Blush.cl searches for stability. Every time it believes it has found a good balance, it realizes it wants something entirely different. Stability is difficult to apply to life, because by definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.

Your personality and behavior are liable to be disrupted by a contradiction between the masculine and feminine archetypes ruling your psyche. Because your sensitivity is in conflict with your determination, your attitude and performance may sometimes be moody, fluctuating, and uncertain. Usually, you have the feeling you have to make superhuman efforts to succeed in assuaging your yearnings and fulfilling your ambitions. Your unconscious, sensitive side often disapproves of your conscious endeavors and stealthily works to defeat them, causing crucial omissions, mistakes, and gaps which effectively sabotage your plans. In your relationships, the images you build up and projects on the other are contradictory. As a result, any bond, even if it is pleasant and positive, might also annoy you. You could find it dissatisfying and irritating at the same time.

Blush.cl feels affectionate by nature and loves playing a decisive and central role in her life. She is a charmer who needs to be loved and is aware of the personal magnetism she possesses. She will make subtle changes in herself in order to attract positive attention. She is sophisticated and pleased to savor a lifestyle she sees as a consummate art.

You may be subject to mood swings, going from phases of frenzy combined with a feeling of omnipotence and exaltation to phases of apathy and inertia. During your “highs,” your behavior is vigorous and dynamic, but it is also likely to be somewhat excessive. These periods tend to be interspersed with “lows,” phases of sluggishness and inhibition, which compensate for your immense need to assert yourself as an individual. How can you find a way out of this vicious cycle which uses up so much of your energy?

You would have to understand that the source of your attitudes and behavior is an unconscious desire for power. We suggest that you meditate upon power, skills, mastery, challenge, desire, and need, your brothers (or brother substitutes, such as friends, cousins, or classmates) – who are key figures – and your adversaries. This should enlighten you. Of course, once you have a clear awareness of your career ambitions and profound desires, you are sure to have plenty of energy to accomplish them.

You are sober and rather reserved and may even strike people as harsh and austere at times. Perhaps you were raised in an atmosphere of rigor and sobriety, and, as a result, grew up very fast. You have acquired a spirit of self-sufficiency, tend to be rather uncompromising, and have a touchy sense of your personal dignity and worth. It is almost as though you were fighting an inner battle with your father or a father figure. The psychological models you received from your father or a father figure as a result of your interaction and your own interaction with authority may not have played a major role in shaping your relationships with the outer world and society. You may thus have been forced to compensate for this with individual determination. As a result, although you are skillful, meticulous, conscientious, and efficient, a lack of self-confidence and personal assurance sometimes makes you timid and hesitant. You sometimes feel as though you are only masquerading as a respectable, sober adult. You tend to be far too critical of yourself and rarely feel satisfied that you are living up to your ideal. These unnecessary guilt feelings may lead you to turn down the prominent career positions for which you are fully qualified. You are aware that early success is often short-lived and fragile and that time rewards those who know how to be patient and persistent, like you.

Blush.cl struggles to adapt to new situations. She craves order in her life and prefers to do things according to a predetermined plan. Unfortunately, because her logic and vision tend to be somewhat short-sighted, it requires a great effort for her to adapt to a situation. She is rigid, might struggle to make friends easily, and is sometimes wary of relations with those she is most attracted to. She is a gifted worrywart.

You are an individualist who believes in freedom and independence. You have chosen to live an innovative lifestyle, and your passionate convictions can sometimes lead to conflicts with your loved ones. You need to learn to accept your own limitations and responsibilities, or you may find yourself in conflicts with others frequently. The roots of your behavior may be traced back to your relationship with your father or teachers when you were young. For some reason, you may have rejected the paternal image or refused to identify with your father, and in the same way, you are now refusing to adopt any values related to convention, tradition, or widespread usage. Whenever you make important decisions in your life, you have to rely on yourself to develop the appropriate behavior and set limits on your desires.

Lively and expressive, you have a personality which is sometimes agitated but straightforward. Unconscious feelings of insecurity compel you to act and sometimes to seek the admiration of others. As a result, you are unable to bear idleness and routine, and you are in search of perpetual excitement. Your reactions to others are highly individual and depend on the mood you are in at any given moment. A person of decision, a businessperson or an athlete, you often personify boldness and impetuosity. Your love life is liable to be fiery, as it obeys the imperatives of your desire for freedom and independence, and your need for change.

The subject of the text, Blush.cl, has a sensitive personality. They may jump to conclusions, which could disrupt relationships, as well as career plans. They are subject to cyclical energy flows and go from periods of feverish activity to periods of withdrawal and introspection. The aggressive element in their behavior may be explained by emotional problems they may have experienced in infancy: their mother, or a mother figure, may have had an energetic and volatile personality.

