Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:

Blueface is determined to obtain a superlative grip on his emotional urges; he practices holding back his impulses and controlling them. Although it is not an easy apprenticeship, he wants to be able to bear strain with patience, endurance, and stamina. More than anyone else, he is aware of the need for a solid and stable foundation as a prerequisite to any effective action.

Blueface’s personality and behavior are liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling Blueface’s psyche. Because Blueface’s sensitivity is in conflict with Blueface’s determination, Blueface’s attitude and performance may sometimes be moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, Blueface has the feeling Blueface has to make superhuman efforts to succeed in assuaging Blueface’s yearnings and fulfilling Blueface’s ambitions. Blueface’s unconscious, sensitive side often disapproves of Blueface’s conscious endeavors and stealthily works to defeat them, causing crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotage Blueface’s plans. In Blueface’s relationships, the images Blueface builds up and projects on the other are contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it is pleasant and positive, might also annoy Blueface. Blueface could find it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.

Blueface has great strength of character. Their courage and endurance enable them to accomplish even extremely arduous tasks. Although they sometimes behave impulsively, they generally know how to plan out an effective strategy, and, as a result, they reach their goals without meeting any major obstacles. Their forcefulness gives them certain leadership skills, which they may implement to creative and constructive ends.

Blueface has a taste for luxury and magnificence, for a dazzling social life and a distinguished career. When things are going well for Blueface, Blueface tends to think of Blueface as the center of the universe, an attitude which those close to Blueface do not always appreciate. Although Blueface is quite likely to succeed in Blueface’s ambition to become wealthy and popular and lead a remarkable life in the outer world, Blueface’s lack of moderation and overweening self-confidence expose Blueface to some danger. Blueface’s exaggerated optimism could create difficulties by causing Blueface to make errors in judgment.

Blueface is fairly strong-willed, and mindful of going about their purposes with maximum efficiency. When they relate to other people, they sometimes have trouble expressing their emotions, but they do have a lively sensitivity and are capable of lasting passion. As they grow older, they are quite likely to come into their own and acquire great intellectual and spiritual wisdom. Their honesty, integrity, and sense of duty will win them recognition and appreciation. Passing time will be a very important factor in their destiny, and their greatest accomplishments will guarantee them stability and prosperity. Although they are not especially enterprising, they will move into a high career position as soon as they feel sure of their abilities.

Behind a façade of fairly engaging idealism and a nearly palpable spirit of brotherhood and friendship, Blueface hides a fear of emotional commitment. The truth is, Blueface prefers to observe life from afar rather than come down and dirty his hands in it. However, this fearful and distant attitude will not necessarily enable Blueface to know and love himself better.

Blueface is a free thinker and individualist who is convinced that his most precious basic values are freedom and independence. He has thrown off what he perceives as the burden of the convention and customs of his social class and adopted an innovative lifestyle. His passionate convictions, bordering on proselytism, sometimes trouble his relationships, as he may be an uncompromising partner. He should learn to recognize his own limitations and accept the responsibilities he has to other people or he is liable to find himself continually embroiled in conflicting relationships.

Blueface is extremely sensitive and receptive and tends to live in osmosis with their surroundings. Their individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over them, and they often find it difficult to communicate their feelings to other people. This tide of emotion is a source of inspiration and intuition, but due to their lack of inner structure and organization, it is difficult for them to grasp the essence of their dreams and share them with other people. They are not at all combative, and this hinders their efforts to fit into society and assert themselves productively. Their tendency to prefer fantasy to reality and their refusal to abandon their unattainable dreams is a psychological trap they have fallen into without realizing it.

Blueface must understand that by escaping from their obligations and commitments, they only increase the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once they free themselves from this pernicious process, they have a great deal of potential for fulfilling themselves in the outer world, either by devoting themselves to the community or by cultivating their considerable artistic talents.

