Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:

Larray is patient. Larray is fond of routine, ritual, and any other events or ceremonies which mark the passage of time and the seasons. Larray tries to be as pragmatic as possible and unconsciously senses that Larray’s relationship with material things will be the best foundation for Larray’s self-development and individuation. As a result, Larray is attached to Larray’s possessions and will make every effort to cling to them.

Born under a new moon (when the moon and sun were in the same part of the sky), Larray enjoys a positive balance between the conscious and unconscious aspects of her psyche. Her determination and sensitivity balance one another and work together harmoniously. Her inner life contributes to the relationships with other people which make up her outer life. Her parents or teachers probably gave her the type of education which was adapted to her personality.

As a result, her personality is basically balanced, which, of course, does not mean that her life is devoid of little asperities. Generally, the goals she sets for herself correspond to her skills. Without giving the matter much thought, she tends to follow prevailing trends and behave in a conventional enough way. She is subjective and sees the world according to her own perceptions instead of the way it really is.

Larray has great potential for creative, constructive accomplishments; however, it is sometimes difficult for Larray to gain access to this part of Larrayself. Larray is confident in Larrayself and life but may tend to be nonchalant. Larray sometimes needs a little stimulation to get Larrayself rolling and take some initiative. Larray’s optimism and inner certainty do not always drive Larray to give Larray’s utmost efforts to achieve a goal. The communications skills Larray possesses are an advantage as well as a handicap. Larray makes use of Larray’s theatrical gifts, convincing eloquence, and ability to listen. The best careers for Larray would be teaching, communications, philosophy, the legal profession, theater, and public relations.

Larray is sober and rather reserved and may even strike people as harsh and austere at times. Perhaps Larray was raised in an atmosphere of rigor and sobriety, and, as a result, grew up very fast. Larray has acquired a spirit of self-sufficiency, tends to be rather uncompromising, and has a touchy sense of Larray’s personal dignity and worth. It is almost as though Larray is fighting an inner battle with Larray’s father or a father figure. The psychological models Larray received from Larray’s father or a father figure as a result of Larray’s interaction and Larray’s own interaction with authority may not have played a major role in shaping Larray’s relationships with the outer world and society. Larray may thus have been forced to compensate for this lack with individual determination.

As a result, although Larray is skillful, meticulous, conscientious, and efficient, a lack of self-confidence and personal assurance sometimes makes Larray timid and hesitant. Larray sometimes feel as though Larray is only masquerading as a respectable, sober adult. Larray tends to be far too critical of Larrayself and rarely feel satisfied that Larray is living up to Larray’s ideal. These unnecessary guilt feelings may lead Larray to turn down the prominent career positions for which Larray is fully qualified. Larray is aware that early success is often short-lived and fragile and that time rewards those who know how to be patient and persistent, like Larray.

Larray is extremely sensitive and receptive and tends to live in osmosis with their surroundings. Their individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over them, and they sometimes find it difficult to communicate their feelings to other people or engage in any structured, analytical thought. This may stem from a misunderstanding with their teachers when they were a child. Unable to understand their disciplinary measures or authority, they may have withdrawn into themselves in self-defense. It was then that they constructed their rich inner life, the part of them they could not invade, and cut many of their ties to the outside.

Because they enjoyed indulging in their inner life, it may have been difficult for them to acquire an objective vision of reality. As a result, even today, they tend to create imaginary problems for themselves, regardless of the objective facts outside. Although their imagination is a source of inspiration and intuition, their fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for them to grasp the essence of their dreams and share them with other people. They are not at all combative, and this tends to hinder their efforts to fit into society and assert themselves productively.

They are likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but their refusal to abandon their unattainable dreams is a psychological trap they have fallen into without realizing it. They must understand that by running away from their obligations and commitments, they only increase the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once they free themselves from this pernicious process, they have a great deal of potential for fulfilling themselves in the outer world, either by devoting themselves to some sort of social work or by cultivating their considerable artistic talents.

Larray generally tends to be motivated by activities which apply to social needs. Larray tends to give the best of herself in difficult situations which require crucial choices. Larray’s ability to concentrate and her gift for solving problems by deductive reasoning are her chief resources in crisis situations or at turning points in her life.

