Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:

Nailea Devora is searching for stability; she wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for her life. But her efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, she is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time she reaches what she believes to be a good balance, she realizes she wants something entirely different. She would do well to become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

Nailea Devora has a paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding her identity. Perhaps her father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during her childhood, which deprived her of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because she might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, she was forced to protect herself against negative influences and find her own system in order to grow and feel secure.

Although this system was quite useful to her as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with her evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber her mind or inhibit her developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for her to assert herself, and she tends to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because her authoritarian urges are mainly directed at herself rather than others, she sometimes feels guilty about her behavior. She judges herself severely, and sometimes punishes herself by setting difficult tasks for herself. Gradually, she should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

Nailea Devora’s personality and behavior are liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling her psyche. Because her sensitivity is in conflict with her determination, her attitude and performance may be moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, she has the feeling she has to make superhuman efforts to succeed in assuaging her yearnings and fulfilling her ambitions. Her unconscious, sensitive side often disapproves of her conscious endeavors and stealthily works to defeat them, causing crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotage her plans. In her relationships, the images she builds up and projects on the other are contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it is pleasant and positive, also grates on her nerves. She finds it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.

Nailea Devora is affectionate by nature, and love plays a decisive and central role in their life. They are a charmer who needs to love and be loved. Aware of their personal magnetism and the power it gives them, they will make subtle changes in themselves in order to attract positive attention. They are sophisticated and pleased to savor a lifestyle they see as a consummate art.

Nailea Devora has great strength of character. Her courage and endurance enable her to accomplish even extremely arduous tasks. Although she sometimes behaves impulsively, she generally knows how to plan out an effective strategy, and, as a result, she reaches her goals without meeting any major obstacles. Her forcefulness gives her certain leadership skills, which she may implement to creative and constructive ends.

Nailea Devora is a fairly strong-willed individual, and is mindful of going about her purposes with maximum efficiency. When she relates to other people, she sometimes has trouble expressing her emotions, but she does have a lively sensitivity and is capable of lasting passion. As she grows older, she is quite likely to come into her own and acquire great intellectual and spiritual wisdom. Her honesty, integrity, and sense of duty will win her recognition and appreciation. Passing time will be a very important factor in her destiny, and her greatest accomplishments will guarantee her stability and prosperity. Although she is not especially enterprising, she will move into a high career position as soon as she feels sure of her abilities.

Behind a façade of fairly engaging idealism and a nearly palpable spirit of brotherhood and friendship, Nailea Devora hides a fear of emotional commitment. The truth is, Nailea prefers to observe life from afar rather than come down and dirty her hands in it. However, this fearful and distant attitude will not necessarily enable Nailea to know and love herself better.

Nailea Devora is extremely sensitive and receptive and tends to live in osmosis with her surroundings. Her individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over her, and she often finds it difficult to communicate her feelings to other people. This tide of emotion is a source of inspiration and intuition, but due to her lack of inner structure and organization, it is difficult for her to grasp the essence of her dreams and share them with other people. She is not at all combative, and this hinders her efforts to fit into society and assert herself productively. Her tendency to prefer fantasy to reality and her refusal to abandon her unattainable dreams is a psychological trap she has fallen into without realizing it.

She must understand that by escaping from her obligations and commitments, she only increases the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once she frees herself from this pernicious process, she has a great deal of potential for fulfilling herself in the outer world, either by devoting herself to the community or by cultivating her considerable artistic talents.

Adaptation and Sensitivity:

Nailea Devora is a lively and expressive person whose personality is sometimes agitated but straightforward. Unconscious feelings of insecurity compel her to act and sometimes to seek the admiration of others. As a result, she is unable to bear idleness and routine, and she is in search of perpetual excitement. Her reactions to others are highly individual and depend on the mood she is in at any given moment. A person of decision, a businessperson or an athlete, she often personifies boldness and impetuosity. Her love life is liable to be fiery, as it obeys the imperatives of her desire for freedom and independence, and her need for change.

Nailea Devora has a nagging feeling of insecurity which affects her psychology and dampens her natural enthusiasm. Her need to take action and assert herself is sometimes disturbed by this gnawing fear.

Because Nailea discovered her individuality early in life, she quickly developed an original and independent identity. Her first taste of liberty may have led her to challenge the education and values she received from family and class tradition, and she was able to forge a strong, original personality and philosophy. Her relationships are usually free of conflict, because she is able to reconcile her need for independence with her desire for affection. However, her partners should be open and lively people, able to keep pace with her in her rapid evolution. She has an inspired and extremely lively wit and a brisk interest in the future, technological progress, and new lifestyles. She would be especially successful in communications-related careers like journalism, film, TV, radio, and advertising. Although she is an individualist, she has a powerful desire to contribute to the evolution of society and better its development.

Nailea Devora does not always readily reveal herself, and she tends to protect her sensitivity. She has a penchant for intense emotions. Sexuality is a prominent element in her life, and her relationships, which are usually passionate, are motivated by her desires. She likes to understand the hidden side of people, their secret or unconfessed motivations. She would thus find a career which placed her in contact with troubled people especially rewarding.

Love and Sensuality:

Nailea Devora is looking for the ideal love and tends to idealize their friends and lovers. A bizarre character, they may prefer to dream of their soulmate instead of making love to one; they are more in love with the idea of love than anything else. Their idealism may hide a fear of truly committing themselves to a relationship; they try to intellectualize everything. In time, two options will seem clear to them: an amorous friendship based on shared ideas and intellectual exchange, or an open relationship, free of all constraints except mutual respect.

