Abenamar Honrubia tries to restrain and control the instincts that are dangerous, but they are difficult to control. This can lead to a fairly ascetic lifestyle and an attitude that denies the importance of the most archaic and darkest forces within him. If he wants to have a more harmonious development, he will have to realize that instincts can be tamed; they do not react positively to being trampled.

At the moment of your birth, the two celestial “lights” (the sun and the moon) were symmetrically aligned. This is a portent of harmony between the masculine and feminine archetypes which is extremely beneficial. It is the source of balance and understanding between the two main psychological realms which may be said to compose the personality. You thus enjoy a positive complementarity and understanding between the conscious and unconscious aspects of your psyche, between your determination and your routines, between your drive for self-assertion and your receptivity, your ideal and your sensitivity. Your parents almost certainly reflected a positive image of the marriage relationship to you, and it is likely that they encouraged you to develop your own individuality. As a result, you were and are able to be comfortable with yourself as you are instead of striving to attain your parents’ ideal. This has definitely contributed to the maintenance of a good relationship with them and the rest of the family. In your emotional relationships with your peers, one of the effects of the masculine/feminine harmony is that the images your ego projects on the other are especially constructive. The bonds of the relationship are not felt to be constraints, the energy which flows between the two people is a source of mutual happiness, not regret. No major personal conflicts are projected onto the “other” – that is, the significant other.

You are very sensitive and receptive, and tend to live in osmosis with your surroundings. Your individuality almost seems to be diluted in a flood of sensations and impressions which are continually washing over you, and you sometimes find it difficult to communicate your feelings to other people or engage in any structured, analytical thought. This may stem from a misunderstanding with your teachers when you were a child. Unable to understand their disciplinary measures or authority, you may have withdrawn into yourself in self-defense. It was then that you constructed your rich inner life, the part of you they could not invade, and cut many of your ties to the outside. Because you enjoyed indulging in your inner life, it may have been difficult for you to acquire an objective vision of reality. As a result, even today, you tend to create imaginary problems for yourself, regardless of the objective facts outside. Although your imagination is a source of inspiration and intuition, your fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for you to grasp the essence of your dreams and share them with other people. You are not at all combative, and this tends to hinder your efforts to fit into society and assert yourself productively. You are likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but your refusal to abandon your unattainable dreams is a psychological trap you have fallen into without realizing it. You must understand that by running away from your obligations and commitments, you only increase the feelings of guilt and incompetence which made reality so distasteful in the first place. Once you free yourself from this pernicious process, you have a great deal of potential for fulfilling yourself in the outer world, either by devoting yourself to some sort of social work or by cultivating your considerable artistic talents.

You are an outsider, a wanderer searching for a true home. You are often disoriented and deconstructed by an unknowable, unconscious force and tend to ignore or disparage the superficial pleasures and pains of daily life, preferring to dive into the depths of human experience as deeply as your intellectual, emotional, and spiritual capacities permit. Grappling with your “fundamental nature,” with the deepest and most primitive part of yourself, you are sometimes aghast at the discovery of the sheer power of the life instinct and feels an imperious need to cope with it. This special consciousness you have been endowed with is somewhat beyond the bounds of conventional schools of human understanding and thought and may be a source of identity problems for you at the outset. It is not easy for you to recognize yourself in any social or narcissistic models or identify with any existing roles or attitudes, so you sometimes find yourself forced to construct and assert your own identity on a basis which may impress others with its intensity, if not its eccentricity.

Abenamar Honrubia is pragmatic and realistic. He evaluates people and things according to practical, common-sense criteria instead of abstract concepts. A sensualist and lover of luxury, he has a penchant for material comfort and takes great joy in physical pleasures. In relation to others, socially and privately, he likes to build stable relationships and is not especially fond of change. His warmth gives him a great deal of ease when meeting people, as clients (for business purposes), but his close relations also benefit from this affection and his ability to express his feelings naturally and openly.

The intellect of Abenamar Honrubia is lively, agile, and sensitive. However, it does not always avail itself of it and may be confused or irrational in some situations. Although it enjoys playing with words, ideas, and concepts, its thought sometimes lacks discipline and structure. It is fairly preoccupied with details and may tend to waste its nervous and mental energy in futile verbal outpourings. Moreover, its feelings sometimes blur its objective vision of phenomena and people, which may cause it to make errors in judgment.

