If you want to improve your performance as an artist, the first step is to become aware of the weaknesses which may be holding you back and preventing your evolution. These might include your perfectionism, your tendency to hyperfocus on minutiae, your over intellectualization, and your comfort with a constant state of worry.
Buba Corelli sometimes finds it difficult to stabilize her life and steer a steady course. She is proud of her intellectual abilities and even tend to overestimate them in a search for recognition and admiration. Yet, at other times, she might seem to scoff at other people's opinions. At times, she tends to be overwrought and high-strung. She might want to schedule frequent rest periods for herself.
Buba Corelli has a quick mental process. This allows her to jump to conclusions and make decisions quickly. This rash and impetuous behavior can lead to communications problems and arouse opposition in others. Her mind is generally too busy with the immediate future to take time for careful analysis and reflection. However, the same behavior has a positive side. It can be of great use to her in rushed or quickly changing work situations, which require last-minute, immediate decisions.
Buba Corelli reacts peremptorily to all opposition and will brook no contradiction. Her desires are sometimes imperious, and she expresses them impulsively, by fits and starts, which may elicit resentment and antagonism in her partners. Life will force her to set more universal goals and centers of interest for herself. It would be a good idea for her to release some excess internal tension through physical exercise.
To trust yourself better and gain self-assurance, the first thing you must do is learn to say yes. Once you are capable of saying yes to life, you can say no to fear. You must develop your awareness of all the things you love and feel positive about, as well as all the changes you hope to make in order to enjoy life more. This is the foundation that will support you, the inexhaustible source and center of the transformation of your personality. Infantile anxieties which arose in childhood when you were helpless may be obstacles to your evolution. Sometimes they actually prevent you from daring to confront challenges you would be altogether capable of assuming now! One of the reasons you yield to these childhood fears so readily is that they procure a feeling so familiar to you that, although it is negative, it is a reassuring part of your identity. However, the more often you reinforce this complex by yielding to that feeling, the more unaware you become of your true emotional state. The irrational childhood fears have also reinforced your pessimistic tendencies. It is difficult for you to believe in the sunny side of life because of the pernicious little voice inside you that claims you don’t really deserve all this goodness. This side of you could undermine your vitality and force you to compensate or flee from reality. In doing so, you limit your power to bring about a positive change in yourself or your life. It's a vicious cycle, and to free yourself, the first step is to free yourself from the fears which prevent you from taking full advantage of life. You can succeed if you arrange a relaxed, positive environment for yourself, establish sincere relations with one or two special people, and, if possible, finds a setting – perhaps a yoga class – in which you can practice relaxation exercises.