Aspen Bollok is trying to overcome her feelings of insecurity. To do so, she needs a home: a dwelling, a territory, or perhaps a safe space or setting where she can rest, and let down her systems of defense against the outer world. She is ready to make some sacrifices in order to maintain and consolidate the structure she has chosen. True inner security, based on real knowledge of herself, her abilities, and her shortcomings, her strengths and her weaknesses would no doubt be most effective and would allow her to remain open to the varieties of experience offered by the world.

Aspen Bollok has a paternal complex. This complex is caused by the fact that Aspen’s father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during Aspen’s childhood. This deprivation deprived Aspen of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. As a result, Aspen had to protect himself against negative influences and find his own system in order to grow and feel secure. Although this system was quite useful to Aspen as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with Aspen’s evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber Aspen’s mind or inhibit his developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for Aspen to assert himself, and he tends to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because Aspen’s authoritarian urges are mainly directed at himself rather than others, Aspen sometimes feels guilty about his behavior. Aspen judges himself severely, and sometimes punishes himself by setting difficult tasks for himself. Gradually, Aspen should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

Aspen Bollok’s complex and sometimes rather extremist personality is rooted in an instinctual drive which dwarfs mere rationalism. She finds the dark side of existence alluring and is attracted to mystery and the occult. Delightedly immerse herself in the depths of human experience, stretching her intellectual, emotional, and spiritual resources to their maximum.

Aspen Bollok usually keeps her emotions in check and avoids situations that might force her to express them. This is because she feels that she hasn’t been loved enough in the past and that it has affected her love life negatively. In many cases, this results in her putting all her energy into her career and seeking social recognition through her accomplishments.

Although your demeanor is cool and distant, you are extremely sensitive. In some cases, your rather austere and rigid behavior and your refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. You have spells of melancholy in which you do not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid yourself any emotional fulfillment whatsoever. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. It is difficult for your inner self to be detached from this past life, and you sometimes have trouble reconciling the image you have of yourself as an adult with the one you acquired back then. The idea you have of yourself as an individual is related to the image your parents projected onto you as a child. Nevertheless, the past is history, and you are now an adult. Through self-work, you can rid yourself of these phantoms. You have the ability to overcome your mistakes, as well as great endurance and will power to achieve your goals. Nevertheless, you must not repress your sensitivity in order to succeed.

Aspen Bollok tries to gain approval from others by proving that she is worthy of their affection. However, her pessimism and the severe taboos she places on herself keep her from developing quickly.

Aspen Bollok, sexuality is an important part of your life and your relationships are most often determined by your instincts. If you have a relationship that is exclusively satisfying sexually, however, you might feel frustration because you are driven by a kind of unconscious guilt to seek fulfillment for your heart and soul as well. You tend to be a rather excessive and tormented partner, who often re-evaluates the bonds that connect you to your partners.

Aspen Bollok’s attractions are usually immediate and intense. They rise quickly to fever pitch. The story of these passions is often dramatic to excess, combining all the plot elements of a classic love tragedy: jealousy, possessiveness, agony as an erotic stimulant, etc.

Aspen Bollok’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, Aspen Bollok is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.

Aspen Bollok is inhibited when it comes to emotion. She is more comfortable with her career and her desire to progress and her taste for power give her wings. She might intimidate potential, insecure partners and find herself in equivocal relationships. She’ll be happiest when she finds a balance between her work and intimate life.

Aspen Bollok thrives on difficult or even lethal passions. She might have a very strong sex drive and a penchant for suffering as a redeeming value. Her tumultuous love life, a battle of leviathans, may sometimes escape from its bounds or generate disagreements which may disrupt her career. However, her powerful impulses and drive could be channeled into a creative, artistic or spiritual direction.

Aspen Bollok has the fiery, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of her main purposes in life. Her personal charm and magnetism give her nearly irresistible powers of seduction, and nearly every one of her well-aimed attempts at conquest leads to the fulfillment and satisfaction of her desires. Due to her impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, her approach to members of the other sex may sometimes lack delicacy.

You are cautious and reserved, sometimes unwilling to open yourself up to others if you’re not sure they can be trusted. You will always hang back somewhat from your emotional impulses, parcel out your expressions of affection, because you’ve learned – sometimes at your expense – that even the most harmonious relationships require some compromise. For you, “good fences make good neighbors,” and well-marked boundaries can prevent future suffering. Thus, even when you’re in love, you remain fairly circumspect. When you find yourself attracted to a partner, you privately engage in a careful analysis of their personality and life story, endeavoring to know them profoundly, to see whether you’re likely to be able to share your life and future with them. As a result of your sensitivity, you have a profound affinity for all of the arts. Music, literature, painting, and graphic arts are likely to enrich your existence and make it pleasant. You could progress in any career in which balance, order, and practicality predominate.

Aspen Bollok, a scholar of philosophy and law, is attracted to wide open spaces and distant horizons. She enjoys studying higher studies, but is also drawn to foreign languages and contacts abroad.

Aspen Bollok thinks carefully before she expresses her thoughts or ideas. She is introverted and looks to herself for guidance when it comes to solving problems. Because she often distrusts the conventional thought patterns, her opinion is often personal and unique.

Aspen Bollok doesn’t try to communicate with others for the simple pleasure of doing so, and indeed, it seems difficult for her to express the complexity of her inner perceptions.

Aspen Bollok has a mind with an insatiable appetite for knowledge and an exceptional ability to learn. Without trying too hard, she could probably accumulate encyclopedic erudition. Her intellectual curiosity is such that it is sometimes a drawback. She sometimes has trouble limiting herself to a single subject without being distracted by a multitude of others. Discipline and a conscious effort at organization will be of great help if she wants to deepen her learning and judgment. Once her intellectual faculties are disciplined, she is likely to succeed in any of the following fields: teaching, historical scholarship, advertising, writing (journalistic or literary), travel, etc: – in fact, communication in any form.

Aspen Bollok has a great deal of intuition but sometimes has problems organizing her thought processes and making an intellectual commitment. The concepts of boundary and structure are inimical to her mind, which is open and all-encompassing, premonitory, and web-like. Her thoughts may be verbally indeterminate, vague, and ill defined. She tends to understand or sense things globally, without always noticing their component parts. Usually, she can’t see the trees for the forest. In daily life, although her perceptions are lively and subtle, she may display a kind of absent-mindedness, out of a fear of annoying people with her shrewdness or of fighting to assert herself. Her imagination sometimes escapes from the confines of logic, cringing from a confrontation with reality. This unwillingness to face the real world may cause relationship or career challenges.