9th Wonder is trying to overcome its feelings of insecurity. To do so, it needs a home: a dwelling, a territory, or perhaps a safe space or setting where it can rest, and let down its systems of defense against the outer world, which it finds aggressive and hostile. It is ready to make some sacrifices in order to maintain and consolidate the structure it has chosen. True inner security, based on real knowledge of itself, its abilities, and its shortcomings, its strengths and its weaknesses would no doubt be most effective and would allow it to remain open to the varieties of experience offered by the world.

You have a paternal complex, which means you have trouble finding your identity. Maybe your father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during your childhood, which deprived you of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because you might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

You are an individualist who believes in freedom and independence. You have discarded the conventional and social expectations of your class and adopted an innovative lifestyle. Your passionate convictions can sometimes cause problems in your relationships, as you may be uncompromising in your dealings. You need to learn to recognize your own limitations, accept the responsibilities you have to other people, or you may find yourself constantly embroiled in conflicts. The roots of your somewhat extreme behavior likely lie in your relationship with your father or teachers when you were younger. For one reason or another, you may have rejected the paternal image or refused to identify with your father, in the same way you now refuse to adopt any values related to convention, tradition, or widespread usage. In every important life decision you make as an adult, you have to rely on yourself to elaborate the appropriate behavior and impose limits on your desires in relation to reality and the law.

The 9th Wonder is hypersensitive, receiving parapsychic signals and auras equally as people. As a result, they are incredibly compassionate, ready to devote themselves to others, and have a strong imagination. They sometimes feel ill-equipped for the realities of this life, but they are open to seeking fusion with their partner.

Because you discovered your individuality early in life, you quickly developed an original and independent identity. Your first taste of liberty may have led you to challenge the education and values you received from family and class tradition, and you were able to forge a strong, original personality and philosophy. Your relationships are usually free of conflict, because you are able to reconcile your need for independence with your desire for affection. However, your partners should be open and lively people, able to keep pace with you in your rapid evolution. You have an inspired and extremely lively wit and a brisk interest in the future, technological progress, and new lifestyles. You would be especially successful in communications-related careers like journalism, film, TV, radio, and advertising. Although you are an individualist, you have a powerful desire to contribute to the evolution of society and better its development.

The 9th Wonder looks for the ideal love, and idealizes friends and lovers. A bizarre character, the 9th Wonder prefers to dream of her soulmate instead of making love to one; she is more in love with the idea of love than anything else. Her idealism may hide a fear of truly committing herself to a relationship; she tries to intellectualize everything. In time, two options will seem clear to her: an amorous friendship based on shared ideas and intellectual exchange, or an open relationship, free of all constraints except mutual respect.

The 9th Wonder’s birth chart indicates that they have an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of their emotional urges and somewhat wary of their feelings, they try to rid themselves of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

The 9th Wonder is subject to anxiety and sees itself as a fragile person at the mercy of uncontrollable emotions and feelings strong enough to overwhelm it. It tends to resign itself to circumstances and is liable to confine itself to a state of regretful self-denial, unless it seizes an opportunity to forge its moral strength in a constructive relationship, a religion, or a belief which lends its structure. Its choice of a partner is thus crucial. Only a person who is tender yet strong, and reassuring yet flexible will be apt to help it find emotional fulfillment.

The 9th Wonder is very sincere, and she loves wholeheartedly. Loving friendships will play a major role in her destiny. She is independent-minded and will be happier in an open relationship than in a marriage, unless this is based on great mutual freedom. However, she is likely to marry too young or on an impulse. A second relationship with a person she admires for their generous and free-thinking nature will bring her greater happiness.

9th Wonder has a great emotional ideal, full of subtlety and tenderness. However, she tends to be overwhelmed by her imagination and may not be selective enough when choosing a partner. Her romantic and trusting nature may make her vulnerable. Although she strives to establish peaceful, uncomplicated relations, she sometimes experiences painful disappointments. Her artistic delicacy and refinement provide her with a sincere love of the arts, music, and literature. She is likely to be a gifted poet.

You are a complex individual, full of contradictions. On the outside, you seem detached and aloof, but on the inside you are an extremely sensitive person who is often afraid of being vulnerable emotionally. You try to control not only your own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of your partners. You aspire to a profound spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning yourself frightens you. This anguish may cause you to behave in patterns that can damage your relationship. Because you are guarded and secretive, you tend to be suspicious and uneasy about spontaneous intimacy. Within the privacy of the couple, you will not express your feelings unless you are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which are usually erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety is one of the fundamental characteristics of your emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, you are likely to be attracted to relationships that are stormy and complicated.

9th Wonder is a flexible individual with progressive, inventive, and sometimes utopian ideas. They usually relate to human or social problems. They always strive to be in the vanguard, creating a better world for the future.

The 9th Wonder tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. His thoughts are usually structured, and his reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.

In relations with other people, your behavior is usually kind and benevolent. You exert a certain charm, know how to speak persuasively and convincingly, and are adept at smoothing the asperities of what you have to say when it is necessary. This aspect of your personality is a great advantage to you socially; however, in situations where you must either compete or deal with direct conflict and hostility, you may be somewhat at a loss for how to behave. You have an undeniable gift for oratory which could be applied to a communications-related occupation or to artistic expression (as a stage or screen actor). Writing and dance, two other arts which associate expression and movement, might also be fields in which you would excel.

9th Wonder has a great deal of intuition but sometimes has problems organizing his thought processes and making an intellectual commitment. The concepts of boundary and structure are inimical to his mind, which is open and all-encompassing, premonitory, and web-like. His thoughts may be verbally indeterminate, vague, and ill defined. He tends to understand or sense things globally, without always noticing their component parts. Usually, he can’t see the trees for the forest. In daily life, although his perceptions are lively and subtle, he may display a kind of absent-mindedness, out of a fear of annoying people with his shrewdness or of fighting to assert himself. His imagination sometimes escapes from the confines of logic, cringing from a confrontation with reality. This unwillingness to face the real world may cause relationship or career challenges.