Buckshot is trying to overcome its feelings of insecurity. To do so, it needs a safe place: a dwelling, a territory, or perhaps a space where it can rest, and let down its systems of defense against the outer world, which it finds aggressive and hostile. It is ready to make some sacrifices in order to maintain and consolidate the structure it has chosen. True inner security, based on real knowledge of itself, its abilities, and its shortcomings, its strengths and its weaknesses would no doubt be most effective and would allow it to remain open to the varieties of experience offered by the world.
As a result of your lack of a father figure, you developed a paternal complex. This complex causes you some trouble in finding your identity, as you lacked the models and guidance which are usually helpful in shaping a personality. Because you lacked the security that could be provided by a paternal presence, you were forced to protect yourself and find your own system to grow and feel secure. Although this system was very helpful to you as a child, it has now settled into a degree where it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in some situations it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely and sometimes punish yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.
Buckshot is affectionate by nature, and love plays a decisive and central role in his life. He is a charmer who needs to love and be loved. Aware of his personal magnetism and the power it gives him, he will make subtle changes in himself in order to attract positive attention. He is sophisticated and pleased to savor a lifestyle he sees as a consummate art.
Buckshot likes freedom and independence, and he values those values highly. He is skittish about getting too involved in relationships, because he doesn't want to be tied down. He has a high sense of social justice, and he idealizes the ideals of some social reform movement. He imagines the future, and he looks forward to it.
Buckshot has a sensitive and affectionate nature. He seeks tenderness and gentleness more than passion. His relationships with others are smooth and pleasant, and he has a natural sense of tact and social grace.
You are emotional and tend to react suddenly and excessively as soon as your sensitivity is touched. Although you value your independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency, you are sometimes frustrated by your need to rely on your family or friends. Moreover, you do not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as your own. Likewise, you are sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if you feared that it would doom you to eternal dependency. Your ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship you had with your mother or a mother figure. Although you were dependent on them, they may have rejected you. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which your sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off your feelings of dependency, you sometimes tend to become destructive. Based on denial, your reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.
Buckshot tends to be guarded with its emotions. It enjoys intense relationships and is driven by its desires. Sexuality is a prominent part of its life, and it enjoys exploring the hidden side of people. It would find a career which put it in contact with troubled people rewarding.
This is a description of Buckshot, a person who is looking to experience love in a different way.
Buckshot's birth chart indicates that he has an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of his emotional urges and somewhat wary of his feelings, he tries to rid himself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.
Buckshot is attracted to troubled and complicated individuals. Her taste for independence and her need for unconventional personal development are betrayed by the power and compulsion of her instincts. As a result, she falls in love when her least expects it, with the type of person she is usually least attracted to… or who is unavailable. She is unlikely to institutionalize her commitments with marriage.
Buckshot undergoes a crisis when their emotions are involved and they have to make a commitment. This phobia is the reason they had a series of troubled relationships in their youth. With maturity and experience, they should be able to overcome this fear and enjoy an independent social life while still fulfilling their need to be loved.
Curious, skeptical, and pragmatic, you have a shrewd, inquisitorial mind. You always try to detect the hidden mechanisms and processes behind the phenomena you observe. As a result, you have developed the ability to detect the truth behind appearances and the cause behind the effect. Although this way of thinking is based on a certain logic, and there is evidence of structure and cohesion in your deductive approach, it is not always purely intellectual. Indeed, its sources lie in a certain empiricism, in facts which have been experienced, so it is open to improvement. For this reason, its fields of application are highly diverse, although research in the hard sciences, psychology, and metaphysics seem to be the best career choices.
Buckshot listens intently, soaking in every word. She is fairly introverted, preferring to observe and reflect on her surroundings. She has a clear vision of what she wants and is determined to achieve it. Despite her ambition, she is often shy and hesitant to take risks.
Buckshot is a lively and agile spirit. He is curious and open-minded, approaching various life experiences without either dogmatism or prejudice. As a result, he tends to have an opinion on every subject, but he does not always have the patience or perspective necessary to examine a subject and gain in-depth knowledge of it. He enjoys manipulating expressions and concepts and amuses himself with witty remarks, satire, and controversy. If he learned to control his flow of words better and elaborate his thoughts more, he might make a talented communicator. Because he is often too hasty to formulate and construct the arguments which would back up and inform his ideas, he is sometimes misunderstood. He is often blind to the rashness of his judgments and convinced they are well-founded and objective, which sometimes irritates the people around him. If he were to succeed in disciplining his mind somewhat, he would have innumerable opportunities to apply his communications skills to a great career. However, he would do well to be careful of his nerves.