Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:
Nidal Ajib needs others in order to structure themselves. They intuitively sense this need and seek a balance between their individual ambitions and need to give to others and be loved and recognized in return, although it sometimes eludes them. Marriage and friendship could be realms to which they are especially devoted, but they may also prove to be a source of conflict and disillusion.
Nidal Ajib has a taste for luxury and magnificence, for a dazzling social life and a distinguished career. When things are going well for Nidal, Nidal tends to think of Nidal as the center of the universe, an attitude that those close to Nidal do not always appreciate. Although Nidal is quite likely to succeed in Nidal’s ambition to become wealthy and popular and lead a remarkable life in the outer world, Nidal’s lack of moderation and overweening self-confidence expose Nidal to some danger. Nidal’s exaggerated optimism could create difficulties for Nidal by causing Nidal to make errors in judgment.
Nidal Ajib is an ardent free thinker and individualist who is convinced that their most precious basic values are freedom and independence. They have thrown off what they perceive as the burden of the convention and customs of their social class and adopted an innovative lifestyle. Their passionate convictions, bordering on proselytism, sometimes trouble their relationships, as they may be an uncompromising partner. They would do well to learn to recognize their own limitations and accept the responsibilities they have to other people, or they are liable to find themselves continually embroiled in conflicting relationships.
The roots of their somewhat extreme behavior probably lie in their relationship with their father or their teachers in childhood and adolescence. For one reason or another, they may have rejected the paternal image or refused to identify with their father, in the same way as they now refuse to adopt any values related to convention, tradition, or widespread usage. In every important life decision they make as an adult, they are forced to rely on themselves to elaborate the appropriate behavior, and the limits they must impose on their desires in relation to reality and the law.
Nidal Ajib’s complex and sometimes rather extremist personality is rooted in an instinctual drive which dwarfs mere rationalism. Nidal Ajib finds the dark side of existence alluring and is attracted to mystery and the occult. Nidal Ajib delightedly immerses himself in the depths of human experience, stretching his intellectual, emotional, and spiritual resources to their maximum.
Adaptation and Sensitivity:
Mild and sensitive, Nidal is deeply human. Nidal is sociable and sincerely devoted to others. Nidal’s mother or a mother-figure had a strong influence on Nidal’s psyche, and Nidal’s childhood was an important time in Nidal’s life. Nidal still identifies with vivid childhood memories; they are the basis for Nidal’s reveries, for Nidal’s extreme sensitivity, and for habits which Nidal may be slow to break. However, Nidal will thrive in the shelter of a family setting, soothed by the presence of a spouse and children. Nidal is fond of security and routine; being somewhat impressionable and anxious, Nidal may have trouble adjusting to situations which are unfamiliar.
Nidal Ajib has a sensitive and affectionate nature. Nidal seeks tenderness and gentleness more than passion. Nidal’s relationships with others are smooth and pleasant, and Nidal has a natural sense of tact and social grace.
Nidal Ajib has a sensitive personality. He may jump to conclusions, which could disrupt relationships, as well as career plans. He is subject to cyclical energy flows and go from periods of feverish activity to periods of withdrawal and introspection. The aggressive element in his behavior may be explained by emotional problems he may have experienced in infancy: his mother, or a mother figure, may have had an energetic and volatile personality.
Although Nidal Ajib’s demeanor is cool and distant, they are extremely sensitive. In some cases, their rather austere and rigid behavior and refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. They have spells of melancholy in which they do not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid themselves emotional fulfillment. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. It is difficult for their inner self to be detached from this past life, and they sometimes have trouble reconciling the image they have of themselves as an adult with the one they acquired back then. The idea they have of themselves as an individual is related to the image their parents projected onto them as a child. Nevertheless, the past is history, and they are now an adult. It should be easy for them to rid themselves of these phantoms through self-work. They have the ability to overcome their mistakes and great endurance and will power to achieve their goals. Nevertheless, they must not repress their sensitivity in order to succeed.
Nidal Ajib tends to limit the scope of his activities, and sometimes must struggle to muster the energy to face unfamiliar situations. He is more or less passive and has a strong urge to take refuge in the past.
