If you want to improve and transform yourself, the first step is to become aware of the weaknesses which may be holding you back and preventing your evolution. You should look for ways to overcome these weaknesses: your excessive independence, your fear of commitment, your eccentricity, your instability, and your fear of intimacy.
You sometimes feel a conflict between your desire for social and professional success and your need for a stable, secure domestic life. You are deeply committed to both ideas and sometimes don’t succeed in reconciling their schedules and demands on you. Sometimes it feels as though you will never be able to find a balance. However, no job promotion will really satisfy you if you neglect your most intimate needs and desires. Although it sometimes seems easier to you to climb the rungs of the career ladder out there in the real world, if you merely sacrifice your domestic life, you are only trying to fool yourself. You should accept the fact that your domestic life is the true basis and foundation of your development. All your career endeavors and success will be even more rewarding if they are supported by a safe, warm personal life.
Michael Ensign’s personality is ruled by his mind, which uses his energy to conceive and create on the abstract plane. He is much more of a idealist than a pragmatist and does not become passionately engaged in human relationships, preferring a variety of casual contacts which demand little of him in return. As a result, it is sometimes difficult for him to remain in close emotional rapport with another person without feeling hemmed in and stifled. With his peers, his charm makes him popular, and he attracts all sorts of helpful friendships. Due to the ease with which he moves in society and his eloquence, he has undeniable talents for communications and teaching.