Consciousness and The Ideal of Self:

Addison Rae is searching for stability; she wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for her life. But her efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, she is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time she reaches what she believes to be a good balance, she realizes she wants something entirely different. She would do well to become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

Addison Rae has a paternal complex and, as a result, some trouble finding her identity. Perhaps her father or a father figure was absent physically or emotionally during her childhood, which deprived her of the patterns or models which are usually helpful in structuring a personality. Because she might have lacked a particular sense of security which could be provided by a paternal presence, as well as the examples of behavior to follow in confronting the difficulties inherent in every life, she was forced to protect herself against negative influences and find her own system in order to grow and feel secure.

Although this system was quite useful to her as a child, it has now settled in to such a degree that it interferes with her evolution. Psychological defense mechanisms and crutches which were once useful now encumber her mind or inhibit her developmental efforts. As a result, in certain situations, it is difficult for her to assert herself, and she tends to remain an awkward or passive observer. Because her authoritarian urges are mainly directed at herself rather than others, she sometimes feels guilty about her behavior. She judges herself severely, and sometimes punishes herself by setting difficult tasks for herself. Gradually, she should build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.

At the moment of Addison Rae’s birth, the two celestial “lights” (the sun and the moon) were symmetrically aligned. This is a portent of harmony between the masculine and feminine archetypes which is extremely beneficial. It is the source of balance and understanding between the two main psychological realms which may be said to compose the personality. Addison Rae thus enjoys a positive complementarity and understanding between the conscious and unconscious aspects of her psyche, between her determination and her routines, between her drive for self-assertion and her receptivity, her ideal and her sensitivity.

Addison Rae’s parents almost certainly reflected a positive image of the marriage relationship to her, and it is likely that they encouraged her to develop her own individuality. As a result, Addison Rae was and is able to be comfortable with herself as she is instead of striving to attain her parents’ ideal. This has definitely contributed to the maintenance of a good relationship with them and the rest of the family.

In Addison Rae’s emotional relationships with her peers, one of the effects of the masculine/feminine harmony is that the images her ego projects on the other are especially constructive. The bonds of the relationship are not felt to be constraints, the energy which flows between the two people is a source of mutual happiness, not regret. No major personal conflicts are projected onto the “other” – that is, the significant other.

Addison Rae has a great potential for creative, constructive accomplishments; however, it is sometimes difficult for her to gain access to this part of herself. She is confident in herself and life but may tend to be nonchalant. She sometimes needs a little stimulation to get herself rolling and take some initiative. Her optimism and inner certainty do not always drive her to give her utmost efforts to achieve a goal. The communications skills she possesses are an advantage as well as a handicap. She makes use of her theatrical gifts, convincing eloquence, and ability to listen. The best careers for her would be teaching, communications, philosophy, the legal profession, theater, and public relations.

Addison Rae enjoys sharing and has a constant need for contact with other people. Addison Rae tends to be free and uninhibited in Addison Rae’s relations with other people, rarely allowing Addison Rae to be influenced by convention or prevailing opinion; Addison Rae associates with whomever Addison Rae pleases. This attitude makes Addison Rae’s life refreshing and exciting, and Addison Rae is never bored. In career terms, Addison Rae is quite gifted for any field related to communication, where Addison Rae’s intellectual singularity and lively wit would make Addison Rae an amazing hit. Addison Rae would also be likely to succeed in any activity where the work required a multidisciplinary approach: teaching, advertising, politics, etc.

Addison Rae generally tends to be motivated by activities which apply to social needs. Addison Rae tends to give the best of herself in difficult situations which require crucial choices. Addison Rae’s ability to concentrate and her gift for solving problems by deductive reasoning are her chief resources in crisis situations or at turning points in her life.

Adaptation and Sensitivity:

Freedom and independence are primary values for Addison Rae. Addison Rae expends a great deal of energy to ensure that her private life expresses them. To avoid being tied down, Addison Rae tends to be skittish when it comes to any profound involvement in a relationship. As a consequence, Addison Rae might intellectualize her emotions and feelings and feel as though she can live more easily on friendship than on love. Extremely socially-minded but idealistic, Addison Rae almost certainly feels an affinity with the ideals of some social reform movement. Addison Rae’s imagination looks to the future.

Out of either shyness or caution, Addison Rae hides and protects her sensitivity behind a fairly cool, aloof exterior. Addison Rae is fairly conservative, respectful of tradition and convention, and likes to follow the rules. Because Addison Rae needs stability to alleviate her feelings of frustration and sometimes emotional dependency, Addison Rae has great faith in contracts which seal relationships. Addison Rae’s ties to her past are fairly strong. They are a source of reassurance and safety, because Addison Rae’s parents likely gave a lot to her.

Due to her extreme sensitivity and irrepressible imagination, Addison Rae sometimes has trouble distinguishing dreams from reality. Although her bubbling imagination provides an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it tends to be less helpful and positive in matters that concern her self-assertion as responsible and self-sufficient. Although her psychic faculties drive her to fulfill herself through artistic activities like painting, drawing, music, or poetry, it may be difficult for her to market her talents in terms of a career. In a relationship, she is extremely romantic and does not always see others the way they really are. Because of her tendency to idealize people, she may be disappointed when their true natures are eventually betrayed.

