Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:

I am determined to obtain a superlative grip on my emotional urges; I practice holding back my impulses and controlling them. Although it is not an easy apprenticeship, I want to be able to bear strain with patience, endurance, and stamina. More than anyone else, I am aware of the need for a solid and stable foundation as a prerequisite to any effective action.

Lexi Hensler has a paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding her identity. Perhaps her father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during her childhood, which deprived her of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because she might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, she was forced to protect herself against negative influences and find her own system in order to grow and feel secure.

Although this system was quite useful to her as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with her evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber her mind or inhibit her developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for her to assert herself, and she tends to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because her authoritarian urges are mainly directed at herself rather than others, she sometimes feel guilty about her behavior. She judges herself severely, and sometimes punishes herself by setting difficult tasks for herself. Gradually, she should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

Lexi Hensler’s personality and behavior are liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling her psyche. Because her sensitivity is in conflict with her determination, her attitude and performance may be moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, she has the feeling she has to make superhuman efforts to succeed in assuaging her yearnings and fulfilling her ambitions. Her unconscious, sensitive side often disapproves of her conscious endeavors and stealthily works to defeat them, causing crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotage her plans. In her relationships, the images she builds up and projects on the other are contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it is pleasant and positive, also grates on her nerves. She finds it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.

Lexi Hensler is fairly strong-willed, and is mindful of going about her purposes with maximum efficiency. When she relates to other people, she sometimes has trouble expressing her emotions, but she does have a lively sensitivity and is capable of lasting passion. As she grows older, she is quite likely to come into her own and acquire great intellectual and spiritual wisdom. Her honesty, integrity, and sense of duty will win her recognition and appreciation. Passing time will be a very important factor in her destiny, and her greatest accomplishments will guarantee her stability and prosperity. Although she is not especially enterprising, she will move into a high career position as soon as she feels sure of her abilities.

Lexi Hensler’s complex and sometimes rather extremist personality is rooted in an instinctual drive which dwarfs mere rationalism. Lexi finds the dark side of existence alluring and is attracted to mystery and the occult. Lexi delightedly immerses herself in the depths of human experience, stretching her intellectual, emotional, and spiritual resources to their maximum.

Adaptation and Sensitivity:

Freedom and independence are primary values for Lexi Hensler. Lexi expends a great deal of energy to ensure that her private life expresses them. To avoid being tied down, Lexi tends to be skittish when it comes to any profound involvement in a relationship. As a consequence, Lexi might intellectualize her emotions and feelings and feel as though she can live more easily on friendship than on love. Extremely socially-minded but idealistic, Lexi almost certainly feels an affinity with the ideals of some social reform movement. Lexi’s imagination looks to the future.

Lexi Hensler’s sensitivity and emotions are sometimes in conflict with their instincts. This inner discord makes them a fairly complicated relationship partner, and their behavior sometimes strikes others as mysterious or baffling. They are liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is an important part of their life, and their relationships are most often motivated by their desires. Nevertheless, due to their unconscious inner battle, they do not often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling their emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of their instincts, passion may overwhelm them and drag them into situations they cannot always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.

Love and Sensuality:

Lexi is sometimes afraid to love – the world of her feelings is characterized by a certain chill and restraint. But she is not unfeeling; on the contrary, her sensitivity is so delicate that she is careful to protect it. Her determination to maintain control of her feelings and force her emotions to obey the laws of reason may stand in the way of intimacy and joy.

Lexi Hensler’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of her emotional urges and somewhat wary of her feelings, she tries to rid herself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

Lexi Hensler lives in the moment and sometimes ahead of her time. Her original, warm personality charms people but sometimes baffles them. She is independent, preferring open marriage to the more conventional type, unless the latter allows for great mutual freedom. Her loves and passions always arise under extraordinary circumstances. She is more attracted by exception than by love itself.

Lexi Hensler is realistic and demanding, and expects a great deal from their partner without giving much of themselves in exchange. They may tend to be frustrated to the point that they remain single or refuse any emotional expression for themselves, but derive a certain pleasure in their self-control and self-discipline. They may experience a great passion, but it may end sadly due to a trick of fate. A marriage of reason might be the best way for them to go.

Lexi Hensler has the fiery, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of her main purposes in life. Her personal charm and magnetism give her nearly irresistible powers of seduction, and nearly every one of her well-aimed attempts at conquest leads to the fulfillment and satisfaction of her desires. Due to her impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, her approach to members of the other sex may sometimes lack delicacy.

Lexi Hensler has a romantic imagination, soaring with idealism, dreams, and poetry. She is emotive and hypersensitive, making her especially vulnerable emotionally, since she is sometimes overwhelmed by her feelings and affects. Although she seeks an ideal soulmate, a partner with whom she could maintain blissful, smooth relations, she is sometimes met with disillusionment. Because her rather excessive sensitivity and her need to merge with the other are deep and powerful enough, they can submerge her judgment and discernment, so she sometimes forms extremely intense bonds too quickly with individuals who are not appropriate partners in many ways. When she meets someone, she falls under the enchantment of her dream of ideal love and cannot keep herself from delighting in a reverie of future romance, placing the other on a pedestal. Early on in the relationship, she yields to another of her characteristic urges and loses herself in the individual who is so dear to her, melding with them, only to awaken one morning and find herself as if in the arms of a stranger, greatly astounded and disappointed. Actually, her psyche is constructed in such a way as to make her sensitivity a function of the environment, in many cases; it follows the flow of momentary emotions and impressions. Before she takes on any major commitments, she should make a conscious effort to evaluate the relationship realistically, and see whether the person really reciprocates her intense love, for she may merely be in love with the mirage of an ideal partner. Her tendency to believe in her illusions may mark her as an easy prey for people with bad intentions. It would be a good idea for her to find a different object for her affections, or a form of sublimation, because she tends to be so disappointed by her great emotional investments. The delicacy and subtlety of her imagination procure artistic refinement for her, and she loves the arts, music, and literature, which could all be good sources of emotional involvement and fulfillment. Because her sensitivity also makes it easy for her to empathize with the psychological or social difficulties her peers are struggling with, she might also find it rewarding to commit herself to social work.

Mental and Intellect:

Lexi Hensler sometimes considers the input from their subjectivity and emotions as static which they try to tune out to go straight to the essence of knowledge. As a result, regardless of their field of study, they try to obtain perspective. They will elaborate a thought on the basis of fairly cold, abstract logic, supported by sober, concise, and immaculate reasoning. Their choice areas of study could be mathematics, philosophy, legislation, or political science. Ideologies, theories, and any other system of reasoning could serve as “food for thought” for them.