Blush.cl, out of either shyness or caution, hides and protects their sensitivity behind a fairly cool, aloof exterior. They are fairly conservative, respectful of tradition and convention, and like to follow the rules. Because they need stability to alleviate their feelings of frustration and sometimes emotional dependency, they have great faith in contracts which seal relationships. Their ties to their past are fairly strong. They are a source of reassurance and safety, because their parents likely gave a lot to them.

Blush.cl has a sensitive and imaginative nature, which can cause difficulty distinguishing dreams from reality. Although her bubbling imagination provides an abundant source of inspiration for creative and spiritual evolution, it can be less helpful and positive when it comes to matters of self-assertion and self-sufficiency in a relationship. In terms of romanticism, Blush.cl is extremely romantic, often seeing others in a way that is different from how they actually are.

My sensitivity and emotions are sometimes in conflict with my instincts. This inner discord makes me a fairly complicated relationship partner, and my behavior sometimes strikes others as mysterious or baffling. I am liable to switch from one attitude to the opposite. Sexuality is an important part of my life, and my relationships are most often motivated by my desires. Nevertheless, due to my unconscious inner battle, I do not often succeed in reconciling and fulfilling my emotional and sexual needs. Due to the strength of my instincts, passion may overwhelm me and drag me into situations I cannot always control, which intermingle erotic ecstasy and anguish, guilt, and aggressiveness.

As Blush.cl, I am fairly shy, reserved, and discreet when it comes to matters of the heart. Even in intimacy, I remain modest and do not always readily express my feelings. I am sensitive and giving, wishing to be of service to those I love. I would do well to trust that I deserve to be made as happy as I make my partners.

Blush.cl’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is usually expressed carefully and reasonably. Distrustful of her emotional urges and somewhat wary of her feelings, she tries to rid herself of all partiality and try to get some perspective and distance before making an emotional commitment.

Blush.cl switches between being forthright and inhibited, assertive and shy, provocative and timid, due to an inner conflict which is more or less unconscious. She expresses contradictory desires and is difficult to live with on a daily basis. If she is not careful, she might make an inappropriate match – either with someone who is too overbearing and individualistic or someone who is weak and lacking character.

Blush.cl tends to be wary of passion and sometimes tries to make its feelings obey reason and logic. It keeps a cool head, observing from afar the romantic imbroglios of others, which it enjoys analyzing and deciphering. It is skillful at playing hard-to-get or at any other little tricks or techniques which will ensure its success when it wants it. It is likely to remain uncommitted until middle age, keeping its hand in (as it were) with little adventures and romps. But it may change after midlife.

You are an ardent and amorous person, and your relationships are enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, you are often more in love with the idea of love than with a partner. As a result, your love life may be subject to some instability. You are generally attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications, and expect them to amaze and fascinate you.

Your greatest contradictions surface when an intimate relationship is established. Although you merge your ego entirely into the couple, you are likely to demand a total autonomy and liberty which are inimical to intimacy. If your partner charms and captivates you long enough, there is some possibility that they will form a more solid bond with you; otherwise, you are likely to yield to your need for novelty and fall under the spell of an entirely different person who exerts a new kind of charm for you.

Midlife may be a turning point for you from this point of view. Your contradictory attitude may in some ways hide a compulsion to reject and deny the bonds of dependency inherent to a love relationship. Your behavior enables you to remain aloof, to commit yourself only halfway without consciously admitting it to yourself, and to avoid feeling guilty if and when you lose interest. An insatiable appetite for novelty and exaltation sometimes keeps you from forming stable relationships. Indeed, you are tormented by the struggle between your undeniable need for affection and an equally imperious desire for personal progress and emancipation. As a result of this inner turmoil, your romantic aspirations are usually sabotaged sooner or later by your conviction that your partner has become an obstacle to your individual progress. Because you think of love as a restraint, you may even eventually consciously refuse any emotional approach to love interests. As an ascetic, you will try to deflect the love function from its natural target and use the energy and bliss it generates for other purposes, the process psychologists call sublimation. However, you are also likely to meet “the one” who inspires you to initiate a change in your behavior.

Blush.cl’s mental aptitudes make her especially good at comparing, evaluating, and weighing information. This intellectual modus operandi has enabled her to develop an innate sense of values, both artistic and ethical, as well as a remarkable ability to relate to other people. Her appreciative, conciliatory attitude makes her a skillful diplomat able to untangle conflict situations deftly and with ease. In other situations, her artistic spirit is sensitive to a wide variety of harmonies.

Blush.cl tries to shun subjectivity and be as objective as possible. Her thoughts are usually structured, and her reasoning, based on objective facts or experience, usually relates to practical goals.