Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:
Lil Pump is searching for stability; Lil Pump wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for Lil Pump’s life. But Lil Pump’s efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, Lil Pump is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time Lil Pump reaches what Lil Pump believes to be a good balance, Lil Pump realizes Lil Pump wants something entirely different. Lil Pump would do well to become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.
Lil Pump’s personality and behavior are liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling his psyche. Because his sensitivity is in conflict with his determination, his attitude and performance may sometimes be moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, he has the feeling he has to make superhuman efforts to succeed in assuaging his yearnings and fulfilling his ambitions. His unconscious, sensitive side often disapproves of his conscious endeavors and stealthily works to defeat them, causing crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotage his plans. In his relationships, the images he builds up and projects on the other are contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it is pleasant and positive, might also annoy him. He could find it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.
Lil Pump is sober and rather reserved and may even strike people as harsh and austere at times. Perhaps he was raised in an atmosphere of rigor and sobriety, and, as a result, grew up very fast. He has acquired a spirit of self-sufficiency, tends to be rather uncompromising, and has a touchy sense of his personal dignity and worth. It is almost as though he is fighting an inner battle with his father or a father figure. The psychological models he received from his father or a father figure as a result of his interaction and his own interaction with authority may not have played a major role in shaping his relationships with the outer world and society. He may thus have been forced to compensate for this lack with individual determination.
As a result, although he is skillful, meticulous, conscientious, and efficient, a lack of self-confidence and personal assurance sometimes makes him timid and hesitant. He sometimes feels as though he is only masquerading as a respectable, sober adult. He tends to be far too critical of himself and rarely feels satisfied that he is living up to his ideal. These unnecessary guilt feelings may lead him to turn down the prominent career positions for which he is fully qualified. He is aware that early success is often short-lived and fragile and that time rewards those who know how to be patient and persistent, like him.
Lil Pump is an ardent free thinker and individualist who is convinced that his most precious basic values are freedom and independence. He has thrown off what he perceives as the burden of the convention and customs of his social class and adopted an innovative lifestyle. His passionate convictions, bordering on proselytism, sometimes trouble his relationships, as he may be an uncompromising partner. He would do well to learn to recognize his own limitations and accept the responsibilities he has to other people, or he is liable to find himself continually embroiled in conflicting relationships.
The roots of his somewhat extreme behavior probably lie in his relationship with his father or his teachers in childhood and adolescence. For one reason or another, he may have rejected the paternal image or refused to identify with his father, in the same way as he now refuses to adopt any values related to convention, tradition, or widespread usage. In every important life decision he makes as an adult, he is forced to rely on himself to elaborate the appropriate behavior, and the limits he must impose on his desires in relation to reality and the law.
Adaptation and Sensitivity:
Hypersensitive, Lil Pump is extremely receptive to the mood in his surroundings. He is unconsciously able to perceive the parapsychic signals or aura people give off, in addition to their words. As a result, he is extremely compassionate and ready to devote himself to their well-being. His imagination has formulated the dream of an ideal life, and he sometimes feels ill-equipped for the realities of this existence. He tends to dodge difficult situations. With his partner, he seeks fusion.
Love and Sensuality:
In affairs of the heart, Lil Pump is fairly shy, reserved, and discreet. Even in intimacy, Lil Pump remains modest and does not always readily express Lil Pump’s feelings. Lil Pump is sensitive and giving, wishing to be of service to those Lil Pump loves. Lil Pump would do well to trust that Lil Pump deserves to be made as happy as Lil Pump makes Lil Pump’s partner.
Lil Pump’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of his emotional urges and somewhat wary of his feelings, he tries to rid himself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.
Fragile and prone to errors in judgment, Lil Pump is often unable to distinguish between true and false, between the love of prestige and their feelings of compassion and pity. They are liable to sacrifice their own ambitions to contribute to a partner’s glory without receiving much in return, or they may smother them under the weight of their own aspirations. Lil Pump would do well to gain more insight into themselves before making a commitment.
Fiery and passionate, Lil Pump may fall in love with a person who is not in tune with his sensual and romantic wavelength. He may be intellectually refined, practical, and realistic, more absorbed by the problems of daily life than be great sentimental adventures.
You may be characterized by strong sensual and affectionate urges which drive you to seek pleasure. Your need for romantic fulfillment may compel you to marry, because you also seek the legal and social legitimacy the institution of marriage confers on an emotional bond. Indeed, the household is liable to be prosperous and even opulent, as if this offered further evidence that you had indeed achieved success. However, privately, you might be less committed to certain obligations and duties. At worst, you might deny the commitments that your optimism and expansiveness made you rush into too soon. If this were to be the case, the outward image of the couple’s success (wealth and comfort, etc.) would only be a façade which compensated for its emotional impoverishment and failure. Sooner or later, this hypocrisy might provoke a full-blown conflict. A second possibility is that a psychic incompatibility may gradually take root, pitting your romantic nature against the prerogatives of your career.
From the outside, Lil Pump seems to be detached and aloof, but on the inside Lil Pump is an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. Because Lil Pump sometimes feels vulnerable emotionally, Lil Pump tries to control not only Lil Pump’s own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of Lil Pump’s partners. Lil Pump aspires to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning Lil Pump and yielding to the other terrifies Lil Pump. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because Lil Pump is guarded and somewhat secretive, Lil Pump tends to be suspicious and is especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although Lil Pump is fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, Lil Pump will not express Lil Pump’s feelings unless Lil Pump is subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of Lil Pump’s emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, Lil Pump is likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.
Mental and Intellect:
Powerfully ruled by Lil Pump’s determination and vital needs, his intellectual abilities come to the forefront when his purpose is to communicate his ideal and plot his action or strategy. He can be both logical and astute and have gifts for theorizing but may sometimes lack perspective.
Lil Pump expresses his thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. He is fairly extroverted and eager to discover and understand the outer world. An idealist, he looks forward to a bright future but is sometimes subjective and reckless.