Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:

PrestonPlayz seems passive and more or less resigned to his fate, including his insecurity. Actually, he is fairly introverted and withdrawn, trying to make sense out of his inner confusion and fathom his inner depths.

At the moment of PrestonPlayz’s birth, the two celestial “lights” (the sun and the moon) were symmetrically aligned. This is a portent of harmony between the masculine and feminine archetypes which is extremely beneficial. It is the source of balance and understanding between the two main psychological realms which may be said to compose the personality. PrestonPlayz thus enjoys a positive complementarity and understanding between the conscious and unconscious aspects of their psyche, between their determination and their routines, between their drive for self-assertion and their receptivity, their ideal and their sensitivity.

PrestonPlayz’s parents almost certainly reflected a positive image of the marriage relationship to them, and it is likely that they encouraged them to develop their own individuality. As a result, PrestonPlayz were and are able to be comfortable with themselves as they are instead of striving to attain their parents’ ideal. This has definitely contributed to the maintenance of a good relationship with them and the rest of the family.

In PrestonPlayz’s emotional relationships with their peers, one of the effects of the masculine/feminine harmony is that the images their ego projects on the other are especially constructive. The bonds of the relationship are not felt to be constraints, the energy which flows between the two people is a source of mutual happiness, not regret. No major personal conflicts are projected onto the “other” – that is, the significant other.

PrestonPlayz does not always feel in tune with society’s rules and conventions. The mask of sociability most well-adapted people wear is difficult for PrestonPlayz to assume, and it is hard for PrestonPlayz to act out the roles expected of PrestonPlayz as a normal member of the community. The usual social values and rewards, like money, respect, and prestige, only mildly interest PrestonPlayz. PrestonPlayz’s refusal or inability to play the social game may make it hard for PrestonPlayz to find a job, which may have negative consequences on PrestonPlayz’s financial and legal status. Reluctant and unwilling to adapt to the demands of social life, PrestonPlayz sometimes unwittingly makes mistakes when a new project is in the planning stages. For example, PrestonPlayz may leave gaps in a job application, botch up an interview with a prospective employer, or make a big mistake when bidding for a contract. But PrestonPlayz’s financial difficulties may clear up when PrestonPlayz’s emotional ones do.

Adaptation and Sensitivity:

Hypersensitive, PrestonPlayz is extremely receptive to the mood in his surroundings. He is unconsciously able to perceive the parapsychic signals or aura people give off, in addition to their words. As a result, PrestonPlayz is extremely compassionate and ready to devote himself to their well-being. His imagination has formulated the dream of an ideal life, and he sometimes feels ill-equipped for the realities of this existence. He tends to dodge difficult situations. With his partner, PrestonPlayz seeks fusion.

PrestonPlayz maintains strong ties with his past, and it often seems difficult for him to open his heart to new people. His love affairs might exist on the surface level, because his lust and sensual desire rarely turn into a need to understand, protect, and care for the other. Moreover, it is difficult for him to meet partners who combine the ideals of the tender parent and the great lover.

Optimistic and happy to be alive, PrestonPlayz is a cheerful, expansive, pleasant associate to have. He is extremely generous (sometimes to a fault!) and gives of himself and his belongings unstintingly. This positive psychological outlook is the result of a happy childhood and especially an extremely beneficial maternal influence in infancy. He is quite likely to be a professional success; his vision of the world is perfectly adapted to prevailing opinion, and his urges and desires for personal expansion usually elicit a positive reaction from society. By old age, his good reputation and prominence may have earned him fame.

Although PrestonPlayz’s demeanor is cool and distant, he is extremely sensitive. In some cases, his rather austere and rigid behavior and his refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. He has spells of melancholy in which he does not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid himself emotional fulfillment. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. He may have suffered rejection in his infancy, and, as a result, lacked the parental love which is essential to the cohesion of a personality and identity. In order to feel secure, and to protect himself from ever suffering rejection or abandonment again, he withdrew into himself and developed his aloofness as a defense mechanism. When he finally lets down his defenses and allows himself to express his feelings, he tends to become impassioned and exalted. He is fairly introverted and egocentric and has a powerful sense of his own identity.

