Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:
UnspeakableGaming is determined to obtain a superlative grip on their emotional urges; they practice holding back their impulses and controlling them. Although it is not an easy apprenticeship, they want to be able to bear strain with patience, endurance, and stamina. More than anyone else, they are aware of the need for a solid and stable foundation as a prerequisite to any effective action.
UnspeakableGaming has a paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding their identity. Perhaps their father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during their childhood, which deprived them of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because they might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, they were forced to protect themselves against negative influences and find their own system in order to grow and feel secure.
Although this system was quite useful to them as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with their evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber their mind or inhibit their developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for them to assert themselves, and they tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because their authoritarian urges are mainly directed at themselves rather than others, they sometimes feel guilty about their behavior. They judge themselves severely, and sometimes punishes themselves by setting difficult tasks for themselves. Gradually, they should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.
UnspeakableGaming is fairly strong-willed, and is mindful of going about their purposes with maximum efficiency. When UnspeakableGaming relates to other people, they sometimes have trouble expressing their emotions, but they do have a lively sensitivity and are capable of lasting passion. As UnspeakableGaming grows older, they are quite likely to come into their own and acquire great intellectual and spiritual wisdom. Their honesty, integrity, and sense of duty will win them recognition and appreciation. Passing time will be a very important factor in their destiny, and their greatest accomplishments will guarantee them stability and prosperity. Although UnspeakableGaming is not especially enterprising, they will move into a high career position as soon as they feel sure of their abilities.
UnspeakableGaming resents having to impose limitations on themselves, and they may sometimes try to dodge obligations and commitments. The obstacles and hindrances reality places on their path to personal and social development tend to depress them. They sometimes brood bitterly about the frustrations to their self-fulfillment and might have a fairly pessimistic vision of society and its possibilities.
UnspeakableGaming’s complex and sometimes rather extremist personality is rooted in an instinctual drive which dwarfs mere rationalism. UnspeakableGaming finds the dark side of existence alluring and is attracted to mystery and the occult. UnspeakableGaming delightedly immerses themselves in the depths of human experience, stretching their intellectual, emotional, and spiritual resources to their maximum.
Adaptation and Sensitivity:
Freedom and independence are primary values for UnspeakableGaming. UnspeakableGaming expends a great deal of energy to ensure that its private life expresses them. To avoid being tied down, UnspeakableGaming tends to be skittish when it comes to any profound involvement in a relationship. As a consequence, UnspeakableGaming might intellectualize its emotions and feelings and feel as though it can live more easily on friendship than on love. Extremely socially-minded but idealistic, UnspeakableGaming almost certainly feels an affinity with the ideals of some social reform movement. UnspeakableGaming’s imagination looks to the future.
Behind a façade of fairly engaging idealism and a nearly palpable spirit of brotherhood and friendship, UnspeakableGaming hides a fear of emotional commitment. The truth is, UnspeakableGaming prefers to observe life from afar rather than come down and dirty its hands in it. However, this fearful and distant attitude will not necessarily enable UnspeakableGaming to know and love itself better.
Sensitivity and emotions are sometimes in conflict with their instincts. This inner discord makes them a fairly complicated relationship partner, and their behavior sometimes strikes others as mysterious or baffling. They are liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is an important part of their life, and their relationships are most often motivated by their desires. Nevertheless, due to their unconscious inner battle, they do not often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling their emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of their instincts, passion may overwhelm them and drag them into situations they cannot always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.
Love and Sensuality:
UnspeakableGaming is sometimes afraid to love – the world of their feelings is characterized by a certain chill and restraint. But they are not unfeeling; on the contrary, their sensitivity is so delicate that they are careful to protect it. Their determination to maintain control of their feelings and force their emotions to obey the laws of reason may stand in the way of intimacy and joy.
UnspeakableGaming’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of UnspeakableGaming’s emotional urges and somewhat wary of UnspeakableGaming’s feelings, UnspeakableGaming tries to rid itself of all partiality and tries to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.