Abenamar Honrubia found it difficult to distinguish dreams from reality. His bubbling imagination provided an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, but it often failed him when it came to matters that concerned his self-assertion as responsible and self-sufficient in relationships. In a relationship, he was extremely romantic and often saw others in a way that was not entirely accurate.

Abenamar Honrubia is susceptible to inner turmoil, as his sensitivity and emotions often clash with his instincts. This inner discord makes him a difficult relationship partner, and his behavior can baffle others. He is liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is a big part of his life, and his relationships are typically motivated by his desires. Nevertheless, due to his unconscious inner battle, he doesn’t often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling his emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of his instincts, passion may overwhelm him and drag him into situations he can’t always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.

Abenamar Honrubia has fairly lofty amorous aspirations. The soulmate she imagines for herself is brilliant and dazzling with an array of talents and beauty. However, the gap between her splendid ideal and reality is sometimes wide. She should be careful not to confuse her romantic ideal with reality and become aware that her tendency to project may be a way of fleeing from herself.

Abenamar Honrubia’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of her emotional urges and somewhat wary of her feelings, she tries to rid herself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

Abenamar Honrubia is both sensual and sociable. She has a great deal of charm which she is likely to use to accomplish her ambitions. She is pragmatic and idealistic, self-focused and disinterested; an unconscious contradiction distorts her vision of her partner and their behavior toward her. This could be summarized as a tendency to demand everything and its opposite from them. If she does not become aware of this inner wrinkle, her marriage is likely to be stormy. At that point, her demands could become boundless, and her vision one-sided and intractable.

Abenamar Honrubia advises you to take a long, hard look at your feelings before committing to a long-term relationship.

You were hypersensitive as a teenager and tended to fall in love with people your age, or people around the age of 20-21 years. You were exquisitely sensitive, but almost completely barricaded behind a layer of aloofness. You would not settle for anything less than eternal commitment, total harmony, and absolute loyalty. You were sometimes presumed to be cold, even by those close to you. You usually hid your emotional reactions or did not even allow them to reach the level of your consciousness, in an effort to protect your sensitivity, which you saw as your weak point. You were fairly vulnerable, even in the intimacy of a stable and established relationship. Usually, you would disguise your strong feelings as a kind of possessiveness or even jealousy. Certain misfortunes may arouse a negative emotional state inside you, and you feel unworthy of the love which is lavished on you. This psychological prohibition which rules over all of your desires and affects should loosen with the passage of time; likewise, your fear of approaching the other will diminish. As a result, the second part of your romantic life will be more rewarding. In any case, if you want to experience a harmonious love relationship and gratify yourself emotionally, the defense mechanisms you have elaborated to make yourself inaccessible to others will have to be dismantled. Any profound relationship will also require that you learn how to forget yourself occasionally in the other.

You are passionate and ardent in your relationships, and your excitement and energy make for a passionate and exciting experience. You are always looking for the ideal love, and as a result your love life can be a bit unstable. You are attracted to people who are different and unique, and who challenge your expectations. Love is often a matter of chance with you, and even when a relationship falls apart, you don’t see it as a failure or a tragedy. Instead, you learn valuable lessons from your mistakes. Psychologically, your emotion contributes positively and efficiently to your evolution. From another standpoint, your acute sensitivity predisposes you to original and subtle tastes, and as a result you are so receptive to beauty and attached to the concepts of truth and balance that they may all combine to yield remarkable creative potential.

Abenamar Honrubia is powerfully ruled by his determination and vital needs. His intellectual abilities come to the forefront when his purpose is to communicate his ideal and plot his action or strategy. He can be both logical and astute, and have gifts for theorizing but may sometimes lack perspective.

Abenamar Honrubia tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. His thoughts are usually structured, and his reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.

Abenamar Honrubia has a great deal of intuition, but sometimes has problems organizing his thoughts and making an intellectual commitment. The concepts of boundary and structure are inimical to his mind, which is open and all-encompassing, premonitory, and web-like. His thoughts may be verbally indeterminate, vague, and ill defined. He tends to understand or sense things globally, without always noticing their component parts. Usually, he can’t see the trees for the forest. In daily life, although his perceptions are lively and subtle, he may display a kind of absent-mindedness, out of a fear of annoying people with his shrewdness or of fighting to assert himself. His imagination sometimes escapes from the confines of logic, cringing from a confrontation with reality. This unwillingness to face the real world may cause relationship or career challenges.