BabySantana’s confidence in herself sometimes falters, and she might try to compensate for this weakness by insisting on her authority over others. With the people she is emotionally committed to, the same nagging feelings of insecurity prevent her from expressing her generosity and love fully; her extreme independence sometimes hides an inability to abandon herself and a lack of assurance.

BabySantana is affectionate by nature, and loves playing a decisive and central role in her life. She is a charmer who needs to be loved and is aware of her personal magnetism and the power it gives her. She will make subtle changes in herself in order to attract positive attention. She is sophisticated and pleased to savor a lifestyle she sees as a consummate art.

BabySantana,

You may be subject to mood swings, going from phases of frenzy combined with a feeling of omnipotence and exaltation to phases of apathy and inertia. During your “highs,” your behavior is vigorous and dynamic, but it is also likely to be somewhat excessive. These periods tend to be interspersed with “lows,” phases of sluggishness and inhibition, which compensate for your immense need to assert yourself as an individual. How can you find a way out of this vicious cycle which uses up so much of your energy? You would have to understand that the source of your attitudes and behavior is an unconscious desire for power. We suggest that you meditate upon power, skills, mastery, challenge, desire, and need, your brothers (or brother substitutes, such as friends, cousins, or classmates) – who are key figures – and your adversaries. This should enlighten you. Of course, once you have a clear awareness of your career ambitions and profound desires, you are sure to have plenty of energy to accomplish them.

BabySantana has a taste for luxury and magnificence, for a dazzling social life and a distinguished career. When things are going well for her, she tends to think of herself as the center of the universe, an attitude which those close to her do not always appreciate. Although she is quite likely to succeed in her ambition to become wealthy and popular and lead a remarkable life in the outer world, her lack of moderation and overweening self-confidence expose her to some danger. Her exaggerated optimism could create difficulties by causing her to make errors in judgment.

You were raised in an austere environment and may have had a difficult time relating to people. You have developed a strong sense of self-sufficiency and can be quite uncompromising. You have a touchy sense of your personal dignity and worth, which can sometimes make you hesitant. You may have been forced to compensate for your lack of self-confidence with determination. However, as a result, you can be timid and hesitant. You are aware that early success is often short-lived and fragile, and you are often too critical of yourself. These unnecessary guilt feelings may lead you to turn down important career opportunities. You are also skillful, meticulous, and conscientious, and you are often satisfied with your achievements.

BabySantana is extremely sensitive and receptive and lives in osmosis with her surroundings. Her individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over her, and she sometimes finds it difficult to communicate her feelings to other people. This tide of emotion is a source of inspiration and intuition, but her fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for her to grasp the essence of her dreams and share them with other people. BabySantana is not at all combative, and this tends to hinder her efforts to fit into society and assert herself productively. She is likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but her refusal to abandon her unattainable dreams is a psychological trap she has fallen into without realizing it. She must understand that by running away from her obligations and commitments, she only increases the feelings of guilt which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once she free herself from this pernicious process, she has a great deal of potential for fulfilling herself in the outer world, either by devoting herself to some sort of social work or by cultivating her considerable artistic talents.

BabySantana prefers to do things in a systematic manner, following a pre-determined plan based on logical or moral principles. Your behavior reflects this tendency. You are relatively inhibited in expressing your personal feelings and emotions, and may sometimes come across as a rigid person. However, your conscientiousness and dedication to your work make you thrive in a professional setting, and you tend to enjoy social engagements and activities as a form of duty. Your natural taste for clarity, detail, and precision would make you successful as a scientific researcher or high-tech designer.

BabySantana has a sensitive nature. Although sometimes she has trouble controlling her emotional reactions, they are nevertheless a source of vital energy for a constructive passion and may make an extremely positive contribution to her career. In relations with other people, BabySantana is quite friendly; she willingly reaches out to people and knows how to listen to their desires and their problems.

BabySantana is emotional and tends to react suddenly and excessively as soon as her sensitivity is touched. Although she feels that her independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency are fundamental values, she is sometimes frustrated by her need to rely on her family or friends. Moreover, she does not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as her own. Likewise, she is sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if she feared that it would doom her to eternal dependency. Her ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship she had with her mother or a mother figure. Although she was dependent on them, they may have rejected her. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which her sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off her feelings of dependency, she sometimes tends to become destructive. Based on denial, her reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.

BabySantana has trouble distinguishing dreams from reality. Although her bubbling imagination provides an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it tends to be less helpful and positive in matters that concern her self-assertion as responsible and self-sufficient. In a relationship, BabySantana is extremely romantic and does not always see others the way they really are.