Nidal Ajib’s sensitivity and emotions are sometimes in conflict with their instincts. This inner discord makes them a fairly complicated relationship partner, and their behavior sometimes strikes others as mysterious or baffling. They are liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is an important part of their life, and their relationships are most often motivated by their desires. Nevertheless, due to their unconscious inner battle, they do not often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling their emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of their instincts, passion may overwhelm them and drag them into situations they cannot always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.
Love and Sensuality:
Nidal’s attractions are usually immediate and intense. They rise quickly to fever pitch. The story of these passions is often dramatic to excess, combining all the plot elements of a classic love tragedy: jealousy, possessiveness, agony as an erotic stimulant, etc.
Nidal Ajib’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. Nidal Ajib enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with Nidal Ajib’s gaze riveted on the future, Nidal Ajib is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.
Sensitive and vulnerable, Nidal Ajib is easily discouraged in love. It will take Nidal Ajib a long time to detach Nidal Ajib from Nidal Ajib’s family, and Nidal Ajib will be defenseless by Nidal Ajib’s self. Nidal Ajib’s constant need to be reassured limits the scope of Nidal Ajib’s relationships. Nidal Ajib moves within a narrow circle. A romantic setback could traumatize Nidal Ajib. As a result, the one Nidal Ajib commits to is primordial.
Nidal Ajib has an unsettling attraction which cannot completely hide a certain aloofness. If Nidal Ajib’s loving feelings are frustrated, Nidal Ajib may sink into a state of deep despair. This may lead Nidal Ajib to marry on the rebound. The jealousy Nidal Ajib arouses, or that drives Nidal Ajib at times, might have devastating effects.
Mental and Intellect:
More theoretical than logical and more intuitive than rational, Nidal Ajib’s thought patterns come to the fore when they are applied to a vast subject. Attracted to wide open spaces and distant horizons, as a scholar, Nidal feels an affinity for higher studies such as philosophy or law. However, foreign languages or contacts abroad might also interest Nidal.
Nidal Ajib expresses his thoughts and ideas carefully, but with a relative lack of spontaneity. Nidal Ajib is rather introverted and looks inside himself for the solutions to the problems he encounters in life. Because Nidal Ajib tends to mistrust customary thought patterns, his opinion is usually highly personal.
Nidal Ajib’s intellectual faculties and wit are sometimes slowed down because they are turned inward. Because Nidal Ajib tends to be oriented toward himself, he rarely tries to communicate with others for the simple pleasure of doing so. Indeed, Nidal Ajib sometimes feels misunderstood. Moreover, it seems difficult to Nidal Ajib to express the complexity of his inner perceptions.
Nidal Ajib sometimes makes mistakes in judgment, and their understanding of things is not always in tune with social realities or prevailing opinion. Their judgments tend to be hasty; their decisions are reckless. Moreover, they tend to overestimate their abilities and usually aim higher than might be realistic. Once an enterprise or project is underway, they may try to avoid obstacles by dodging certain duties.
Because their vision of the world differs somewhat from social realities, they should be extremely careful and scrupulous in regard to legal matters, in order to avoid any complications of that type. They are sometimes slightly dishonest in their relations; they may break promises or attempt to duck responsibility.
However, they should realize that such conduct toward other people is also a form of unconscious self-loathing. If they continue to behave in such a way, they are exposing themselves to the same lack of sincerity from their partners.
Nidal Ajib has a definite taste for expression and communication. Nidal Ajib cannot survive without giving voice to Nidal Ajib’s thoughts and speaking to other people. Nidal Ajib delights in Nidal Ajib’s own power to persuade, captivate, and sway an audience with Nidal Ajib’s words.
Especially attracted to anything new and original, Nidal Ajib immediately grasps the utility and value of the latest technology or philosophy, no matter how complicated it may be and has a knack for explaining it to the uninitiated and popularizing it.
Because Nidal Ajib is fairly high strung, Nidal Ajib may have trouble concentrating on a single subject for very long, unless it is a source of intellectual fascination or discovery. Nidal Ajib may have to make some effort to overcome this inconsistency.
Nidal Ajib’s open-mindedness gives Nidal Ajib creativity, which is a valuable commodity in many occupations: teaching, communications, advertising, etc. Regardless of the career Nidal Ajib chooses, Nidal Ajib’s personal development will involve intellectual activity and progress.