Aki Hoshino has confidence in herself, but it sometimes falters. She tries to compensate for this weakness by insisting on her authority over others. With the people she is emotionally committed to, the same nagging feelings of insecurity prevent her from expressing her generosity and love fully. Her extreme independence sometimes hides an inability to abandon herself and a lack of assurance.
Aki Hoshino has a paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding her identity. Perhaps her father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during her childhood, which deprived her of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because she might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, she was forced to protect herself against negative influences and find her own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to her as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with her evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber her mind or inhibit her developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for her to assert herself, and she tends to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because her authoritarian urges are mainly directed at herself rather than others, she sometimes feels guilty about her behavior. She judges herself severely, and sometimes punishes herself by setting difficult tasks for herself. Gradually, she should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.
Aki Hoshino has a great potential for creative, constructive accomplishments; however, it is sometimes difficult for her to gain access to this part of herself. She is confident in herself and life but may tend to be nonchalant. She sometimes needs a little stimulation to get herself rolling and take some initiative. Her optimism and inner certainty do not always drive her to give her utmost efforts to achieve a goal. The communications skills she possesses are an advantage as well as a handicap. She makes use of her theatrical gifts, convincing eloquence, and ability to listen. The best careers for her would be teaching, communications, philosophy, the legal profession, theater, and public relations.
Aki Hoshino is sensitive and receptive to the environment around her. She finds it difficult to communicate her feelings to other people, as her inner tide of emotion is a source of inspiration and intuition. However, her fluid inner structure and organization can sometimes make it difficult for her to grasp the essence of her dreams and share them with others. Aki is not combative and this can hinder her efforts to fit into society and assert herself productively. She is likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but her unwillingness to abandon her dreams is a psychological trap she has fallen into without realizing it. Once Aki frees herself from this trap, she has a great deal of potential for fulfilling herself in the outer world. She can either devote herself to some form of social work or cultivate her considerable artistic talents.
Aki Hoshino usually keeps her emotions in check and avoids getting into situations where she might have to express them. This is because she feels that she wasn’t loved enough as a child, and so she’s become wary of letting her emotions get out of control. This often leads to her having difficulty in her relationships, as she puts all her focus into her work and doesn’t give her partner the attention they deserve. She craves social recognition, and so she puts her career first.
Although your demeanor is cool and distant, you are extremely sensitive. In some cases, your rather austere and rigid behavior and your refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. You have spells of melancholy in which you do not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid yourself any emotional fulfillment whatsoever. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. It is difficult for your inner self to be detached from this past life, and you sometimes have trouble reconciling the image you have of yourself as an adult with the one you acquired back then. The idea you have of yourself as an individual is related to the image your parents projected onto you as a child. Nevertheless, the past is history, and you are now an adult. Through self-work, you can rid yourself of these phantoms. You have the ability to overcome your mistakes, as well as great endurance and will power to achieve your goals. Nevertheless, you must not repress your sensitivity in order to succeed.
Aki Hoshino tries to hide her insecurities by trying to prove that she is worthy of others’ affection. However, because of her pessimistic views, she often finds it difficult to develop quickly.
Aki Hoshino’s sensitivity and emotions are sometimes in conflict with her instincts. This inner discord makes her a fairly complicated relationship partner, and her behavior sometimes strikes others as mysterious or baffling. She is liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is an important part of her life, and her relationships are most often motivated by her desires. Nevertheless, due to her unconscious inner battle, she does not often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling her emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of her instincts, passion may overwhelm her and drag her into situations she cannot always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.
Aki Hoshino’s personality is dominated by love and affectivity. She is subject to love at first sight, and her gallant heart sometimes leaps forth impulsively; her sensitivity is lively and powerful. Amorous rivalries and conquests may be a recurring theme throughout her life.
Aki Hoshino’s birth chart indicates that she has an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.
Aki Hoshino has a timidity that keeps her from developing a warmer side. This causes her to be uncomfortable with herself and to have irrational anxieties and fears. As a result, it is difficult for her to show her other qualities, like her sense of duty, perseverance, and organizational skills. Aki accepts her circumstances as her fate and is liable to limit herself to regretful self-denial unless she throws herself into a career and becomes a shrewd businessperson. She is quite likely to marry someone who will dominate her, but who will also be gentle and help her find self-fulfillment.
Aki Hoshino is a passionate and idealistic person who has little desire to live out her relationships according to society’s rules and customs. She is also attracted to people with original or eccentric personalities – artists, intellectuals, adventurers: all promising a relationship that is far from banal. However, Aki Hoshino will prove better at friendship than at sensuality which could quickly tire her.
Aki Hoshino has the fiery, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of her main purposes in life. Her personal charm and magnetism give her nearly irresistible powers of seduction, and nearly every one of her well-aimed attempts at conquest leads to the fulfillment and satisfaction of her desires. Due to her impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, her approach to potential partners may sometimes lack delicacy.
Aki Hoshino has a very rational mind and a very inquisitive intellect, which is usually subject to the rule of her systematic imagination. Although she is likely to have flashes of intuition which may prove to be correct, her thought processes are sometimes messy and confused. Her mind, which is oriented in many different directions at the same time, is ruled by her emotions and feelings. In tune with psychic and parapsychic phenomena, her thinking requires only the adjunct of structure to rise from the level of a blurry, uncertain, undifferentiated mass to that of a really significant vision with a grip on the real world.
Aki Hoshino expresses her thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. She is fairly extroverted and eager to discover and understand the outer world. An idealist, she looks forward to a bright future but is sometimes subjective and reckless.
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