Amanda Avajaijai seeks to make her inner wealth outwardly manifest and substantial.
Amanda Avajaijai tries to stay away from other people. She doesn’t like to work with others and wants to do everything on her own. She thinks that if she does everything on her own, she can accomplish anything she sets her mind to.
Amanda Avajaijai tries to free herself from social restraints and limitations in order to develop her personal identity. She is psychically self-centered and considers herself fairly detached from the social world. She derives her feelings of inner security from her ability to command her will and handle her personal involvements freely and openly.
A pragmatic person, Amanda regards life realistically and evaluates everything on the basis of tangible evidence. She bases her judgements on past experience and is skeptical of anything that she cannot see or touch. A hard worker, Amanda takes pride in her own accomplishments and has a personal concept of her productivity. Her possessions help her feel in control and act as a buffer against any feelings of insecurity. As a result, material possessions may take up more of Amanda’s time than either love or intellectual or philosophical considerations. However, Amanda develops a strong attachment to anything that provides her with certainty.
Although you may not necessarily notice the fact about yourself because you are so strongly engaged in actions, feelings, or material concerns, you sometimes lack sound judgment. This impairment arises from difficulty in obtaining perspective on yourself and your life. You may be puzzled by your troubled relations with others. You must make an effort to detach yourself from your personal reaction and observe it from an objective, more distant standpoint. If not, you are likely to find yourself under stress or pressure because you did not give enough prior thought to tactics and strategy. You may also experience dissatisfaction in your intimate relationships because you might struggle to get in sync with others. You give little time or respect to anyone you see as too “intellectual,” because you resist adapting to new ideas and viewpoints. In fact, an idea that rubs you the wrong way mentally and/or emotionally may elicit an explosive reaction. Self-analysis can be challenging for you and you tend to refuse to develop a solid, permanent idea of yourself- and this plays a lot of tricks on you.