Bec Hill searches for stability in her life. Every time she reaches what she believes to be a good balance, she realizes she wants something entirely different. She should become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.
Bec Hill is affectionate by nature, and love plays a decisive and central role in her life. She is a charmer who needs to love and be loved. Aware of her personal magnetism and the power it gives her, she will make subtle changes in herself in order to attract positive attention. She is sophisticated and pleased to savor a lifestyle she sees as a consummate art.
Bec Hill is vigorous and energetic. She has an immense need to assert her individuality and her attitudes and actions are actually motivated by an unconscious desire for power. Her lively, alert, and determined personality can be a great asset, but she is too easily distracted by opportunities to exhibit her power and her temper is short-tempered. She must learn to control her impulsiveness, which might expose her to a great deal of unnecessary conflict.
Bec Hill has a great potential for creative, constructive accomplishments; however, it can be difficult for her to access this part of herself. She is confident in herself and life, but she may be nonchalant. She sometimes needs a little stimulation to get herself going and take some initiative. Her optimism and inner certainty do not always drive her to give her utmost efforts to achieve a goal. Her communications skills are an advantage as well as a handicap. She uses her theatrical gifts, convincing eloquence, and ability to listen to achieve her goals. The best careers for her would be teaching, communications, philosophy, the legal profession, theater, and public relations.
Bec Hill’s complex and sometimes rather extremist personality is rooted in an instinctual drive which dwarfs mere rationalism. She finds the dark side of existence alluring and is attracted to mystery and the occult. Delightedly, she immerse herself in the depths of human experience, stretching her intellectual, emotional, and spiritual resources to their maximum.
Bec Hill enjoys physical and mental freedom. Her youth and home may have been of the rootless, wandering type, which could have given her a taste for movement and independence. She needs to be aware that her life has a purpose and hunt for it in various belief systems, both traditional and new age. In fact, she has an unmistakable gift for philosophy. The faraway appeals to her, and travel is likely to be an important aspect of her life.
The intelligent Bec Hill is often insightful and agile, but can be disorganized and irrational. She enjoys playing with words, ideas, and concepts, but her thought can be sloppy and her feelings can confuse her judgement. Bec is fairly preoccupied with details and can often waste her nervous and mental energy in futile verbal outpourings. Additionally, her objective vision can sometimes blur with her feelings, leading her to make errors in judgement.
Bec Hill is an expansive, affable, and communicative associate. Indeed, some people find her generous almost to a fault! She gives of herself and her resources unstintingly. Paradoxically, there are times when she is self-focused. She reacts instinctively, without taking the trouble to analyze a given situation, and is prone to misjudge. As a result, her everyday life may be riddled with a whole variety of practical problems. Indeed, she senses a conflict between her social life and her family and will sometimes find it hard to fulfill herself in both spheres at the same time. Her attitude toward her private life may inhibit her ambitions for social or career expansion; at worst, society (the law) may impinge on her private life. She should be careful not to project her personal problems onto her partner. If, instead, she analyzes the problem together, she could find opportunities to resolve it together.
Although your demeanor is cool and distant, you are extremely sensitive. In some cases, your rather austere and rigid behavior and your refusal to yield too readily to sentimentality discourage others from being too demonstrative of their tenderness and affection. You have spells of melancholy in which you do not feel worthy of being loved and tend to forbid yourself emotional fulfillment. An austere or somewhat traumatic childhood experience may be the source of this behavior. You may have suffered rejection in your infancy, and, as a result, lacked the parental love which is essential to the cohesion of a personality and identity. In order to feel secure, and to protect yourself from ever suffering rejection or abandonment again, you withdrew into yourself and developed your aloofness as a defense mechanism. When you finally let down your defenses and allow yourself to express your feelings, you tend to become impassioned and exalted. You are fairly introverted and egocentric and have a powerful sense of your own identity.
