Badkidjerry’s confidence in himself sometimes falters, and he might try to compensate for this weakness by insisting on his authority over others. With the people he is emotionally committed to, the same nagging feelings of insecurity prevent him from expressing his generosity and love fully; his extreme independence sometimes hides an inability to abandon himself and a lack of assurance.

Badkidjerry has a great potential for creative, constructive accomplishments; however, it is sometimes difficult for Badkidjerry to gain access to this part of himself. Badkidjerry is confident in himself and life but may tend to be nonchalant. Badkidjerry sometimes needs a little stimulation to get himself rolling and take some initiative. Badkidjerry’s optimism and inner certainty do not always drive him to give his utmost efforts to achieve a goal. The communications skills Badkidjerry possesses are an advantage as well as a handicap. Badkidjerry makes use of his theatrical gifts, convincing eloquence, and ability to listen. The best careers for Badkidjerry would be teaching, communications, philosophy, the legal profession, theater, and public relations.

You are an individualist who believes in freedom and independence as your most cherished values. You have thrown off the conventions and customs of your social class and adopted an innovative lifestyle. Your passionate convictions can sometimes be a challenge to your relationships, as you may be an uncompromising partner. You would do well to learn to recognize your own limitations and accept the responsibilities you have to other people. If you do not learn to do this, you are likely to be embroiled in conflicting relationships throughout your life. The roots of your somewhat extreme behavior may be traced back to your relationship with your father or teachers in childhood and adolescence. For one reason or another, you may have rejected the paternal image or refused to identify with your father, in the same way as you now refuse to adopt any values related to convention, tradition, or widespread usage. In every important life decision you make, you are forced to rely on yourself to elaborate the appropriate behavior and impose limits on your desires in relation to reality and the law.

Badkidjerry is very sensitive and receptive and tends to live in osmosis with their surroundings. Their individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over them, and they sometimes find it difficult to communicate their feelings to other people or engage in any structured, analytical thought. This may stem from a misunderstanding with their teachers when they were a child. Unable to understand their disciplinary measures or authority, they may have withdrawn into themselves in self-defense. It was then that they constructed their rich inner life, the part of them they could not invade, and cut many of their ties to the outside. Because they enjoyed indulging in their inner life, it may have been difficult for them to acquire an objective vision of reality. As a result, even today, they tend to create imaginary problems for themselves, regardless of the objective facts outside. Although their imagination is a source of inspiration and intuition, their fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for them to grasp the essence of their dreams and share them with other people. They are not at all combative, and this tends to hinder their efforts to fit into society and assert themselves productively. They are likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but their refusal to abandon their unattainable dreams is a psychological trap they have fallen into without realizing it. They must understand that by running away from their obligations and commitments, they only increase the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once they free themselves from this pernicious process, they have a great deal of potential for fulfilling themselves in the outer world, either by devoting themselves to some sort of social work or by cultivating their considerable artistic talents.

Badkidjerry is tough and rebellious. He is cynical and unemotional, preferring to rely on his own instincts. He has a strong sense of self-reliance and doesn’t easily take orders from others. He was raised by his mother or a mother-figure, who taught him to be independent and to stand up for what he believes in. Badkidjerry still has vivid memories from childhood; they are the source of his dreams and his fantasies, and he is extremely sensitive to the feelings of others. However, he will thrive in a chaotic and unpredictable environment, where he can be his own boss. He is fond of excitement and danger, and may have difficulty adjusting to a life where there is less action.

You are an expansive, affable, and communicative associate. Indeed, some people find you generous almost to a fault! You give of yourself and your resources unstintingly. Paradoxically, there are times when you are self-focused. You react instinctively, without taking the trouble to analyze a given situation, and are prone to misjudge. As a result, your everyday life may be riddled with a whole variety of practical problems. Indeed, you sense a conflict between your social life and your family and will sometimes find it hard to fulfill yourself in both spheres at the same time. Your attitude toward your private life may inhibit your ambitions for social or career expansion; at worst, society (the law) may impinge on your private life. You should be careful not to project your personal problems onto your partner. If, instead, the two of you analyzed the problem, you might be able to find opportunities to resolve it together.

