BK THE RULA searches for stability; it wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for its life. But its efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, it is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time it reaches what it believes to be a good balance, it realizes it wants something entirely different. It would do well to become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

BK THE RULA’s personality and behavior are liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling their psyche. Because their sensitivity is in conflict with their determination, their attitude and performance may be moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, they have the feeling they have to make superhuman efforts to succeed in assuaging their yearnings and fulfilling their ambitions. Their unconscious, sensitive side often disapproves of their conscious endeavors and stealthily works to defeat them, causing crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotage their plans. In their relationships, the images they build up and projects on the other are contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it is pleasant and positive, also grates on their nerves. They find it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.

BK THE RULA may be subject to mood swings, going from phases of frenzy combined with a feeling of omnipotence and exaltation to phases of apathy and inertia. During your “highs,” your behavior is vigorous and dynamic, but it is also likely to be somewhat excessive. These periods tend to be interspersed with “lows,” phases of sluggishness and inhibition, which compensate for your immense need to assert yourself as an individual. How can you find a way out of this vicious cycle which uses up so much of your energy? You would have to understand that the source of your attitudes and behavior is an unconscious desire for power. We suggest that you meditate upon power, skills, mastery, challenge, desire, and need, your brothers (or brother substitutes, such as friends, cousins, or classmates) – who are key figures – and your adversaries. This should enlighten you. Of course, once you have a clear awareness of your career ambitions and profound desires, you are sure to have plenty of energy to accomplish them.

BK the Rula, you are extremely sensitive and receptive, tending to live in osmosis with your surroundings. Your individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over you, and you sometimes find it difficult to communicate your feelings to other people or engage in any structured, analytical thought. This may stem from a misunderstanding with your teachers when you were a child. Unable to understand their disciplinary measures or authority, you may have withdrawn into yourself in self-defense. It was then that you constructed your rich inner life, the part of you they could not invade, and cut many of your ties to the outside. Because you enjoyed indulging in your inner life, it may have been difficult for you to acquire an objective vision of reality. As a result, even today, you tend to create imaginary problems for yourself, regardless of the objective facts outside. Although your imagination is a source of inspiration and intuition, your fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for you to grasp the essence of your dreams and share them with other people. You are not at all combative, and this tends to hinder your efforts to fit into society and assert yourself productively. You are likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but your refusal to abandon your unattainable dreams is a psychological trap you have fallen into without realizing it. You must understand that by running away from your obligations and commitments, you only increase the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once you free yourself from this pernicious process, you have a great deal of potential for fulfilling yourself in the outer world, either by devoting yourself to some sort of social work or by cultivating your considerable artistic talents.

BK THE RULA is a consciousness imbued with a special understanding of the void and the vanity of existence that can be difficult for others to understand. You are sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force, and you often prefer to dive deep into human experience rather than follow the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life. You grapple with your “fundamental nature” and the deepest parts of yourself, and sometimes you are aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of the life instinct. This special awareness is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of thought and can be a source of identity problems for you at the outset. It is not easy for you to identify with any social or narcissistic models, so you sometimes have to construct and assert your own identity on a basis that may impress others.

Because BK THE RULA’s personality is ruled by its mind, it needs intellectual stimulation in order to feel fulfilled. It is always on the move, in search of new contacts. Curious about all sorts of different subjects, it takes care to inform itself about many things. It enjoys conversation and communication and hopes to be admired for its talent and wit. Due to BK THE RULA having such a wide variety of interests, however, it can be something of a dilettante, and its thinking may sometimes lack discipline.

BK THE RULA has a lively and curious intelligence, the very opposite of empty rhetoric and studiousness. She is agile and adaptable and can not only analyze difficult situations objectively but also demonstrate a profound comprehension when faced with a psychological problem.

BK THE RULA has a sensitive personality. She may jump to conclusions, which could disrupt relationships, as well as career plans. She is subject to cyclical energy flows and goes from periods of feverish activity to periods of withdrawal and introspection. The aggressive element in her behavior may be explained by emotional problems she may have experienced in infancy: her mother, or a mother figure, may have had an energetic and volatile personality.

