Bill Alfonso is searching for stability. He wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for his life. But his efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, he is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time he reaches what he believes to be a good balance, he realizes he wants something entirely different. He should become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

Bill Alfonso has a paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding his identity. Perhaps his father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during his childhood, which deprived him of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because he might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, he was forced to protect himself against negative influences and find his own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to him as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with his evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber his mind or inhibit his developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for him to assert himself, and he tends to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because his authoritarian urges are mainly directed at himself rather than others, he sometimes feels guilty about his behavior. He judges himself severely, and sometimes punishes himself by setting difficult tasks for himself. Gradually, he should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

Bill Alfonso is hypersensitive, receptive to the mood in his surroundings, and unconsciously able to perceive the parapsychic signals or aura people give off. As a result, he is extremely compassionate and ready to devote himself to their well-being. His imagination has formulated the dream of an ideal life, and he sometimes feels ill-equipped for the realities of this existence. He tends to dodge difficult situations. With his partner, Bill Alfonso seeks fusion.

Bill Alfonso has a sensitive personality. He may jump to conclusions, which could disrupt relationships, as well as career plans. He is subject to cyclical energy flows and goes from periods of feverish activity to periods of withdrawal and introspection. The aggressive element in his behavior may be explained by emotional problems he may have experienced in infancy: his mother, or a mother figure, may have had an energetic and volatile personality.

Bill Alfonso is an expansive, affable, and communicative associate. Indeed, some people find him generous almost to a fault! He gives of himself and his resources unstintingly. Paradoxically, there are times when he is self-focused. He reacts instinctively, without taking the trouble to analyze a given situation, and is prone to misjudge. As a result, his everyday life may be riddled with a whole variety of practical problems. Indeed, he senses a conflict between his social life and his family and will sometimes find it hard to fulfill himself in both spheres at the same time. His attitude toward his private life may inhibit his ambitions for social or career expansion; at worst, society (the law) may impinge on his private life. He should be careful not to project his personal problems onto his partner. If, instead, the two of you analyzed the problem, you might be able to find opportunities to resolve it together.

Although your demeanor is cool and distant, you are extremely sensitive. In some cases, your rather austere and rigid behavior and refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. You have spells of melancholy in which you do not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid yourself any emotional fulfillment. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. It is difficult for your inner self to be detached from this past life, and you sometimes have trouble reconciling the image you have of yourself as an adult with the one you acquired back then. The idea you have of yourself as an individual is related to the image your parents projected onto you as a child. Nevertheless, the past is history, and you are now an adult. It should be easy for you to rid yourself of these phantoms through self-work. You have the ability to overcome your mistakes, as well as great endurance and will power to achieve your goals. Nevertheless, you must not repress your sensitivity in order to succeed.

Bill Alfonso occasionally cringes from life, passively hoping for a better future. However, by taking refuge in dreams, he may expose himself to adversity, both socially and in his private life.

Bill Alfonso has a sensitive and imaginative mind which can be a source of inspiration for spiritual or creative growth, but can also be a hindrance in terms of earning a living in the real world. In a relationship, Bill Alfonso is very romantic and does not always see others the way they really are. He has elegant tastes and enjoys art and beauty as one of his chief pleasures in life.

Bill Alfonso is a complicated relationship partner because of his sensitivity and emotions. He has an inner discord that makes him a fairly complicated person to be around. He is liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. His sexuality is very important to him, and his relationships are usually motivated by his desires. However, his unconscious inner battle prevents him from succeeding in reconciling and fulfilling his emotional and sexual needs. This can lead to passion overwhelming him and dragging him into situations he can’t always control.

Bill Alfonso is fairly shy, reserved, and discreet when it comes to matters of the heart. Even in intimate situations, he remains modest and doesn’t always readily express his feelings. He’s sensitive and giving, wishing to be of service to those he loves. He would do well to trust that he is deserving of being made as happy as he makes his partner.

Bill Alfonso’s birth chart indicates that he has an emotional function that is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of his emotional urges and somewhat wary of his feelings, he tries to rid himself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

Bill Alfonso is often fragile and prone to errors in judgment, unable to distinguish between true and false, between the love of prestige and his feelings of compassion and pity. He is liable to sacrifice his own ambitions to contribute to a partner’s glory without receiving much in return, or he may smother them under the weight of his own aspirations. He would do well to gain more insight into himself before making a commitment.

Bill Alfonso is wary of passionate relationships. He prefers to keep his feelings under control, observing from a distance the romantic imbroglios of others. He enjoys analyzing and deciphering the romantic intrigues of others. Bill is skilled at playing hard to get or at any other little tricks or techniques which will ensure his success when he wants it. He is likely to remain uncommitted until middle age, keeping his hand in (as it were) with little adventures and romps. But after midlife, he may change.

Bill Alfonso has a fairly skeptical temperament which relies on remarkable analytical and critical faculties. He is sensitive and curious, a keen observer of facts who collects detailed information he will later pore over and analyze. This type of logical, rational mind is extremely efficient for elaborating methods or sorting and classifying information. However, it sometimes lacks flexibility or broad-mindedness.

Bill Alfonso tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. His thoughts are usually structured, and his reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.