Carson Lueders is a fiery, emotional creature. As a result of the preponderance of emotion, sensation, and feeling in their psychological make-up, they have acquired a deep sense of their individuality and uniqueness. They sometimes feel “different” – set apart from others. In order to justify this idea of themselves, they attempt to behave differently, to impress the crowd, and the product of their efforts is usually rather grandiose and exaggerated.
It’s a self-perpetuating bind, because their impressive deeds usually earn recognition for them, and reinforce their self-assurance and their certainty that they do indeed stand head and shoulders above the rest. They sometimes make an attempt to bluff and show off with an emotional display. They like to take risks and give people advice. Nevertheless, at the basis of their conduct, there is a feeling of social anxiety, which is probably unconscious or unconfessed. They may fear being absorbed or enslaved by society.
The positive side of this unconscious anxiety is that it drives them to create, to counteract the deeply felt effects of time and the masses on their ego. By creating something, they can make their own individual mark on the world; they can organize it to reflect their own image, instead of allowing themselves to be submerged by it. The preceding comments about creating the world in their own image are strong indications that they seek to identify with their superego. The difference between their ideal of themselves and the individual they know themselves to be in truth, measured in terms of their social recognition or the recognition of their creations (children, works of art, etc.), will determine their state of mind. It is therefore important for them to make these images match to a certain extent, to reduce the gap as much as possible.
The psychological dynamic described earlier explains many of the pluses and minuses in their personality. Their dignity and self-assurance may border on vanity; their strong instinct and ambition combined with their somewhat exaggerated individualism incline them to be self-focused. They may be proud, but they are also courageous, determined, and generous. They have the skills of an educator or an artist; moreover, they are mysteriously lucky.
Carson Lueders needs movement. Carson Lueders is a talented communicator.
Carson derives great rewards from every source of pleasure or creation (physical, artistic, or emotional). He has a penchant for speculation.
At the time of Carson’s birth, his rising sign was located in Capricorn (the Goat), while the sun was passing through the sign of Leo (the Lion). A summary of the various clues mentioned above provide Carson’s personality profile. The following key words capture the essence of Carson’s character and indicate certain contradictions which may be sources of tension:
Narcissism – Need for security – Determination – Inhibition – Pride and self-assurance – Application – Superiority – Methodical mind – Brilliance – Forethought – Generosity – Loyalty – Optimism.
Carson’s energetic, proud, and self-admiring side engages his guileful, withdrawn, calculating side either in conflict or in cooperation, depending on the circumstances.
Carson’s authority and determination often monopolize his energy, at the expense of his emotions. Or Carson may find himself distracted from pursuing his goals by the whisperings of his heart. By middle age, however, Carson should reach a balance which gives liberal expression to all his gifts. Control over Carson’s emotions, pride, and passions should then give Carson access to the highest realms of self-realization.
Born three and a half to seven days after the rising of the new moon, Carson Lueders is said to be a “crescent moon” lunar type. This “soli-lunar” configuration indicates that Carson Lueders may need to make an effort to free himself from the past. Something related to Carson Lueders’ childhood, parents, or ancestors is holding him back, impairing his effectiveness and could stand to be overcome.
Due to Carson Lueders’ past, he refuses tried-and-true models, is always fighting to justify his innovative viewpoints, and tends to break away from tradition. Carson Lueders is hardly ever aware that he is making career and lifestyle choices which are based on an urge to modify his relationship to society, and the rigid standards and models from the past.