Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:
KJ Apa is determined to obtain a superlative grip on his emotional urges; he practices holding back his impulses and controlling them. Although it is not an easy apprenticeship, he wants to be able to bear strain with patience, endurance, and stamina. More than anyone else, he is aware of the need for a solid and stable foundation as a prerequisite to any effective action.
KJ Apa is extremely vigorous and energetic and has an immense need to assert his individuality. His attitudes and actions are actually motivated by an unconscious desire for power. They puzzle the people close to him, who cannot understand whether his behavior is the result of pure selfishness or merely of an excess of energy. He is lively, alert, and determined, but he is too easily distracted from goals by futile competition or opportunities to exhibit his power. He has a short temper and must learn to control his impulsiveness, which might expose him to a great deal of unnecessary conflict.
KJ Apa has a great potential for creative, constructive accomplishments; however, it is sometimes difficult for him to gain access to this part of himself. He is confident in himself and life but may tend to be nonchalant. He sometimes needs a little stimulation to get himself rolling and take some initiative. His optimism and inner certainty do not always drive him to give his utmost efforts to achieve a goal. The communications skills he possesses are an advantage as well as a handicap. He makes use of his theatrical gifts, convincing eloquence, and ability to listen. The best careers for him would be teaching, communications, philosophy, the legal profession, theater, and public relations.
Adaptation and Sensitivity:
KJ Apa is winning and attractive. He has an appetite for intense emotional experiences, especially in terms of his relationships. Enjoying the power of his personal appeal, he easily controls his emotions and only rarely reveals the true depth of his feelings.
Because his instincts take precedence over his sensitivity, he is capable of becoming jealous, possessive, and even rather harsh, without meaning to. More of a flirt than a voluptuary, he is attentive to desire. As a result, his love life will sometimes be casual and complicated.
KJ Apa’s intellect is lively, agile, and sensitive. However, KJ Apa does not always avail himself of it and may be confused or irrational in some situations. Although KJ Apa enjoys playing with words, ideas, and concepts, KJ Apa’s thought sometimes lacks discipline and structure. KJ Apa is fairly preoccupied with details and may tend to waste his nervous and mental energy in futile verbal outpourings. Moreover, KJ Apa’s feelings sometimes blur his objective vision of phenomena and people, which may cause him to make errors in judgment.
KJ Apa has a sensitive and affectionate nature. He seeks tenderness and gentleness more than passion. His relationships with others are smooth and pleasant, and he has a natural sense of tact and social grace.
KJ Apa is emotional and tends to react suddenly and excessively as soon as their sensitivity is touched. Although KJ Apa feel that their independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency are fundamental values, KJ Apa are sometimes frustrated by their need to rely on their family or friends. Moreover, KJ Apa do not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as their own. Likewise, KJ Apa are sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if KJ Apa feared that it would doom them to eternal dependency. KJ Apa’s ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship KJ Apa had with their mother or a mother figure. Although KJ Apa were dependent on them, they may have rejected KJ Apa. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which KJ Apa’s sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off KJ Apa’s feelings of dependency, KJ Apa sometimes tend to become destructive. Based on denial, KJ Apa’s reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.
Love and Sensuality:
KJ Apa has a romantic nature and is seeking a soulmate. The world of his emotions is warm and inviting, the expression of true kindness. Tenderness, grace, and mildness rule his sensitivity, which is aroused by contact with nature and thrills to the idea of a secure, stable home.
KJ Apa’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of KJ Apa’s emotional urges and somewhat wary of KJ Apa’s feelings, KJ Apa tries to rid KJ Apa of all partiality and tries to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.
KJ Apa’s personality is complicated. In love, KJ Apa is capable of great sacrifice to his interests… or his weaknesses. KJ Apa is sensual and has the ability to be fiercely committed. In periods of crisis, KJ Apa’s psychological sense enables him to play on his partner’s psychological foibles. At worst, KJ Apa may lie shamelessly or engage in plots to arouse jealousy and passion… But be aware that a lack of tolerance will work against KJ Apa’s happiness.
KJ Apa is gentle and timorous, preferring tenderness to wild passion. KJ’s ideal partner would be a person who is kind and affectionate. A warm and secure home life will bring KJ fulfillment, and KJ will devote KJ’s self, body and soul, to KJ’s family.
KJ Apa is hypersensitive and tends to relive the anxieties, apprehensions, and romantic absolutes of her first love relationships, which occurred around the ages of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. KJ Apa is exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. KJ Apa will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. KJ Apa is sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to her. KJ Apa usually hides her emotional reactions or does not even allow them to reach the level of her consciousness, in an effort to protect her sensitivity, which she sees as her weak point. KJ Apa is fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, KJ Apa will disguise her strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside KJ Apa, and she feels unworthy of the love which is lavished on her. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of her desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, her fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of her romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if KJ Apa wants to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify herself emotionally, the defense mechanisms she has elaborated to make herself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that KJ Apa learn how to forget herself occasionally in the other.
Mental and Intellect:
KJ Apa has a lively wit which gives him great agility and scope and a broad field of consciousness which enlivens his curiosity and makes him love variety and change. His mind is alert and his speech is full of verve, humor, and sometimes impudence. These abilities are great resources in communication, discussion, and debate. He is a storehouse of information and ideas of every kind and delights in manipulating words and concepts, discovering new things, and sharpening his memory for trivial facts. This mental agitation could sometimes make him scattered, however, or lacking in coherence and discipline.
KJ Apa expresses his thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. He is fairly extroverted and eager to discover and understand the outer world. An idealist, he looks forward to a bright future but is sometimes subjective and reckless.
KJ Apa has a mind with an insatiable appetite for knowledge and an exceptional ability to learn. Without trying too hard, KJ Apa could probably accumulate encyclopedic erudition. KJ Apa’s intellectual curiosity is such that it is sometimes a drawback. KJ Apa sometimes has trouble limiting himself to a single subject without being distracted by a multitude of others.
Discipline and a conscious effort at organization will be of great help if KJ Apa wants to deepen his learning and judgment. Once KJ Apa’s intellectual faculties are disciplined, KJ Apa is likely to succeed in any of the following fields: teaching, historical scholarship, advertising, writing (journalistic or literary), travel, etc: – in fact, communication in any form.