BK the Rula is emotional and tends to react suddenly and excessively as soon as her sensitivity is touched. Although she feels that her independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency are fundamental values, she is sometimes frustrated by her need to rely on her family or friends. Moreover, she does not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as her own. Likewise, she is sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if she feared that it would doom her to eternal dependency. Her ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship she had with her mother or a mother figure. Although she was dependent on them, they may have rejected her. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which her sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off her feelings of dependency, she sometimes tends to become destructive. Based on denial, her reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.

BK THE RULA was feeling a little down today. She had been having these strange dreams lately, and she wasn’t sure if they were real or not. In one of her dreams, she was walking through a dark forest and she saw a man with a white beard. The man said to her, “You are the one who is going to save us.” But in the other dream, she was at a party and someone spilled a drink on her dress. In both dreams, she felt like she had to do something to fix the situation.
BK THE RULA decided to go for a walk to clear her head. When she was out in the forest, she started to have doubts about her dreams. She thought to herself, “What is going on with me? I’ve been having these weird dreams and I’m not sure if they’re real or not.” Then she saw a man walking down the path in front of her and she recognized him as the man from her dreams. He said to her, “You are the one who is going to save us.” BK THE RULA was startled by his words and she didn’t know what to say. Then she realized that the dreams were probably meant to be a message from her Higher Self. She was glad that her dreams were helping her to connect with her Higher Self and to learn more about her destiny.

BK THE RULA tries to express her affections in the most graceful and harmonious way possible. Indeed, she has an innate sense of harmony and strives for a love relationship characterized by balance and perfection. She tends to idealize both her partner and the institution of marriage. Any disillusionment she encounters in the pursuit of her ideal may be experienced as a frustration. She does not always ply her powers of seduction skillfully.

The birth chart indicates that an emotional function is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. This person distrusts their emotional urges and is somewhat wary of their feelings. They try to rid themselves of all partiality and get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

As a result of this conflict between the conscious, active, masculine principle of your psyche and the unconscious, passive, feminine principle, you are continually subject to nervous tension, which wears you out and exhausts you. Your mind and body are always feverishly active. You always tend to do too much, to become obsessed with insignificant details, or to panic when faced with the unexpected. You are likely to marry a partner younger than you, either chronologically or in terms of their sense of duty. But perhaps your second marriage will be more reasonable and satisfying.

BK THE RULA has high hopes for their second marriage and their capacity for love may be eroded if they connect with someone who is more interested in their own affairs than in ensuring the happiness of their relationship. In this situation, their charm means that they will never be short of a shoulder to cry on. A second marriage may be happier than the first.

You are cautious and reserved, sometimes unwilling to open yourself to others if you are not sure of being accepted. You will always hang back somewhat from your emotional urges, parceling out your expressions of affection, because you have learned – sometimes at your expense – that even the most harmonious relationships require some compromise. For you, “good fences make good neighbors,” and well-marked boundaries can prevent future suffering. Thus, even when you are in love, you remain fairly circumspect. When you find yourself attracted to a partner, you privately engage in a careful analysis of their personality and life story, endeavoring to know them profoundly, to see whether you are likely to be able to share your life and future with them. As a result of your sensitivity, you have a profound affinity for all of the arts. Music, literature, painting, and graphic arts are likely to enrich your existence and make it pleasant. You could progress in any career in which balance, order, and practicality predominate.

BK THE RULA is attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications. Love is often a matter of luck with her, but she sees it as a valuable opportunity to learn. She is psychologically inclined to be positive and efficient in her evolution, and her sensitivity to beauty may lead to some remarkable creative potential.

BK the Rula’s mental aptitudes make her especially good at comparing, evaluating, and weighing information. This intellectual modus operandi has enabled her to develop an innate sense of values, both artistic and ethical, as well as a remarkable ability to relate to other people. Her appreciative, conciliatory attitude makes her a skillful diplomat able to untangle conflict situations deftly and with ease. In other situations, her artistic spirit is sensitive to a wide variety of harmonies.

BK THE RULA tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. His thoughts are usually structured, and his reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.

BK THE RULA has a mind full of curiosity and an ability to learn quickly. With a little effort, you could probably amass an encyclopedic knowledge of topics. Your inquisitive nature can sometimes get in the way of concentrating on a single task, but with some discipline and organization, you can learn to control your intellectual impulses and achieve success in any field you choose. If you focus on developing your skills in organization and discipline, you have a good chance of becoming a successful teacher, historian, advertising executive, or writer. In fact, you could be successful in any field that requires communication skills.