Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:
Justin Hills is searching for stability. He wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for his life. But his efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, he is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time he reaches what he believes to be a good balance, he realizes he wants something entirely different. He should become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.
Adaptation and Sensitivity:
Justin Hills is winning and attractive. They have an appetite for intense emotional experiences, especially in terms of their relationships. Enjoying the power of their personal appeal, they easily control their emotions and only rarely reveal the true depth of their feelings.
Because their instincts take precedence over their sensitivity, they are capable of becoming jealous, possessive, and even rather harsh, without meaning to. More of a flirt than a voluptuary, they are attentive to desire. As a result, their love life will sometimes be casual and complicated.
Justin Hills’ intellect is lively, agile, and sensitive. However, Justin Hills does not always avail Justin Hills of it and may be confused or irrational in some situations. Although Justin Hills enjoys playing with words, ideas, and concepts, Justin Hills’ thought sometimes lacks discipline and structure. Justin Hills are fairly preoccupied with details and may tend to waste Justin Hills’ nervous and mental energy in futile verbal outpourings. Moreover, Justin Hills’ feelings sometimes blur Justin Hills’ objective vision of phenomena and people, which may cause Justin Hills to make errors in judgment.
Sexuality is an important part of Justin Hills’ life, and his relationships are most often determined by his instincts. If Justin Hills has a relationship that is exclusively satisfying sexually, however, he might feel frustration, because he is driven by a kind of unconscious guilt to seek fulfillment for his heart and soul as well. Justin Hills tends to be a rather excessive and tormented partner, who often re-evaluates the bonds that connect him to his partners.
Love and Sensuality:
Aware that Justin Hills was taught to experience love in a certain way by his family, social class, or religion, Justin Hills is determined to experiment with a new style. Justin Hills’ idealistic aspirations may be a form of escapism. They encourage Justin Hills to cast off conventional romantic practices and customs and embark on new adventures.
Justin Hills’ birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of his emotional urges and somewhat wary of his feelings, he tries to rid himself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.
Justin Hills is fond of extremes; he needs to possess those he loves entirely. His love life is usually complicated and pain-stricken; he knows this and tries his best to protect himself. Generally, he falls in love with those who resemble him – saints or sinners, but always passionate.
When it comes to romance, Justin Hills exudes a cheerfulness and warmth which wins him many a heart. A light-hearted and dynamic companion with an ability to take initiative in and direct the relationship would bring Justin Hills the emotional balance he sometimes lacks. Mutual tolerance will ensure the survival of the commitment.
Justin Hills may be characterized by strong sensual and affectionate urges which drive him to seek pleasure. His need for romantic fulfillment may compel him to marry, because he also seeks the legal and social legitimacy the institution of marriage confers on an emotional bond. Indeed, the household is liable to be prosperous and even opulent, as if this offered further evidence that he had indeed achieved success. However, privately, he might be less committed to certain obligations and duties.
Justin Hills is hypersensitive and tends to relive the anxieties, apprehensions, and romantic absolutes of his first love relationships, which occurred around the ages of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. Justin is exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. Justin will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. Justin is sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to him. Justin usually hides his emotional reactions or does not even allow them to reach the level of his consciousness, in an effort to protect his sensitivity, which he sees as his weak point. Justin is fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, Justin will disguise his strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside Justin, and he feels unworthy of the love which is lavished on him. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of Justin’s desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, Justin’s fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of Justin’s romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if Justin wants to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify himself emotionally, the defense mechanisms he has elaborated to make himself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that Justin learn how to forget himself occasionally in the other.
Justin Hills has an ardent and amorous character, and his relationships are enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, he is often more in love with the idea of love than with a partner. As a result, his love life may be subject to some instability. He is generally attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications, and expect them to amaze and fascinate him. His greatest contradictions surface when an intimate relationship is established. Although he merges his ego entirely into the couple, he is likely to demand a total autonomy and liberty which are inimical to intimacy. If his partner charms and captivates him long enough, there is some possibility that they will form a more solid bond with him; otherwise, he is likely to yield to his need for novelty and fall under the spell of an entirely different person who exerts a new kind of charm for him. Midlife may be a turning point for him from this point of view. His contradictory attitude may in some ways hide a compulsion to reject and deny the bonds of dependency inherent to a love relationship. His behavior enables him to remain aloof, to commit himself only halfway without consciously admitting it to himself, and to avoid feeling guilty if and when he loses interest. An insatiable appetite for novelty and exaltation sometimes keeps him from forming stable relationships.
Indeed, he is tormented by the struggle between his undeniable need for affection and an equally imperious desire for personal progress and emancipation. As a result of this inner turmoil, his romantic aspirations are usually sabotaged sooner or later by his conviction that his partner has become an obstacle to his individual progress. Because he thinks of love as a restraint, he may even eventually consciously refuse any emotional approach to love interests. As an ascetic, he will try to deflect the love function from its natural target and use the energy and bliss it generates for other purposes, the process psychologists call sublimation. However, he is also likely to meet “the one” who inspires him to initiate a change in his behavior.
Mental and Intellect:
Curious, skeptical, and pragmatic, Justin Hills has a shrewd, inquisitorial mind. He always tries to detect the hidden mechanisms and processes behind the phenomena he observes. As a result, he has developed an ability to detect the truth behind appearances and the cause behind the effect. Although this way of thinking is based on a certain logic, and there is evidence of structure and cohesion in his deductive approach, it is not always purely intellectual. Indeed, its sources lie in a certain empiricism, in facts which have been experienced, so it is open to improvement. For this reason, its fields of application are highly diverse, although research in the hard sciences, psychology, and metaphysics seem to be the best career choices.
Justin Hills expresses their thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. They are fairly extroverted and eager to discover and understand the outer world. An idealist, Justin Hills looks forward to a bright future but are sometimes subjective and reckless.