Clayton English needs others in order to structure himself. He intuitively senses this need and seeks a balance between his individual ambitions and need to give to others and be loved and recognized in return, although it sometimes eludes him. Marriage and friendship could be realms to which he is especially devoted, but they may also prove to be a source of conflict and disillusion.
You have a strong paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding your identity. Perhaps your father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during your childhood, which deprived you of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because you might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.
Born under a new moon, Clayton English enjoys a positive balance between the conscious and unconscious aspects of his psyche. His determination and sensitivity balance one another and work together harmoniously. His inner life contributes to the relationships with other people which make up his outer life. His parents or teachers probably gave him the type of education which was adapted to his personality. As a result, his personality is basically balanced, which, of course, does not mean that his life is devoid of little asperities. Generally, the goals he sets for himself correspond to his skills. Without giving the matter much thought, Clayton English tends to follow prevailing trends and behave in a conventional enough way. He is subjective and sees the world according to his own perceptions instead of the way it really is.
Clayton English has a great potential for creative, constructive accomplishments; however, it is sometimes difficult for him to gain access to this part of himself. He is confident in himself and life but may tend to be nonchalant. He sometimes needs a little stimulation to get himself rolling and take some initiative. His optimism and inner certainty do not always drive him to give his utmost efforts to achieve a goal. The communications skills he possesses are an advantage as well as a handicap. He makes use of his theatrical gifts, convincing eloquence, and ability to listen. The best careers for him would be teaching, communications, philosophy, the legal profession, theater, and public relations.
You are an individualist who believes in freedom and independence as your most precious values. You have rejected what you see as the conventions of your social class and adopted an innovative lifestyle. Your passionate convictions can sometimes cause problems in your relationships, as you can be uncompromising as a partner. You need to learn to recognize your own limitations and to accept the responsibilities that you have to other people. If you don’t do this, you are likely to find yourself embroiled in conflicts repeatedly. The roots of your behavior may lie in your relationship with your father or teachers when you were young. For some reason, you may have rejected the paternal image or refused to identify with your father. In every important decision you make as an adult, you rely on yourself to come up with the appropriate behavior. And, as you must impose limits on your desires in relation to reality and the law, you must be prepared for setbacks.
Clayton English tends to be motivated by activities which apply to social needs. He tends to give the best of himself in difficult situations which require crucial choices. His ability to concentrate and his gift for solving problems by deductive reasoning are his chief resources in crisis situations or at turning points in his life.
Clayton English is hypersensitive; he is extremely receptive to the mood in his surroundings. He is unconsciously able to perceive the parapsychic signals or aura people give off, in addition to their words. As a result, he is extremely compassionate and ready to devote himself to their well-being. His imagination has formulated the dream of an ideal life, and he sometimes feels ill-equipped for the realities of this existence. He tends to dodge difficult situations. With his partner, Clayton seeks fusion.
Clayton English is an optimistic and happy individual who is always pleasant and generous. He has a positive psychological outlook because of a happy childhood and a beneficial maternal influence. He is likely to be a professional success and his vision of the world is adapted to prevailing opinion. His urges and desires for personal expansion usually elicit a positive reaction from society. By old age, his good reputation and prominence may have earned him fame.
Clayton English is an emotional person who reacts excessively when their sensitivity is touched. Although they value independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency, they are sometimes frustrated by their need to rely on family or friends. Moreover, they do not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as their own. Likewise, they are sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if they feared that it would doom them to eternal dependency. Clayton’s ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship they had with their mother or a mother figure. Although they were dependent on her, she may have rejected Clayton. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which Clayton’s sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off dependency, Clayton sometimes tends to become destructive. Based on denial, Clayton’s reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.
Clayton English likes to keep his personal life to himself. He is not always the most open person, and he tends to protect his sensitivity. He has a penchant for intense emotions, and sexuality is a prominent element in his life. His relationships are usually passionate, and they are motivated by his desires. He would find a career which placed him in contact with troubled people rewarding.
Clayton English is sometimes afraid to love. The world of his feelings is characterized by a certain chill and restraint. But he is not unfeeling; on the contrary, his sensitivity is so delicate that he is careful to protect it. His determination to maintain control of his feelings and force his emotions to obey the laws of reason may stand in the way of intimacy and joy.
Clayton English’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. He enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with his gaze riveted on the future, Clayton is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.
Clayton English is profoundly sensitive and easily submerged by his emotions. He is not always able to muster the moral strength to assert himself in the real world. His character tends to make him flee from his responsibilities and, in love, to yield to the vicissitudes of fate, like a wispy reed. As a result, he may easily allow himself to be seduced or gobbled up, because he cannot say no or he is too sensitive to pity. His happiness will depend on the one he meets, unless he free himself through artistic, mystical, or psychic sublimation.
Clayton English alternates between sudden desire and equally sudden repulsion, overwhelming elation followed by a depressing sensation of disgust. Always ready to commit yourself body and soul, his pain is deep and enduring when he realizes that he made a mistake and needs to get out. This was a recurring theme in his youthful relationships. Maturity will help him to resolve his inner conflicts – desire is not the same as ambition, letting go doesn’t mean losing yourself – and to find balance in relationships.
You are a hypersensitive person and tend to relive the anxieties, apprehensions, and romantic absolutes of your first love relationships, which occurred around the ages of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. You are exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. You will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. You are sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to her. You usually hide your emotional reactions or do not even allow them to reach the level of your consciousness, in an effort to protect your sensitivity, which you see as your weak point. You are fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, you will disguise your strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside you, and you feel unworthy of the love which is lavished on you. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of your desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, your fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of your romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if you want to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify yourself emotionally, the defense mechanisms you have elaborated to make yourself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that you learn how to forget yourself occasionally in the other.
You seem to be detached and aloof on the outside, but on the inside you are an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. Because you sometimes feel vulnerable emotionally, you try to control not only your own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of your partners. You aspire to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning yourself and yielding to the other terrifies you. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because you are guarded and somewhat secretive, you tend to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although you are fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, you will not express your feelings unless you are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of your emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, you are likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.
Clayton English is a flexible individual with progressive, inventive, and sometimes utopian ideas. He always strives to be in the vanguard, creating a better world for the future.
Clayton English expresses his thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. He is fairly extroverted and eager to discover and understand the outer world. An idealist, he looks forward to a bright future but is sometimes subjective and reckless.
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