There is a fundamental contradiction or opposition at the core of Madison’s personality, but it does not shatter her integrity. However, it causes her inner world to be complex, divided, or even torn, without ever being totally dissociated, because every thought and action is a source of unification. As a result, intellectually Madison is a talented syncretist. She is able to see the link between heterogeneous and diverse elements which do not appear to be related in the least. She can bring about surprising reconciliation, create unexpected bonds, combine beliefs which seem mutually incompatible.
Her imaginative powers also flow from the division in her psyche and are evidenced by inspirations, visions, and abilities which exceed the context of logic and reasoning. She allows herself to be guided by irrational phenomena like foreshadowing or premonitions, which well up from the depths of her being. She is more of a medium than an intuitive, because intuition requires a clear consciousness of reality. She is borne along by currents and tides of knowledge and live in symbiosis with forces which overwhelm her. In fact, it is because of this relative passivity that she is more or less a medium, because she wishes merely to perceive what surrounds her; she has no wish to impose her will. Although this attitude endows her with great potential for productivity, it may also become dangerous, if she finds herself overpowered by forces she can never totally control. She tends to perceive things as undifferentiated; she does not always see the world as an organized, structured, hierarchical entity. Instead, she is sensitive to energy flows, to invisible forces which she perceives and try to interpret. Her consciousness knows no bounds, and she does not feel confined by either space or time. But the image of the infinite imprinted on her imagination has a tendency to manifest itself with a lack of definition, in most of her thoughts and acts.
In relation to other people, Madison usually demonstrates warmth and humanism. She is a fairly pleasant companion, although her sensitivity can be annoying at times. She tends to identify with her friends to a great degree, instead of remaining apart and empathetic. In fact, she is capable of losing herself in another person at times. She should take time to reflect upon the quality of what she bestows on others and on whom she bestows it. She would doubtless come to the conclusion that her devotion is motivated by guilt feelings; her giving is a way of escaping from herself, and her broad tolerance sometimes merely hides a weak character. Her basic aptitude for compassion could inspire her to relieve human misery, either privately or professionally. Hospital or prison work would not frighten her, because she understands them as closed environments which are open in terms of the inner adventures and journeys they house. Inner adventures are one thing she understands.
In her ideal, Madison feels capable of easing the worst suffering, but sometimes as she helps others overcome their problems, she is also trying to face up to her collective unconscious – that is, the final product of all her failures to assert herself, from childhood right up to adulthood. Because of her hypersensitivity, Madison is a fairly delicate person. She tends to go through sorrowful or depressive phases, long psychic tunnels where her anguishes lurk. She would be wise to withstand them instead of trying to escape. If she could detect what triggered her lack of confidence in her unconscious, she might be healed.
Madison is dynamic. Madison needs to attract admiration and release her excess energy.
The ego which is available to others is no longer completely self-possessed. Madison Beer invests all of their energy in their relationships and partnerships.
At the time of Madison’s birth, her rising sign was located in Libra (the Scales), while the sun was passing through the sign of Pisces (the Fish). A summary of the various clues mentioned above provide her personality profile. The following key words capture the essence of her character and indicate certain contradictions which may be sources of tension:
Sociability – Emotionalism – Adaptability – Pliancy – Emotion – Humility and reserve – Tolerance – Idealism – Peaceful disposition – Sense of harmony – Intuition – Worldliness – Premonition.
Madison is torn by a deep inner conflict between her intellectual, rational, methodical side and a more romantic, emotional, sensitive tendency. Her spontaneous urges and feelings are often restrained by her fussy, perfectionist reasoning; her idealistic ambitions and fantasies are stopped short by the moral and social considerations imposed by her intellect.
Conversely, her analytical skills and critical judgments might be at odds with her emotionalism and impressionability. She must work to make these two influences mutually comprehensible, to achieve, upon maturity, a well-balanced personality enriched by opposing elements. The most promising way to resolve the conflict is by moderating her sensitivity, developing her decision-making capacities, and channeling her energy. Without stifling her intuition and imagination, she must be wary of her tendency to escape into a dream world.
Born in the three and one-half days after the full moon rose, Madison Beer is said to be a “full moon” lunar type. This “soli-lunar” configuration gives Madison an objective, rational, and lucid character. However, since the moon is opposite the sun at the time of the full moon, Madison’s objective tendencies are balanced by a more idealistic penchant. Because the forces pull Madison in two different ways – one toward dreams, the other toward reality – Madison may be aware of some inner contradictions which are causing practical and social difficulties.
At times, Madison is too demanding of herself or others, comparing them to an ideal, whereas at others, Madison is too nonchalant and indulgent about life. Madison vacillates between two poles. One is elitist; the other is more earthy and perhaps vulgar at times. The result is a multifaceted self.
Generally speaking, Madison’s monthly energy flow is strongest at the time of the full moon. Madison would be wise to schedule intensive work phases at that time, as well as ambitious and demanding projects.