The attractions of BabySantana are usually immediate and intense. They rise quickly to fever pitch. The story of these passions is often dramatic to excess, combining all the plot elements of a classic love tragedy: jealousy, possessiveness, agony as an erotic stimulant, etc.

BabySantana’s birth chart indicates that she has an emotional function that is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. BabySantana is distrustful of her emotional urges and somewhat wary of her feelings, so she tries to rid herself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

BabySantana is realistic and has sharp, critical faculties. In a relationship, she might repress herself and be too demanding of herself. However, she can use her charms expertly. Actually, she oscillates between passionate excess and insufficiency.

BabySantana thrives on difficult or even lethal passions. She might have a very strong sex drive and a penchant for suffering as a redeeming value. Her tumultuous love life, a battle of leviathans, may sometimes escape from its bounds or generate disagreements which may disrupt her career. However, her powerful impulses and drive could be channeled into a creative, artistic or spiritual direction.

BabySantana may be characterized by strong sensual and affectionate urges which drive her to seek pleasure. Her need for romantic fulfillment may compel her to marry, because she also seeks the legal and social legitimacy the institution of marriage confers on an emotional bond. Indeed, the household is liable to be prosperous and even opulent, as if this offered further evidence that she had indeed achieved success. However, privately, she might be less committed to certain obligations and duties.

BabySantana,

You are hypersensitive and tend to relive the anxieties, apprehensions, and romantic absolutes of your first love relationships, which occurred around the ages of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. You are exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. You will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. You are sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to her. You usually hide your emotional reactions or do not even allow them to reach the level of your consciousness, in an effort to protect your sensitivity, which you see as your weak point. You are fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, you will disguise your strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside you, and you feel unworthy of the love which is lavished on you. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of your desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, your fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of your romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if you want to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify yourself emotionally, the defense mechanisms you have elaborated to make yourself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that you learn how to forget yourself occasionally in the other.

Curious, skeptical, and pragmatic, BabySantana has a shrewd, inquisitorial mind. You always try to detect the hidden mechanisms and processes behind the phenomena you observe. As a result, you have developed an ability to detect the truth behind appearances and the cause behind the effect. Although this way of thinking is based on a certain logic, and there is evidence of structure and cohesion in your deductive approach, it is not always purely intellectual. Indeed, its sources lie in a certain empiricism, in facts which have been experienced, so it is open to improvement. For this reason, its fields of application are highly diverse, although research in the hard sciences, psychology, and metaphysics seem to be the best career choices.

BabySantana expresses its thoughts and ideas carefully, but with a relative lack of spontaneity. It is rather introverted and looks inside itself for the solutions to the problems it encounters in life. Because it tends to mistrust customary thought patterns, its opinion is usually highly personal.

BabySantana’s intellectual faculties and wit are sometimes slowed down because they are turned outward. Because BabySantana tends to be oriented toward others, she rarely try to communicate with others for the simple pleasure of doing so. Indeed, she sometimes feels misunderstood. Moreover, it seems difficult for BabySantana to express the complexity of her inner perceptions.

BabySantana has a lively and agile spirit. As a result of the liveliness of her mind, she tends to have an opinion on every subject, but she does not always have the patience or perspective necessary to examine a subject and gain in-depth knowledge of it. She enjoys manipulating expressions and concepts and amuses herself with witty remarks, satire, and controversy. If BabySantana learned to control her flow of words better and elaborate her thoughts more, she might make a talented communicator. Because BabySantana is often too hasty to formulate and construct the arguments which would back up and inform her ideas, she is sometimes misunderstood. She is often blind to the rashness of her judgments and convinced they are well-founded and objective, which sometimes irritates the people around her. If BabySantana were to succeed in disciplining her mind somewhat, she would have innumerable opportunities to apply her communications skills to a great career. However, she would do well to be careful of her nerves.

BabySantana has a definite taste for expression and communication. BabySantana cannot survive without giving voice to her thoughts and speaking to other people. BabySantana delights in her own power to persuade, captivate, and sway an audience with her words. Especially attracted to anything new and original, BabySantana immediately grasps the utility and value of the latest technology or philosophy, no matter how complicated it may be, and has a knack for explaining it to the uninitiated and popularizing it. Because BabySantana is fairly high strung, BabySantana may have trouble concentrating on a single subject for very long, unless it is a source of intellectual fascination or discovery. BabySantana may have to make some effort to overcome this inconsistency. BabySantana’s open-mindedness offers her creativity, which is a valuable commodity in many occupations: teaching, communications, advertising, etc. Regardless of the career BabySantana chooses, BabySantana’s personal development will involve intellectual activity and progress.