Avril Mathie searches for stability. She wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for her life, but her efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, she is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time she reaches what she believes to be a good balance, she realizes she wants something entirely different. She should become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

You have a paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding your identity. Perhaps your father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during your childhood, which deprived you of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because you might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, you were forced to protect yourself against negative influences and find your own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to you as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with your evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber your mind or inhibit your developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for you to assert yourself, and you tend to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because your authoritarian urges are mainly directed at yourself rather than others, you sometimes feel guilty about your behavior. You judge yourself severely, and sometimes punishes yourself by setting difficult tasks for yourself. Gradually, you should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

Born under a new moon (when the moon and sun were in the same part of the sky), you enjoy a positive balance between the conscious and unconscious aspects of your psyche. Your determination and sensitivity balance one another and work together harmoniously. Your inner life contributes to the relationships with other people which make up your outer life. Your parents or teachers probably gave you the type of education which was adapted to your personality. As a result, your personality is basically balanced, which, of course, does not mean that your life is devoid of little asperities. Generally, the goals you set for yourself correspond to your skills. Without giving the matter much thought, you tend to follow prevailing trends and behave in a conventional enough way. You are subjective and see the world according to your own perceptions instead of the way it really is.

You are an extremely sensitive person who is easily overwhelmed by your surroundings. Your individuality often seems to be diluted by a flood of sensations and impressions, which constantly wash over you. Sometimes it is difficult for you to communicate your feelings to other people or engage in any structured, analytical thought. This may be due to a misunderstanding you experienced when you were a child. Unable to understand the disciplinary measures or authority of your teachers, you may have withdrawn into yourself in self-defense. As a result, you developed a rich inner life, the part of you that they could not invade, and cut many of your ties to the outside world. This allowed you to enjoy your inner life without being intruded upon, but it may have been difficult for you to acquire an objective view of reality. As a result, you often create imaginary problems for yourself, regardless of the objective facts outside. Although your imagination is a source of inspiration and intuition, your fluid inner structure and organization occasionally make it difficult for you to grasp the essence of your dreams and share them with other people. You are not at all combative, which tends to hinder your efforts to fit into society and assert yourself productively. You are more likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but your refusal to abandon your unattainable dreams is a psychological trap that you have fallen into without realizing it. You must understand that by running away from your obligations and commitments, you only increase the feelings of guilt and incompetence that made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once you free yourself from this pernicious process, you have a great deal of potential for fulfilling yourself in the outer world, either by devoting yourself to some sort of social work or by cultivating your considerable artistic talents.

Avril Mathie generally tends to be motivated by activities which apply to social needs. She tends to give the best of herself in difficult situations which require crucial choices. Her ability to concentrate and her gift for solving problems by deductive reasoning are her chief resources in crisis situations or at turning points in her life.

At first glance, you seem delicate and weak. However, you are actually a deeply sensitive person. You are sociable and devoted to others, and your mother or a mother-figure had a strong influence on your psyche. Your childhood was an important time in your life, and you still identify with vivid childhood memories. However, you will thrive in the shelter of a family setting, soothed by the presence of a spouse and children. You are fond of security and routine, and being somewhat impressionable and anxious, you may have trouble adjusting to situations which are unfamiliar.

Avril Mathie has a sensitive and imaginative mind, which can sometimes lead her to confuse dreams with reality. Her fertile imagination provides her with a great source of inspiration for spiritual growth, but it can be less helpful when it comes to her self-assertiveness and self-sufficiency in relationships. In a relationship, she is extremely romantic and often sees others in a way that is not entirely realistic.

Avril Mathie prefers to keep her personal life private. She is not always forthcoming with her emotions, and she is especially sensitive when it comes to her sexuality. She is drawn to intense relationships, where the emotions are high and the communication is open. A career in which she could work with troubled people would be especially fulfilling for her.

Avril Mathie enjoys captivating people with the elegance and ease of her expression. She is a witty and engaging flirt, an avid player of the game of love. As a result, the history of her affections is liable to be episodic, a long series of chapters about conquests or fleeting love affairs. She may carry on some love relationships by writing letters.

Avril Mathie’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Avril Mathie was somewhat eccentric, sensitive, and imaginative. She had a sort of sixth sense which enabled her to perceive others with extreme keenness. She found family life and possibly parenthood fulfilling, and it would bring her maturity. As she became more peaceful, realistic, and consistent, her family life would come to the forefront. She would adore her loved ones or children and protect them as symbols of her own fulfillment.

Avril Mathie indulges in puppy love romances or allows the circumstances to decide what she wants. Her personality is sometimes emotional and ambivalent. She should be careful not to rush into marriage, for she may soon long for the single life again if she hasn’t chosen a partner who’s the best fit.

You are hypersensitive, and your first love relationships occurred around the age of 13-14 years or 20-21 years. You are exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. You will not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. You are sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to you. You usually hide your emotional reactions or do not even allow them to reach the level of your consciousness, in order to protect your sensitivity. You are fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, you will disguise your strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside you, and you feel unworthy of the love which is lavished on you. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of your desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, your fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of your romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if you want to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify yourself emotionally, the defense mechanisms you have elaborated to make yourself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that you learn how to forget yourself occasionally in the other.

Avril Mathie’s intellect is both subjective and sensitive, acute and intuitive, always practical and deeply rooted in human experience. Her memory and imagination combined with her shrewdness, would make her a gifted project manager, businesswoman, or scholar of history or literature.

Avril Mathie does not express her thoughts and ideas smoothly or easily. She tends to be subjective, seeking to know herself better through a process of introversion.

Avril Mathie has a sharp wit and intellectual faculties, but she often has difficulty communicating with others because she is oriented inwardly. She often feels misunderstood and finds it difficult to express the complexity of her inner perceptions.

You have a lively and inquisitive spirit. You are open-minded and approach various life experiences without prejudice, which allows you to understand different perspectives easily. Because of your inquisitiveness, you have an opinion on every subject, but you don’t always have the patience or perspective necessary to examine a subject and gain in-depth knowledge of it. You enjoy manipulating expressions and concepts and find amusement in witty remarks, satire, and controversy. If you learned to control your words better and elaborate your thoughts more, you could make a competent communicator. Because you are often too hasty to formulate and construct the arguments which would back up and inform your ideas, you are sometimes misunderstood. You are often blind to the rashness of your judgments and convinced that your ideas are well-founded and objective, which sometimes irritates the people around you. If you were to succeed in disciplining your mind somewhat, you would have numerous opportunities to apply your communications skills to a great career. However, you would do well to be careful of your nerves.