Love and Sensuality:

Addison Rae’s attractions are usually immediate and intense. They rise quickly to fever pitch. The story of these passions is often dramatic to excess, combining all the plot elements of a classic love tragedy: jealousy, possessiveness, agony as an erotic stimulant, etc.

Addison Rae’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of her emotional urges and somewhat wary of her feelings, she tries to rid herself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

Addison Rae’s refined and subtle sensitivity, remarkable psychological sense, and high aspirations make her a gifted charmer. She is also extremely understanding, the sibling everyone wished they had had, the confidant to whom you can confess all. Friendship will play a central role in her life and will often be mingled with her feelings of love. Her destiny may be marked by exceptional encounters.

Despite Addison Rae’s reserved and withdrawn demeanor, she tends to attract somewhat excessive partners who may make her emotional life a bit wild and difficult. This is why she may fall in love with a jealous, possessive person who will probably have a great influence on her.

Addison Rae has the fiery, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of her main purposes in life. Her personal charm and magnetism give her nearly irresistible powers of seduction, and nearly every one of her well-aimed attempts at conquest leads to the fulfillment and satisfaction of her desires. Due to her impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, her approach to potential partners may sometimes lack delicacy.

Addison Rae has an ardent and amorous character, and her relationships are enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, she is often more in love with the idea of love than with a partner. As a result, her love life may be subject to some instability. She is generally attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications, and expects them to amaze and fascinate her. Her greatest contradictions surface when an intimate relationship is established. Although she merges her ego entirely into the couple, she is likely to demand a total autonomy and liberty which are inimical to intimacy. If her partner charms and captivates her long enough, there is some possibility that they will form a more solid bond with her; otherwise, she is likely to yield to her need for novelty and fall under the spell of an entirely different person who exerts a new kind of charm for her.

Midlife may be a turning point for her from this point of view. Her contradictory attitude may in some ways hide a compulsion to reject and deny the bonds of dependency inherent to a love relationship. Her behavior enables her to remain aloof, to commit herself only halfway without consciously admitting it to herself, and to avoid feeling guilty if and when she loses interest. An insatiable appetite for novelty and exaltation sometimes keeps her from forming stable relationships.

Indeed, she is tormented by the struggle between her undeniable need for affection and an equally imperious desire for personal progress and emancipation. As a result of this inner turmoil, her romantic aspirations are usually sabotaged sooner or later by her conviction that her partner has become an obstacle to her individual progress. Because she thinks of love as a restraint, she may even eventually consciously refuse any emotional approach to love interests. As an ascetic, she will try to deflect the love function from its natural target and use the energy and bliss it generates for other purposes, the process psychologists call sublimation. However, she is also likely to meet “the one” who inspires her to initiate a change in her behavior.

Mental and Intellect:

Curious, skeptical, and pragmatic, Addison Rae has a shrewd, inquisitorial mind. She always tries to detect the hidden mechanisms and processes behind the phenomena she observes. As a result, she has developed an ability to detect the truth behind appearances and the cause behind the effect. Although this way of thinking is based on a certain logic, and there is evidence of structure and cohesion in her deductive approach, it is not always purely intellectual. Indeed, its sources lie in a certain empiricism, in facts which have been experienced, so it is open to improvement. For this reason, its fields of application are highly diverse, although research in the hard sciences, psychology, and metaphysics seem to be the best career choices.

Addison Rae tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. Addison Rae’s thoughts are usually structured, and Addison Rae’s reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.

In relations with other people, Addison Rae’s behavior is usually kind and benevolent. Addison Rae exerts a certain charm, knows how to speak persuasively and convincingly, and is adept at smoothing the asperities of what Addison Rae has to say when it is necessary. This aspect of Addison Rae’s personality is a great advantage to Addison Rae socially; however, in situations where Addison Rae must either compete or deal with direct conflict and hostility, Addison Rae may be somewhat at a loss for how to behave.

Addison Rae has an undeniable gift for oratory which could be applied to a communications-related occupation or to artistic expression (as a stage or screen actor). Writing and dance, two other arts which associate expression and movement, might also be fields in which Addison Rae would excel.

You sometimes make mistakes in judgment, and your understanding of things is not always in tune with social realities or prevailing opinion. Your judgments tend to be hasty; your decisions are reckless. Moreover, you tend to overestimate your abilities and usually aim higher than might be realistic. Once an enterprise or project is underway, you may try to avoid obstacles by dodging certain duties.

Because your vision of the world differs somewhat from social realities, you should be extremely careful and scrupulous in regard to legal matters, in order to avoid any complications of that type. You are sometimes slightly dishonest in your relations; you may break promises or attempt to duck responsibility.

However, you should realize that such conduct toward other people is also a form of unconscious self-loathing. If you continue to behave in such a way, you are exposing yourself to the same lack of sincerity from your partners.