Adaptation and Sensitivity:

Mild and sensitive, Blueface is deeply human. Blueface is sociable and sincerely devoted to others. Blueface’s mother or a mother-figure had a strong influence on Blueface’s psyche, and Blueface’s childhood was an important time in Blueface’s life. Blueface still identifies with vivid childhood memories; they are the basis for Blueface’s reveries, for Blueface’s extreme sensitivity, and for habits which Blueface may be slow to break. However, Blueface will thrive in the shelter of a family setting, soothed by the presence of a spouse and children. Blueface is fond of security and routine; being somewhat impressionable and anxious, Blueface may have trouble adjusting to situations which are unfamiliar.

Blueface’s intellect is lively, agile, and sensitive. However, Blueface does not always avail Blueface of it and may be confused or irrational in some situations. Although Blueface enjoys playing with words, ideas, and concepts, Blueface’s thought sometimes lacks discipline and structure. Blueface is fairly preoccupied with details and may tend to waste Blueface’s nervous and mental energy in futile verbal outpourings. Moreover, Blueface’s feelings sometimes blur Blueface’s objective vision of phenomena and people, which may cause Blueface to make errors in judgment.

Blueface has a sensitive personality and may jump to conclusions, which could disrupt relationships, as well as career plans. Blueface is subject to cyclical energy flows and goes from periods of feverish activity to periods of withdrawal and introspection. The aggressive element in Blueface’s behavior may be explained by emotional problems Blueface may have experienced in infancy: Blueface’s mother, or a mother figure, may have had an energetic and volatile personality.

Blueface is an expansive, affable, and communicative associate. Indeed, some people find Blueface generous almost to a fault! Blueface gives of Blueface’s self and Blueface’s resources unstintingly. Paradoxically, there are times when Blueface is self-focused. Blueface reacts instinctively, without taking the trouble to analyze a given situation, and are prone to misjudge. As a result, Blueface’s everyday life may be riddled with a whole variety of practical problems. Indeed, Blueface senses a conflict between Blueface’s social life and Blueface’s family and will sometimes find it hard to fulfill Blueface in both spheres at the same time. Blueface’s attitude toward Blueface’s private life may inhibit Blueface’s ambitions for social or career expansion; at worst, society (the law) may impinge on Blueface’s private life. Blueface should be careful not to project Blueface’s personal problems onto Blueface’s partner. If, instead, the two of you analyzed the problem, you might be able to find opportunities to resolve it together.

Although Blueface’s demeanor is cool and distant, he is extremely sensitive. In some cases, his rather austere and rigid behavior and refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. He has spells of melancholy in which he does not feel worthy of being loved and tends to forbid himself any emotional fulfillment. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. It is difficult for his inner self to be detached from this past life, and he sometimes has trouble reconciling the image he has of himself as an adult with the one he acquired back then. The idea he has of himself as an individual is related to the image his parents projected onto him as a child. Nevertheless, the past is history, and he is now an adult. It should be easy for him to rid himself of these phantoms through self-work. He has the ability to overcome his mistakes, as well as great endurance and will power to achieve his goals. Nevertheless, he must not repress his sensitivity in order to succeed.

Because Blueface needs security, he tends to limit the scope of his activities, and sometimes must struggle to muster the energy to face unfamiliar situations. He is more or less passive and has a strong urge to take refuge in the past.

Blueface is emotional and tends to react suddenly and excessively as soon as their sensitivity is touched. Although they feel that their independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency are fundamental values, they are sometimes frustrated by their need to rely on their family or friends. Moreover, they do not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as their own. Likewise, they are sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if they feared that it would doom them to eternal dependency. Their ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship they had with their mother or a mother figure. Although they were dependent on them, they may have rejected them. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which their sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off their feelings of dependency, they sometimes tend to become destructive. Based on denial, their reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.

Blueface’s sensitivity and emotions are sometimes in conflict with Blueface’s instincts. This inner discord makes Blueface a fairly complicated relationship partner, and Blueface’s behavior sometimes strikes others as mysterious or baffling. Blueface is liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is an important part of Blueface’s life, and Blueface’s relationships are most often motivated by Blueface’s desires. Nevertheless, due to Blueface’s unconscious inner battle, Blueface does not often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling Blueface’s emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of Blueface’s instincts, passion may overwhelm Blueface and drag Blueface into situations Blueface cannot always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.

