Bella Blu is a diligent worker, gifted for tasks that require great precision and discipline. She might struggle with pessimism about her own self-worth and try to compensate for this feeling by constantly keeping busy and devoting herself almost entirely to those close to her.
You have a paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding your identity. Perhaps your father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during your childhood, which deprived you of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because you might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.
Bella Blu is hypersensitive, receptive to the mood in her surroundings and unconsciously able to perceive the parapsychic signals or aura people give off. As a result, Bella Blu is extremely compassionate and ready to devote herself to their well-being. Bella Blu’s imagination has formulated the dream of an ideal life, and she sometimes feels ill-equipped for the realities of this existence. Bella Blu tends to dodge difficult situations. With her partner, Bella Blu seeks fusion.
Although your demeanor is cool and distant, you are extremely sensitive. In some cases, your rather austere and rigid behavior and your refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. You have spells of melancholy in which you do not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid yourself any emotional fulfillment whatsoever. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. It is difficult for your inner self to be detached from this past life, and you sometimes have trouble reconciling the image you have of yourself as an adult with the one you acquired back then. The idea you have of yourself as an individual is related to the image your parents projected onto you as a child. Nevertheless, the past is history, and you are now an adult. Through self-work, you can rid yourself of these phantoms. You have the ability to overcome your mistakes, as well as great endurance and will power to achieve your goals. Nevertheless, you must not repress your sensitivity in order to succeed.
Bella Blu, sometimes sensitive and emotive, cringes from life, passively hoping for a better future, a utopian society, or a transcendent state of consciousness. However, by taking refuge in dreams, she may expose herself to adversity, both socially and in her private life.
Bella Blu has a sensual and affectionate nature which is sensitive to physical attraction. This type of sensitivity, combined with her productive urges, may be expressed in an artistic form. As for her feelings, they are usually slow to take root. But once she is conquered by love, she forms a deep and lasting bond. Although she is loyal, she may also display a tendency to be somewhat possessive.
Bella Blu’s birth chart indicates that she has an emotional function that is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.
Bella Blu’s hypersensitivity and extreme emotionalism might present challenges. They cause her feelings and emotional bonds to rule her destiny. Unable to refuse when someone appeals to her sense of devotion, Bella Blu may be gobbled up by an unscrupulous person. If this happens, Bella Blu may even be happy about her self-denial. Otherwise, her happiness will derive from a snug home.
Because Bella Blu is so easily aroused by beauty and perfection, she is always seeking sensual thrills. She could easily thrive on a life of total pleasure, neglecting more serious work. But her marriage will introduce some stability; her spouse will bring warmth and (perhaps) some material assets into her home. Her children, if she chooses to have them, will quickly become extremely important to her; they may have a tendency to be able to make her do whatever they please.
You are a passionate lover. Your main purpose in life is to find love, and your personal charm and magnetism are very seductive. Unfortunately, your attempts to conquer people can sometimes lead to frustration and dissatisfaction. Due to your impulsiveness and impatient nature, it can be difficult for you to build relationships that are stable and harmonious. Your emotions are subject to a conflict between your need for love and your lust for power. This inner contradiction is a sign of your tendency to derive pleasure from suffering – either your own or that of your partner. The relationship thus becomes the setting for a kind of power struggle, weakening it as a source of psychological equilibrium. Nevertheless, you could sublimate this difficulty through your artistic expression.
You are cautious and reserved by nature, often unwilling to open yourself up to others if you’re not sure they’ll be accepted. You’re very selective about how much emotion you express, because you’ve learned – sometimes at your own expense – that even the most harmonious relationships require some compromise. For you, “good fences make good neighbors,” and well-marked boundaries can prevent future hurt. Thus, even when you’re in love, you remain fairly circumspect. When you find yourself attracted to a partner, you privately analyze their personality and life story, endeavoring to know them deeply. As a result of your sensitivity, you have a profound affinity for all the arts. Music, literature, painting, and graphic arts are likely to enrich your existence and make it pleasant. You could progress in any career that balances practicality, order, and balance.
You are an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. Because you sometimes feel vulnerable emotionally, you try to control not only your own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of your partners. You aspire to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning yourself and yielding to the other terrifies you. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because you are guarded and somewhat secretive, you tend to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although you are fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, you will not express your feelings unless you are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of your emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, you are likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.
Bella Blu is somewhat plodding but realistic and pragmatic. Because she is chiefly preoccupied with the practical aspects of things, she is especially apt to develop more efficient production concepts. Although her good judgment and common sense provide her with an excellent ability to handle the tangible world (she is certainly clever, and can quickly assess the tangible value of things), her thought processes might be relatively impervious to abstract concepts and spiritual awakenings.
Bella Blu tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. Her thoughts are usually structured, and her reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.
You are an energetic and curious individual, who approaches life experiences with an open mind. Because of your great mental vitality, you tend to have an opinion on every subject, but you don’t always have the patience necessary to examine a subject in-depth. You enjoy manipulating expressions and concepts and amuse yourself with witty remarks, satire, and controversy. If you could learn to control your words and thoughts more, you could make a talented communicator. Because you often rush to judgment without fully thinking through your ideas, you are often misunderstood. You are often blind to the rashness of your judgments and convinced that your opinions are well-founded and objective, which sometimes irritates the people around you. If you were to succeed in disciplining your mind, you would have numerous opportunities to apply your communications skills to a great career. However, you would do well to be careful of your nerves.
Bella Blu has a mind with an insatiable appetite for knowledge and an exceptional ability to learn. Without trying too hard, she could probably accumulate encyclopedic erudition. Her intellectual curiosity is such that it is sometimes a drawback. She sometimes has trouble limiting herself to a single subject without being distracted by a multitude of others. Discipline and a conscious effort at organization will be of great help if she wants to deepen her learning and judgment. Once her intellectual faculties are disciplined, she is likely to succeed in any of the following fields: teaching, historical scholarship, advertising, writing (journalistic or literary), travel, etc.: – in fact, communication in any form.
In the formative years of childhood and adolescence, you may have undergone a conflicting situation which prevented you from developing your intellectual and imaginative faculties in a harmonious way. It may be somewhat difficult for you to integrate new ideas and concepts or to give your thought structure and coherence. You may have a distaste for study, which might require a great deal of effort for you. You may harbor feelings of insecurity that are so acute that they may undermine your will and therefore your ability to compete. However, if you overcame these emotions, you would see that you have plenty of marketable skills and that many satisfactory solutions to your feelings of ineptitude and inadequacy are within your reach. Because this psychological complex may be related to childhood or adolescent opposition to parental or academic authority, you may not readily accept people who represent law enforcement agencies or power as an adult. You may display some hostility or vindictiveness toward them as a matter of principle. You should sometimes be careful of what you say.
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