Bec Hill resents having to impose limitations on herself, and she may sometimes try to dodge obligations and commitments. The obstacles and hindrances reality places on her path to personal and social development tend to depress her. She sometimes broods bitterly about the frustrations to her self-fulfillment and might have a fairly pessimistic vision of society and its possibilities.
Bec Hill’s attractions are usually immediate and intense. They rise quickly to fever pitch. The story of these passions is often dramatic to excess, combining all the plot elements of a classic love tragedy: jealousy, possessiveness, agony as an erotic stimulant, etc.
Bec Hill’s birth chart indicates a somewhat introverted emotional function which is influenced by the cultural values traditional to her family and social class. Because she does not always trust her emotional urges and reactions, she generally prefers to hang back and acquire some perspective before committing herself emotionally.
Bec Hill’s emotional involvement might be the source of some dissatisfaction for her. The usual romantic behavior and the lifestyle values prevailing in this area are not really appropriate for her. As a result, she seeks few intimate emotional relationships or contacts. She tends to stay in the background and fulfill her emotional needs by sublimating. She might not attain full romantic satisfaction until she reaches middle age.
Bec Hill has a complex psychological nature. She is cordial and rebellious, warm and exaggerated. In love, she will not immediately be willing to sacrifice her freedom and will abandon it only to a powerful passionate love. Nevertheless, her partner may turn out to be quite different from what she had imagined.
Bec Hill exerts an odd and somewhat mysterious power of attraction. But she is irresistibly lured to partners who break her heart, and she seems almost to have an affinity for tormented but intense relationships. In a rage of disappointment, she is likely to go from total love to total indifference. She is especially attracted to possessive and complex people.
Bec Hill has the passionate, importunate nature of a fervent lover. Indeed, affairs of the heart are one of her main purposes in life. Her personal charm and magnetism are compellingly seductive; unfortunately, her attempts at conquest do not always lead to the fulfillment and satisfaction of her desires. Due to her impulsiveness and impatience to initiate new encounters, her approach to those she is attracted to may sometimes lack tact and delicacy. As a result of the foregoing, it may be somewhat difficult for her to maintain stable and harmonious relationships. Indeed, her emotional behavior is subject to a conflict between her quest for love and her need to satisfy her lust. Her outpourings of affection and her need to be loved in return sometimes create complicated situations in which lust may be confused with love, or love may exist without lust, and she may feel unrequited or unfulfilled. This inner contradiction is a sign of her tendency to derive pleasure from suffering – either her own or that of her partner. The relationship thus becomes the setting for a sort of power struggle, weakening it as a source of psychological equilibrium. Nevertheless, she could sublimate this difficulty through artistic expression.
Bec Hill may be characterized by strong sensual and affectionate urges which drive her to seek pleasure. Her need for romantic fulfillment may compel her to marry, because she also seeks the legal and social legitimacy the institution of marriage confers on an emotional bond. Indeed, the household is liable to be prosperous and even opulent, as if this offered further evidence that she had indeed achieved success. However, privately, she might be less committed to certain obligations and duties.
You are easily overwhelmed by your emotions, which often leads to intense bonding with individuals who are not appropriate partners. Your sensitivity and need to merge with the other make you especially vulnerable emotionally, so you should make a conscious effort to evaluate the relationship realistically before taking on any major commitments. Your tendency to believe in your illusions may make you an easy prey for people with bad intentions.
Curious, skeptical, and pragmatic, Bec Hill has a shrewd, inquisitorial mind. She always tries to detect the hidden mechanisms and processes behind the phenomena she observes. As a result, she has developed an ability to detect the truth behind appearances and the cause behind the effect. Although this way of thinking is based on a certain logic, and there is evidence of structure and cohesion in her deductive approach, it is not always purely intellectual. Indeed, its sources lie in a certain empiricism, in facts which have been experienced, so it is open to improvement. For this reason, its fields of application are highly diverse, although research in the hard sciences, psychology, and metaphysics seem to be the best career choices.