Nailea Devora’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of their emotional urges and somewhat wary of their feelings, they try to rid themselves of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

Attractive and spontaneous, Nailea Devora is quite outspoken and frank. She enjoys provoking surprise and may develop an exhibitionist side. Encounters of friendships with uncommon people or in unusual circumstances play a great role in her life. She is quite independent and is unlikely to settle down permanently, unless she finds a talented soul who loves, accepts, and understands her as a friend and equal.

Nailea Devora is hesitant and sometimes unstable romantically and may have a somewhat tumultuous love life. As a partner, they reach out and then pull back, give and then refuse. Actually, they are far more in love with their liberty and their dreams of love than with reality. They sometimes yield to strange attractions which appear incomprehensible to them once they have recovered their senses. Only a friendly lover, who can be a loyal and understanding companion, can provide them with complete emotional stability.

Nailea Devora has the fiery, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of Nailea’s main purposes in life. Nailea’s personal charm and magnetism give Nailea nearly irresistible powers of seduction, and nearly every one of Nailea’s well-aimed attempts at conquest leads to the fulfillment and satisfaction of Nailea’s desires. Due to Nailea’s impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, Nailea’s approach to potential partners may sometimes lack delicacy.

Cautious and reserved, Nailea Devora is sometimes unwilling to open herself to others if she is not sure of being accepted. She will always hang back somewhat from her emotional urges, parceling out her expressions of affection, because she has learned – sometimes at her expense – that even the most harmonious relationships require some compromise. For her, “good fences make good neighbors,” and well-marked boundaries can prevent future suffering. Thus, even when she is in love, she remains fairly circumspect. When she finds herself attracted to a partner, she privately engages in a careful analysis of their personality and life story, endeavoring to know them profoundly, to see whether she is likely to be able to share her life and future with them. As a result of her sensitivity, she has a profound affinity for all of the arts. Music, literature, painting, and graphic arts are likely to enrich her existence and make it pleasant. She could progress in any career in which balance, order, and practicality predominate.

Nailea Devora has a romantic imagination, soaring with idealism, dreams, and poetry. Nailea is emotive and hypersensitive, making Nailea especially vulnerable emotionally, since Nailea is sometimes overwhelmed by Nailea’s feelings and affects. Although Nailea seeks an ideal soulmate, a partner with whom Nailea could maintain blissful, smooth relations, Nailea is sometimes met with disillusionment. Because Nailea’s rather excessive sensitivity and Nailea’s need to merge with the other are deep and powerful enough, they can submerge Nailea’s judgment and discernment, so Nailea sometimes forms extremely intense bonds too quickly with individuals who are not appropriate partners in many ways. When Nailea meets someone, Nailea falls under the enchantment of Nailea’s dream of ideal love and cannot keep Nailea from delighting in a reverie of future romance, placing the other on a pedestal. Early on in the relationship, Nailea yields to another of Nailea’s characteristic urges and loses Nailea in the individual who is so dear to Nailea, melding with them, only to awaken one morning and find Nailea as if in the arms of a stranger, greatly astounded and disappointed. Actually, Nailea’s psyche is constructed in such a way as to make Nailea’s sensitivity a function of the environment, in many cases; it follows the flow of momentary emotions and impressions. Before Nailea takes on any major commitments, Nailea should make a conscious effort to evaluate the relationship realistically, and see whether the person really reciprocates Nailea’s intense love, for Nailea may merely be in love with the mirage of an ideal partner. Nailea’s tendency to believe in Nailea’s illusions may mark Nailea as an easy prey for people with bad intentions. It would be a good idea for Nailea to find a different object for Nailea’s affections, or a form of sublimation, because Nailea tends to be so disappointed by Nailea’s great emotional investments. The delicacy and subtlety of Nailea’s imagination procure artistic refinement for Nailea, and Nailea loves the arts, music, and literature, which could all be good sources of emotional involvement and fulfillment. Because Nailea’s sensitivity also makes it easy for Nailea to empathize with the psychological or social difficulties Nailea’s peers are struggling with, Nailea might also find it rewarding to commit Nailea to social work.

Mental and Intellect:

Nailea Devora is a flexible individual, and her intellectual faculties draw on sudden flashes of pure intuition as well as logical, rational thought. She has progressive, inventive, and sometimes utopian ideas; they usually relate to human or social problems. She always strives to be in the vanguard, creating a better world for the future.

Nailea Devora does not express her thoughts and ideas smoothly or easily. She tends to be subjective, seeking to know herself better through a process of introversion.

Nailea Devora’s intellectual faculties and wit are sometimes slowed down because they are turned inward. Because Devora tends to be oriented toward herself, she rarely tries to communicate with others for the simple pleasure of doing so. Indeed, she sometimes feels misunderstood. Moreover, it seems difficult to her to express the complexity of her inner perceptions.

Nailea has a structured mind and penetrating intelligence, but their thought processes tend to be somewhat plodding. This slow pace may be the consequence of some failure or humiliation during their formative years. Nailea is fairly inhibited and pessimistic and tends to doubt in themselves and their intellectual skills despite their undeniable gifts as a thinker. Nailea should become aware that their thought patterns and habits are the sign that they are on the brink of a really big breakthrough which will give them an understanding of the complexity of things and phenomena; however, it will take time and effort.

Nailea’s mind is deep and accurate and is attracted by the essence of things and their fundamental structure. As a result, they are particularly suited to the study of mathematics, architecture, engineering, or perhaps even politics. Their contribution to society will probably be most lasting and effective in the field of knowledge and expertise. Whatever career they choose, they should learn to work alone, because they tend to be uncomfortable in some surroundings.

Nailea will also have to learn to conquer their impatience, because they tend to waste time agonizing over deadlines and schedules. Moreover, a lack of self-confidence could cause them to be fairly conventional and respectful of time-honored ways. Instead, they should find the courage to question their convictions.