Sometimes sensitive and emotive, PrestonPlayz cringes from life, passively hoping for a better future, a utopian society, or a transcendent state of consciousness. However, by taking refuge in dreams, PrestonPlayz may expose himself to adversity, both socially and in his private life.

Love and Sensuality:

PrestonPlayz enjoys captivating people with the elegance and ease of their expression. They are a witty and engaging flirt, an avid player of the game of love. As a result, the history of their affections is liable to be episodic, a long series of chapters about conquests or fleeting love affairs. They may carry on some love relationships by writing letters.

PrestonPlayz’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of PrestonPlayz’s emotional urges and somewhat wary of PrestonPlayz’s feelings, PrestonPlayz tries to rid himself of all partiality and tries to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

PrestonPlayz’s hypersensitivity and extreme emotionalism might present challenges. They cause PrestonPlayz’s feelings and emotional bonds to rule PrestonPlayz’s destiny. Unable to refuse when someone appeals to PrestonPlayz’s sense of devotion, PrestonPlayz may be gobbled up by an unscrupulous person. If this happens, PrestonPlayz may even be happy about PrestonPlayz’s self-denial. Otherwise, PrestonPlayz’s happiness will derive from a snug home.

PrestonPlayz does not always form lasting attachments, and finds that new loves give a sense of self-renewal. PrestonPlayz is extremely affectionate, especially verbally. PrestonPlayz is usually attracted to people with whom PrestonPlayz can share ideas but will be galvanized by a person who is fleeting, elusive, or impossible to grasp. In any case, PrestonPlayz’s love life will not always be simple and straightforward.

PrestonPlayz may be characterized by strong sensual and affectionate urges which drive him to seek pleasure. His need for romantic fulfillment may compel him to marry, because he also seeks the legal and social legitimacy the institution of marriage confers on an emotional bond. Indeed, the household is liable to be prosperous and even opulent, as if this offered further evidence that he had indeed achieved success. However, privately, he might be less committed to certain obligations and duties. At worst, he might deny the commitments that his optimism and expansiveness made him rush into too soon. If this were to be the case, the outward image of the couple’s success (wealth and comfort, etc.) would only be a façade which compensated for its emotional impoverishment and failure. Sooner or later, this hypocrisy might provoke a full-blown conflict. A second possibility is that a psychic incompatibility may gradually take root, pitting his romantic nature against the prerogatives of his career.

PrestonPlayz is hypersensitive and tends to relive the anxieties, apprehensions, and romantic absolutes of your first love relationships, which occurred around the ages of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. PrestonPlayz is exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. PrestonPlayz will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. PrestonPlayz is sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to him. PrestonPlayz usually hides his emotional reactions or does not even allow them to reach the level of his consciousness, in an effort to protect his sensitivity, which he sees as his weak point. PrestonPlayz is fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, PrestonPlayz will disguise his strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside PrestonPlayz, and he feels unworthy of the love which is lavished on him. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of PrestonPlayz’s desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, his fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of his romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if PrestonPlayz wants to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify himself emotionally, the defense mechanisms he has elaborated to make himself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that PrestonPlayz learns how to forget himself occasionally in the other.

Mental and Intellect:

PrestonPlayz is somewhat plodding but realistic and pragmatic. Because PrestonPlayz is chiefly preoccupied with the practical aspects of things, PrestonPlayz is especially apt to develop more efficient production concepts. Although PrestonPlayz’s good judgment and common sense provide PrestonPlayz with an excellent ability to handle the tangible world (PrestonPlayz is certainly clever, and can quickly assess the tangible value of things), PrestonPlayz’s thought processes might be relatively impervious to abstract concepts and spiritual awakenings.

PrestonPlayz tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. His thoughts are usually structured, and his reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.