UnspeakableGaming lives in the moment and sometimes ahead of their time. Their original, warm personality charms people but sometimes baffles them. They are independent, preferring open marriage to the more conventional type, unless the latter allows for great mutual freedom. Their loves and passions always arise under extraordinary circumstances. They are more attracted by exception than by love itself.
UnspeakableGaming is realistic and demanding, and expects a great deal from their partner without giving much of themselves in exchange. They may tend to be frustrated to the point that they remain single or refuse any emotional expression for themselves, but derive a certain pleasure in their self-control and self-discipline. They may experience a great passion, but it may end sadly due to a trick of fate. A marriage of reason might be the best way for them to go.
UnspeakableGaming has the fiery, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of its main purposes in life. Its personal charm and magnetism give it nearly irresistible powers of seduction, and nearly every one of its well-aimed attempts at conquest leads to the fulfillment and satisfaction of its desires. Due to its impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, its approach to members of the other sex may sometimes lack delicacy.
UnspeakableGaming has a romantic imagination, soaring with idealism, dreams, and poetry. UnspeakableGaming is emotive and hypersensitive, making UnspeakableGaming especially vulnerable emotionally, since UnspeakableGaming is sometimes overwhelmed by UnspeakableGaming’s feelings and affects. Although UnspeakableGaming seeks an ideal soulmate, a partner with whom UnspeakableGaming could maintain blissful, smooth relations, UnspeakableGaming is sometimes met with disillusionment. Because UnspeakableGaming’s rather excessive sensitivity and UnspeakableGaming’s need to merge with the other are deep and powerful enough, they can submerge UnspeakableGaming’s judgment and discernment, so UnspeakableGaming sometimes forms extremely intense bonds too quickly with individuals who are not appropriate partners in many ways. When UnspeakableGaming meets someone, UnspeakableGaming falls under the enchantment of UnspeakableGaming’s dream of ideal love and cannot keep UnspeakableGaming from delighting in a reverie of future romance, placing the other on a pedestal. Early on in the relationship, UnspeakableGaming yields to another of UnspeakableGaming’s characteristic urges and loses UnspeakableGaming in the individual who is so dear to UnspeakableGaming, melding with them, only to awaken one morning and find UnspeakableGaming as if in the arms of a stranger, greatly astounded and disappointed. Actually, UnspeakableGaming’s psyche is constructed in such a way as to make UnspeakableGaming’s sensitivity a function of the environment, in many cases; it follows the flow of momentary emotions and impressions. Before UnspeakableGaming takes on any major commitments, UnspeakableGaming should make a conscious effort to evaluate the relationship realistically, and see whether the person really reciprocates UnspeakableGaming’s intense love, for UnspeakableGaming may merely be in love with the mirage of an ideal partner. UnspeakableGaming’s tendency to believe in UnspeakableGaming’s illusions may mark UnspeakableGaming as an easy prey for people with bad intentions. It would be a good idea for UnspeakableGaming to find a different object for UnspeakableGaming’s affections, or a form of sublimation, because UnspeakableGaming tends to be so disappointed by UnspeakableGaming’s great emotional investments. The delicacy and subtlety of UnspeakableGaming’s imagination procure artistic refinement for UnspeakableGaming, and UnspeakableGaming loves the arts, music, and literature, which could all be good sources of emotional involvement and fulfillment. Because UnspeakableGaming’s sensitivity also makes it easy for UnspeakableGaming to empathize with the psychological or social difficulties UnspeakableGaming’s peers are struggling with, UnspeakableGaming might also find it rewarding to commit UnspeakableGaming to social work.
Mental and Intellect:
UnspeakableGaming sometimes considers the input from their subjectivity and emotions as static which they try to tune out to go straight to the essence of knowledge. As a result, regardless of their field of study, they try to obtain perspective. They will elaborate a thought on the basis of fairly cold, abstract logic, supported by sober, concise, and immaculate reasoning. Their choice areas of study could be mathematics, philosophy, legislation, or political science. Ideologies, theories, and any other system of reasoning could serve as “food for thought” for them.