Love and Sensuality:

Blueface is sometimes afraid to love – the world of their feelings is characterized by a certain chill and restraint. But Blueface is not unfeeling; on the contrary, their sensitivity is so delicate that they are careful to protect it. Their determination to maintain control of their feelings and force their emotions to obey the laws of reason may stand in the way of intimacy and joy.

Blueface’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. They enjoy reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with their gaze riveted on the future, they are imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Straddling the line between independence and submission, Blueface has a longing for freedom which competes with an inclination to be dependent. Blueface’s strange and captivating charm arises from this contradiction. However, Blueface’s imagination rules Blueface’s feelings and emotions, and Blueface is apt to create a dream of the person Blueface loves. This is a treacherous tendency. Blueface’s tenderness may find itself in search of a partner who is never there or is interested in other things. In this case, Blueface would transfer Blueface’s affection to other loved ones, such as children, friends, or pets, who will bring Blueface great satisfaction.

Blueface alternates between sudden desire and equally sudden repulsion, overwhelming elation followed by a depressing sensation of disgust. Always ready to commit himself body and soul, his pain is deep and enduring when he realizes that he made a mistake and needs to get out. This was a recurring theme in Blueface’s youthful relationships. Maturity will help Blueface to resolve his inner conflicts – desire is not the same as ambition, letting go doesn’t mean losing himself – and to find balance in relationships.

Mental and Intellect:

Blueface sometimes considers the input from their subjectivity and emotions as static which they try to tune out to go straight to the essence of knowledge. As a result, regardless of their field of study, they try to obtain perspective. They will elaborate a thought on the basis of fairly cold, abstract logic, supported by sober, concise, and immaculate reasoning. Their choice areas of study could be mathematics, philosophy, legislation, or political science. Ideologies, theories, and any other system of reasoning could serve as “food for thought” for them.

Blueface expresses their thoughts and ideas in direct, spontaneous outbursts. They are fairly extroverted and eager to discover and understand the outer world. An idealist, Blueface looks forward to a bright future but are sometimes subjective and reckless.

Blueface has an undeniable gift for oratory which could be applied to a communications-related occupation or to artistic expression (as a stage or screen actor). Writing and dance, two other arts which associate expression and movement, might also be fields in which Blueface would excel. In relations with other people, Blueface’s behavior is usually kind and benevolent. Blueface exerts a certain charm, knows how to speak persuasively and convincingly, and is adept at smoothing the asperities of what Blueface has to say when it is necessary. This aspect of Blueface’s personality is a great advantage to Blueface socially; however, in situations where Blueface must either compete or deal with direct conflict and hostility, Blueface may be somewhat at a loss for how to behave.

Blueface has a lively and agile spirit, but tends to apply mental abilities in a somewhat haphazard and disorderly way. Blueface is curious and open-minded, approaching various life experiences with an attitude free of either dogmatism or prejudice. Blueface’s extremely lively mind leads to having an opinion on every subject.

Although Blueface enjoys manipulating expressions and concepts and amuses others and Blueface with witty remarks, conversations could collapse into argument and conflict.

Because Blueface is often too hasty to formulate and construct the arguments which would back up and inform ideas, Blueface is sometimes misunderstood. Blueface is often blind to the rashness of judgments and convinced they are well-founded and objective, which sometimes irritates the people around Blueface. Actually, Blueface’s overriding need to assert Blueface as an individual sometimes defeats discussion and prevents from listening to the other person fairly. But if Blueface were to succeed in disciplining mind somewhat, innumerable opportunities to apply communications skills to a great career would be available.

Moreover, Blueface should be careful of nerves, which are fairly high-strung. Any physical fitness activity would be beneficial; an Eastern discipline such as yoga or Tai-chi-chuan could teach how to relax and improve control of nervous and mental energies.