Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:
Paige is trying to overcome her feelings of insecurity. To do so, she needs a home: a dwelling, a territory, or perhaps a safe space or setting where she can rest, and let down her systems of defense against the outer world, which she finds aggressive and hostile. She is ready to make some sacrifices in order to maintain and consolidate the structure she has chosen. True inner security, based on real knowledge of herself, her abilities, and her shortcomings, her strengths and her weaknesses would no doubt be most effective and would allow her to remain open to the varieties of experience offered by the world.
Paige is sober and rather reserved and may even strike people as harsh and austere at times. Perhaps she was raised in an atmosphere of rigor and sobriety, and, as a result, grew up very fast. She has acquired a spirit of self-sufficiency, tends to be rather uncompromising, and has a touchy sense of her personal dignity and worth. It is almost as though she is fighting an inner battle with her father or a father figure. The psychological models she received from her father or a father figure as a result of your interaction and her own interaction with authority may not have played a major role in shaping her relationships with the outer world and society. She may thus have been forced to compensate for this lack with individual determination.
As a result, although she is skillful, meticulous, conscientious, and efficient, a lack of self-confidence and personal assurance sometimes makes her timid and hesitant. She sometimes feels as though she is only masquerading as a respectable, sober adult. She tends to be far too critical of herself and rarely feels satisfied that she is living up to her ideal. These unnecessary guilt feelings may lead her to turn down the prominent career positions for which she is fully qualified. She is aware that early success is often short-lived and fragile and that time rewards those who know how to be patient and persistent, like her.
Adaptation and Sensitivity:
Because Paige Taylor’s personality is ruled by her mind, she needs intellectual stimulation in order to feel fulfilled. She is always on the move, in search of new contacts. Curious about all sorts of different subjects, she takes care to inform herself about many things. She enjoys conversation and communication and hopes to be admired for her talent and wit. Due to her having such a wide variety of interests, however, she can be something of a dilettante, and her thinking may sometimes lack discipline.
Paige Taylor is an expansive, affable, and communicative associate. Indeed, some people find Paige generous almost to a fault! Paige gives of Paige’s self and Paige’s resources unstintingly. Paradoxically, there are times when Paige is self-focused. Paige reacts instinctively, without taking the trouble to analyze a given situation, and are prone to misjudge. As a result, Paige’s everyday life may be riddled with a whole variety of practical problems. Indeed, Paige senses a conflict between Paige’s social life and Paige’s family and will sometimes find it hard to fulfill Paige’s self in both spheres at the same time. Paige’s attitude toward Paige’s private life may inhibit Paige’s ambitions for social or career expansion; at worst, society (the law) may impinge on Paige’s private life. Paige should be careful not to project Paige’s personal problems onto Paige’s partner. If, instead, Paige analyzes the problem together, Paige could find opportunities to resolve it together.
Because Paige Taylor is extremely sensitive and has an irrepressible imagination, she sometimes has trouble distinguishing dreams from reality. Although her imagination can be an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it tends to be less helpful and positive in matters that concern earning a decent living out in the real world. In a relationship, Paige is extremely romantic and does not always see others the way they really are. She has elegant tastes and art and beauty are one of her chief pleasures in life.
Paige Taylor’s sensitivity and emotions are sometimes in conflict with her instincts. This inner discord makes her a fairly complicated relationship partner, and her behavior sometimes strikes others as mysterious or baffling. She is liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is an important part of her life, and her relationships are most often motivated by her desires. Nevertheless, due to her unconscious inner battle, she does not often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling her emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of her instincts, passion may overwhelm her and drag her into situations she cannot always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.
Love and Sensuality:
Paige has a sensual and affectionate nature which is sensitive to physical attraction. This type of sensitivity, combined with her productive urges, may be expressed in an artistic form. As for her feelings, they are usually slow to take root. But once she is conquered by love, she forms a deep and lasting bond. Although she is loyal, she may also display a tendency to be somewhat possessive.
Paige Taylor’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of her emotional urges and somewhat wary of her feelings, she tries to rid herself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.
Always riding on a wave of enthusiasm, Paige is dashing and uninhibited in love. Her frankness is sometimes devastating, and her aggressiveness sometimes creates problems. A strong-minded person, she is not ready to give up either her freedom or her taste for adventure. She tends to place her love interest on a pedestal and then end up disappointed. However, she is ready to devote herself entirely to cheering for and supporting the mate she eventually chooses.
Paige Taylor’s emotions are fleeting and transitory, and she is extremely curious about sexuality. As a partner in a relationship, she manages to obtain what she wants without committing herself and always succeeds in being forgiven for her mistakes. Her companion will no doubt be a devoted person.
From the outside, Paige Taylor seems to be detached and aloof, but on the inside they are an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. Because they sometimes feel vulnerable emotionally, they try to control not only their own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of their partners. They aspire to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning themselves and yielding to the other terrifies them. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because they are guarded and somewhat secretive, they tend to be suspicious and are especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although they are fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, they will not express their feelings unless they are subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of their emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, they are likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.
Mental and Intellect:
Paige Taylor is an intuitive thinker. She does not reason things out through a long, articulate, logical discourse; instead, she seizes the visions or insights that spontaneously flash into her consciousness. She thus has a form of immediate knowledge of various phenomena which is based neither on reasoning nor on any elaborate thought process or method. As a result, if Paige Taylor is an extrovert, she will possess an inventive, innovative spirit gifted for improvisation. If Paige Taylor is an introvert, her mind will be an abundant source of personal inner truths.
Paige tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. Her thoughts are usually structured, and her reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.