Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:
Kouvr Annon is patient. Kouvr is fond of routine, ritual, and any other events or ceremonies which mark the passage of time and the seasons. Kouvr tries to be as pragmatic as possible and unconsciously senses that Kouvr’s relationship with material things will be the best foundation for Kouvr’s self-development and individuation. As a result, Kouvr is attached to Kouvr’s possessions and will make every effort to cling to them.
Kouvr Annon is affectionate by nature, and love plays a decisive and central role in their life. They are a charmer who needs to love and be loved. Aware of their personal magnetism and the power it gives them, they will make subtle changes in themselves in order to attract positive attention. They are sophisticated and pleased to savor a lifestyle they see as a consummate art.
Kouvr Annon has a profound and fertile inner life and a prolific imagination, but their energy resources are not always sufficient to follow through on and accomplish their multitude of dreams. They tend to live in osmosis with their environment, and effort and action take a heavy toll on them. Usually, they understand phenomena and events intuitively, without really making any effort; so they are not in the habit of disciplining or shaping their thought processes. Like their thoughts, their personality is rather amorphous and disorganized. As a result of this lack of structure, they may have some trouble asserting their individuality and making some personal contribution to society through their career. Their tendency to shut out reality and dream impossible dreams, like their refusal of responsibility and duty, may be a source of some difficulty for them.
Kouvr Annon has an inalienable awareness of the void and the vanity of existence. He is sometimes disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force and tends to ignore or disparage the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as his intellectual, emotional, and spiritual capacities permit. Grappling with his “fundamental nature,” with the deepest and most primitive part of himself, he is sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of his instincts and feels an imperious need to cope with them. This special consciousness he has been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for him at the outset. It is not easy for him to recognize himself in any social or narcissistic models, or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so he sometimes finds himself forced to assert and express his own identity in a way which may strike his contemporaries as strangely intense if not eccentric.
Adaptation and Sensitivity:
Kouvr Annon is pragmatic and realistic, evaluating people and things according to practical, common-sense criteria instead of abstract concepts. A sensualist and lover of luxury, Kouvr has a penchant for material comfort and takes great joy in physical pleasures. In relation to others, socially and privately, Kouvr likes to build stable relationships and is not especially fond of change. Kouvr’s warmth gives them a great deal of ease when meeting people, as clients (for business purposes), but their close relations also benefit from this affection and Kouvr’s ability to express their feelings naturally and openly.
Optimistic and happy to be alive, Kouvr Annon is a cheerful, communicative, and pleasant associate to have. His expansive nature is related to his gratification in childhood, which probably occurred in favorable surroundings with a mother or mother figure who was loving, indulgent, and generous. He is extremely kind-hearted himself and gives of himself and his wealth unstintingly. His bountifulness, which many people appreciate somewhat selfishly, may arise from a confusion between his desires and reality.
Although Kouvr Annon’s demeanor is cool and distant, Kouvr is extremely sensitive. In some cases, Kouvr’s rather austere and rigid behavior and refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. Kouvr has spells of melancholy in which Kouvr does not feel worthy of being loved and tends to forbid Kouvrself emotional fulfillment. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. Kouvr may have suffered rejection in Kouvr’s infancy, and, as a result, lacked the parental love which is essential to the cohesion of a personality and identity. In order to feel secure, and to protect Kouvrself from ever suffering rejection or abandonment again, Kouvr withdrew into Kouvrself and developed Kouvr’s aloofness as a defense mechanism. When Kouvr finally lets down Kouvr’s defenses and allows Kouvrself to express Kouvr’s feelings, Kouvr tends to become impassioned and exalted. Kouvr is fairly introverted and egocentric and has a powerful sense of Kouvr’s own identity.
Although Kouvr Annon is pragmatic and relatively realistic, he is sometimes tormented by an insidious feeling of insecurity which interferes with his ability to grasp reality. Change unnerves him, and at certain times, he tends to cling to old-fashioned customs or lifestyles. Insecurities might cause him to repress his emotional needs.