Adaptation and Sensitivity:

Larray is mild and sensitive, deeply human. Larray is sociable and sincerely devoted to others. Larray’s mother or a mother-figure had a strong influence on Larray’s psyche, and Larray’s childhood was an important time in Larray’s life. Larray still identifies with vivid childhood memories; they are the basis for Larray’s reveries, for Larray’s extreme sensitivity, and for habits which Larray may be slow to break. However, Larray will thrive in the shelter of a family setting, soothed by the presence of a spouse and children. Larray is fond of security and routine; being somewhat impressionable and anxious, Larray may have trouble adjusting to situations which are unfamiliar.

Optimistic and happy to be alive, Larray is a cheerful, expansive, pleasant associate to have. Larray is extremely generous (sometimes to a fault!) and gives of themselves and their belongings unstintingly. This positive psychological outlook is the result of a happy childhood and especially an extremely beneficial maternal influence in infancy. Larray is quite likely to be a professional success; their vision of the world is perfectly adapted to prevailing opinion, and their urges and desires for personal expansion usually elicit a positive reaction from society. By old age, Larray’s good reputation and prominence may have earned them fame.

Due to Larray’s sensitivity and irrepressible imagination, they sometimes have trouble distinguishing dreams from reality. Although Larray’s bubbling imagination provides an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it tends to be less helpful and positive in matters that concern Larray’s self-assertion as responsible and self-sufficient. In a relationship, Larray is extremely romantic and does not always see others the way they really are.

Love and Sensuality:

Larray has a romantic nature and is seeking a soulmate. The world of Larray’s emotions is warm and inviting, the expression of true kindness. Tenderness, grace, and mildness rule Larray’s sensitivity, which is aroused by contact with nature and thrills to the idea of a secure, stable home.

Larray’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. Larray enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with Larray’s gaze riveted on the future, Larray is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

According to the aforegoing, it appears that Larray is more or less torn between different tendencies in their character. An inner conflict exists between Larray’s desire to shine and their need for attachment, between Larray’s social ambitions and their longings for security, between Larray’s natural selfishness and their altruism. As a result, Larray is likely to become attached to a prominent person they can be proud of. Larray’s own social position may disappoint them, but the satisfaction they derive from their loved ones or their children, should they choose to have them, will make up for their feeling they have lived vicariously.

Larray is an innocent romantic who sometimes tends to live life on the level of dreams rather than reality. Larray is fairly flexible in relation to feelings and emotions, and character may change according to the tide of influences received. Larray may become dependent on the person loved. Nurturing family could be one of chief purposes in life.

Larray has the fiery, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of Larray’s main purposes in life. Larray’s personal charm and magnetism give Larray nearly irresistible powers of seduction, and nearly every one of Larray’s well-aimed attempts at conquest leads to the fulfillment and satisfaction of Larray’s desires. Due to Larray’s impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, Larray’s approach to members of the other sex may sometimes lack delicacy.

Cautious and reserved, Larray is sometimes unwilling to open herself to others if she is not sure of being accepted. She will always hang back somewhat from her emotional urges, parceling out her expressions of affection, because she has learned – sometimes at her expense – that even the most harmonious relationships require some compromise. For Larray, “good fences make good neighbors,” and well-marked boundaries can prevent future suffering. Thus, even when she is in love, she remains fairly circumspect. When she finds herself attracted to a partner, she privately engages in a careful analysis of their personality and life story, endeavoring to know them profoundly, to see whether she is likely to be able to share her life and future with them. As a result of her sensitivity, she has a profound affinity for all of the arts. Music, literature, painting, and graphic arts are likely to enrich her existence and make it pleasant. She could progress in any career in which balance, order, and practicality predominate.

From the outside, Larray seems to be detached and aloof, but on the inside they are an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. Because they sometimes feel vulnerable emotionally, they try to control not only their own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of their partners. They aspire to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning themselves and yielding to the other terrifies them. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because they are guarded and somewhat secretive, they tend to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although they are fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, they will not express their feelings unless they are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of their emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, they are likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.

Mental and Intellect:

Powerfully ruled by Larray’s determination and vital needs, their intellectual abilities come to the forefront when their purpose is to communicate their ideal and plot their action or strategy. They can be both logical and astute and have gifts for theorizing but may sometimes lack perspective.