear of being dispossessed, your ambivalence, your radicalism, or your over-reliance on your instincts.
Amon-Ra St.Brown sometimes has a conflict between wanting to be successful in social and professional circles and wanting to have a stable, secure domestic life. He is deeply committed to both ideas and sometimes doesn’t always succeed in reconciling their schedules and demands on him. Sometimes it feels as though he will never be able to find a balance. However, no job promotion will really satisfy him if he neglects his most intimate needs and desires. Although it sometimes seems easier to him to climb the rungs of the career ladder out there in the real world, if he sacrifices his domestic life, he is only trying to fool himself. He should accept the fact that his domestic life is the true foundation and basis of his development. All his career endeavors and success will be even more rewarding if they are supported by a safe, warm personal life.
Amon-Ra St.Brown is endowed with great sensitivity and has profound aspirations, especially romantic ones. Nevertheless, his spirit is sometimes too delicate for him to have armored and structured himself for the constraints of life out there in the real world. Moreover, he sees little point in devoting himself to fulfilling the demands of practical reality, which strike him as rather futile and empty. His escapes into his fantasy world give him the illusion of a much greater reward. He tends to gloss over his vision of other people, and when they reveal their imperfections and incompetence, he feels guilty for them and suffers from his own vulnerability and illusions. He would do well to try to be more selective about the people he associates with; when he is moving in a dream world, he attracts the kind of dishonest people who are likely to take advantage of him.
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