If you want to improve your life, the first step is to become aware of the weaknesses which may be holding you back and preventing your evolution.
Your perfectionism, tendency to hyperfocus on minutiae, over intellectualization, and comfort with a constant state of worry are all likely to be hindering your progress.

Bakari Sellers sometimes finds it difficult to stabilize his life and steer a steady course. He is proud of his intellectual abilities and even tend to overestimate them in a search for recognition and admiration. Yet, at other times, he might seem to scoff at other people’s opinions. At times, he tends to be overwrought and high-strung. He might want to schedule frequent rest periods for himself.