Connor Ball experiences his inner life as a process of growth and maturation, nurtured by his involvement with others and the positive and negative encounters this generates.
Connor Ball’s tendency to introversion inclines him to live inside himself, amid his inner world. He is apt to listen to his subjectivity, his intuition, and his secret opinions rather than reason and logic.
While Connor Ball is attracted to interpersonal activities, his significant need for inner security may stand in the way of his overtures to others. Since Connor Ball is highly receptive to other people’s inner natures, he seeks tight bonds with others. Connor Ball unconsciously needs their psychological support in his quest for himself. Were Connor Ball to evaluate his psychological development, he would place more value upon human warmth, intimacy, and the need to share than on intellectual understanding or personal freedom of expression.
For Connor Ball, family is deeply meaningful. Connor Ball remains attached to his childhood and the memories associated with it. Mentally, Connor Ball is a seeker and a questioner who enjoys solving the mysteries of life. Heritage, tradition, and the origins of Connor Ball’s family and ancestry might become hobbies or even a profession. Connor Ball will be very conscious of the legacy he has received from his forebears and is eager to enrich it.
Sentimental and emotional, Connor Ball lives in a world which is in continual contact with Connor’s dreams and subconscious. Connor cannot live without love, and, like water which flows into and takes on the shape of the vessel which contains it, Connor is always ready to submerge Connor in another person. Stirred by forces Connor does not control, Connor may be aroused by passions which are impervious to the restraints of reason and logic. Connor is an emotive creature in harmony with the flow of Connor’s feelings, impulses, and urges.
Connor Ball is aware of a lack of confidence in himself and in life. Prone to apathy, as if deprived of optimism and cheerfulness at some time, Connor Ball may often be discouraged by the strains of living. This reluctance to accept the challenges of existence, which Connor Ball may perceive as a major problem, may be the result of a self-image which is elusive or flawed. Perhaps, as a child, Connor Ball was not given the means to develop an ideal image due to the lack of an appropriate role model or caregiver.
As a result, Connor Ball is unable to move himself toward an improved, more positive disposition. Connor Ball may reject any challenge that would enable him to surpass his current self, or accept it only after long meditation.
Steeped in the awareness of his problem, Connor Ball may be tormented and wish to change. Vigorous physical exercise and an effort to visualize an admirable figure would be beneficial to Connor Ball, as well as a diet that includes vitality-bolstering vitamins and protein.