Kouvr Annon is emotional and tends to react suddenly and excessively as soon as their sensitivity is touched. Although Kouvr Annon feels that their independence, freedom, and self-sufficiency are fundamental values, Kouvr Annon is sometimes frustrated by their need to rely on their family or friends. Moreover, Kouvr Annon does not always grant the freedom of other people the same respect as their own. Likewise, Kouvr Annon is sometimes angered by expressions of maternal tenderness, as if they feared that it would doom them to eternal dependency. Kouvr Annon’s ambivalent behavior, full of jagged edges, may be traced back to the relationship they had with their mother or a mother figure. Although they were dependent on them, they may have rejected Kouvr Annon. Now this attitude is extended to any situation in which their sensitivity comes into play and emotional bonds are liable to form. To ward off their feelings of dependency, Kouvr Annon sometimes tends to become destructive. Based on denial, their reactions might be fierce, impulsive, excessive, erratic, or contradictory.
Love and Sensuality:
Kouvr Annon enjoys captivating people with the elegance and ease of their expression. Kouvr Annon is a witty and engaging flirt, an avid player of the game of love. As a result, the history of their affections is liable to be episodic, a long series of chapters about conquests or fleeting love affairs. Kouvr Annon may carry on some love relationships by writing letters.
Kouvr Annon’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. Kouvr Annon enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with Kouvr Annon’s gaze riveted on the future, Kouvr Annon is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.
Kouvr Annon has a contradictory character and cannot always reconcile their urges with reason. It is difficult for Kouvr to resist a person they’re interested in romantically, and Kouvr is liable to choose someone unsuitable, uncommitted, or fickle. Kouvr may find parenting fulfilling, and it could bring Kouvr maturity. As Kouvr becomes more peaceful, realistic, and consistent, their family life will come to the forefront. If Kouvr has children, Kouvr will nurture them as a symbol of their own fulfillment.
Because Kouvr Annon has an intellectual temperament, he is sometimes more interested in verbal or social exchanges than in actual lovemaking. He enjoys flirting and tends to have fun with love rather than become passionately engaged. Because he avoids intense passion, he tends to flutter from one good-looking face to the next, enjoying his ability to charm. He believes that played this way, the game of love can have few serious consequences.
Kouvr Annon has a great emotional ideal, full of subtlety and tenderness. However, Kouvr tends to be overwhelmed by his imagination and may not be selective enough when choosing a partner. Kouvr’s romantic and trusting nature may make him vulnerable. Although Kouvr strives to establish peaceful, uncomplicated relations, he sometimes experiences painful disappointments. Kouvr’s artistic delicacy and refinement provide him with a sincere love of the arts, music, and literature. Kouvr is likely to be a gifted poet.
From the outside, Kouvr Annon seems to be detached and aloof, but on the inside, Kouvr is an extremely complex individual, full of contradictions. Because Kouvr sometimes feels vulnerable emotionally, Kouvr tries to control not only Kouvr’s own feelings and urges, but may also strive to manipulate those of Kouvr’s partners. Kouvr aspires to a profound and enduring spiritual unity, but at the same time, the idea of abandoning Kouvrself and yielding to the other terrifies Kouvr. This anguish may be a source of rather extreme behavior patterns and a somewhat self-focused attitude which could damage the relationship. Because Kouvr is guarded and somewhat secretive, Kouvr tends to be suspicious and is especially uneasy about spontaneous intimacy, although Kouvr is fascinated by sexuality. Within the privacy of the couple, Kouvr will not express Kouvr’s feelings unless Kouvr is subject to some tension. Life may be peppered with frequent crises and feuds, arguments and spats which usually act as erotic provocation. This derivation of eroticism from anxiety tends to be one of the fundamental characteristics of Kouvr’s emotional and sexual functioning. As a result, Kouvr is likely to be attracted by stormy and complicated relationships.
Mental and Intellect:
Kouvr Annon’s intellect, which is simultaneously subjective and sensitive, acute and intuitive, always practical and deeply rooted in human experience, predisposes her to a people-oriented activity. With her memory and imagination combined with her shrewdness, she would be a gifted project manager, businesswoman, or scholar of history or literature.