Badkidjerry has fairly lofty amorous aspirations. The soulmate he imagines for himself is brilliant and dazzling with an array of talents and beauty. However, the gap between his splendid ideal and reality is sometimes wide. He should be careful not to confuse his romantic ideal with reality and become aware that his tendency to project may be a way of fleeing from himself.

Badkidjerry’s birth chart indicates a somewhat introverted emotional function which is influenced by the cultural values traditional to Badkidjerry’s family and social class. Because Badkidjerry doesn’t always trust his emotional urges and reactions, he generally prefers to hang back and acquire some perspective before committing himself emotionally.

Badkidjerry’s emotional involvement might be the source of some dissatisfaction for him. The usual romantic behavior and the lifestyle values prevailing in this area are not really appropriate for him. As a result, he seeks few intimate emotional relationships or contacts. He tends to stay in the background and fulfill his emotional needs by sublimating. He might not attain full romantic satisfaction until he reaches middle age.

According to the foregoing, it appears that you are torn between different tendencies in your character. An inner conflict exists between your desire to shine and your need for attachment, between your social ambitions and your longings for security, between your natural selfishness and your altruism. As a result, you are likely to become attached to a prominent person you can be proud of. Your own social position may disappoint you, but the satisfaction you derive from your loved ones or your children, should you choose to have them, will make up for your feeling you have lived vicariously.

Badkidjerry has a taste for a lively social life full of encounters with new people. He thrives on baroque adventures and seeks out partners who will add to his prestige or facilitate his success. He is quite adept at charming people who outclass him socially and may help him climb the social ladder.

Badkidjerry has the passionate, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of Badkidjerry’s main purposes in life. Badkidjerry’s personal charm and magnetism are compellingly seductive; unfortunately, Badkidjerry’s attempts at conquest do not always lead to the fulfillment and satisfaction of his desires. Due to Badkidjerry’s impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, his approach to those he is attracted to may sometimes lack tact and delicacy. As a result of the foregoing, it may be somewhat difficult for Badkidjerry to maintain stable and harmonious relationships. Indeed, Badkidjerry’s emotional behavior is subject to a conflict between his quest for love and his need to satisfy his lust. Badkidjerry’s outpourings of affection and his need to be loved in return sometimes create complicated situations in which lust may be confused with love, or love may exist without lust, and Badkidjerry may feel unrequited or unfulfilled. This inner contradiction is a sign of Badkidjerry’s tendency to derive pleasure from suffering – either his own or that of his partner. The relationship thus becomes the setting for a sort of power struggle, weakening it as a source of psychological equilibrium. Nevertheless, Badkidjerry could sublimate this difficulty through artistic expression.

You are hypersensitive and tend to relive the anxieties, apprehensions, and romantic absolutes of your first love relationships, which occurred around the ages of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. You are exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. You will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. You are sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to you. You usually hide your emotional reactions or do not even allow them to reach the level of your consciousness, in an effort to protect your sensitivity, which you see as your weak point. You are fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, you will disguise your strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside you, and you feel unworthy of the love which is lavished on you. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of your desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, your fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of your romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if you want to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify yourself emotionally, the defense mechanisms you have elaborated to make yourself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled.

From the outside, you seem to be detached and aloof, but on the inside you are an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. Because you sometimes feel vulnerable emotionally, you try to control not only your own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of your partners. You aspire to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning yourself and yielding to the other terrifies you. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because you are guarded and somewhat secretive, you tend to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although you are fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, you will not express your feelings unless you are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of your emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, you are likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.

Badkidjerry is powerfully ruled by its determination and vital needs. Its intellectual abilities come to the forefront when it communicates its ideal and plots its action or strategy. It can be both logical and astute, and has gifts for theorizing but may sometimes lack perspective.

Badkidjerry expresses their thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. They are fairly extroverted and eager to discover and understand the outer world. An idealist, they look forward to a bright future but are sometimes subjective and reckless.