Aya Level searches for stability. She wants to find a firm, unchanging structure for her life. But her efforts to achieve this ideal are often vain, because unconsciously, she is also inhabited by the opposite desire. Every time she reaches what she believes to be a good balance, she realizes she wants something entirely different. Aya Level should become aware that the concepts of stability and balance are difficult to apply to life. By definition, life is movement, change, and perpetual instability.
Aya Level is a person who has trouble finding their identity. They may have lacked a paternal presence during their childhood or have had trouble developing a sense of security, which has lead to them using psychological defense mechanisms. These mechanisms have become so ingrained that they interfere with Aya Level’s ability to grow and develop, which can cause them to be an awkward or passive observer. Because of this, Aya Level often feels guilty and judges themselves harshly, which can lead to them punishing themselves by setting difficult tasks for themselves. In time, Aya Level will need to build up a strong inner discipline and acquire the strength to face the problems of existence in a detached and mature way.
Aya Level is sensitive and receptive, preferring to live in osmosis with her surroundings. She finds it difficult to communicate her feelings to other people or engage in any structured, analytical thought, possibly stemming from a misunderstanding with her teachers as a child. Unable to understand their disciplinary measures or authority, she withdrew into herself in self-defense, constructing her rich inner life and cutting many of her ties to the outside. Because she enjoyed indulging in her inner life, it may have been difficult for her to acquire an objective vision of reality. As a result, she often creates imaginary problems for herself, regardless of the objective facts outside. Although her imagination is a source of inspiration and intuition, her fluid inner structure and organization sometimes make it difficult for her to grasp the essence of her dreams and share them with other people. Aya Level is not at all combative, and this tendency often hinders her efforts to fit into society and assert herself productively. She is likely to prefer fantasy to reality, but her refusal to abandon her unattainable dreams is a psychological trap she has fallen into without realizing it. Once she understands this, she has a great deal of potential for fulfilling herself in the outer world, either by devoting herself to some sort of social work or by cultivating her considerable artistic talents.
Aya Level is generally motivated by activities which apply to social needs. She tends to give the best of herself in difficult situations which require crucial choices. Her ability to concentrate and her gift for solving problems by deductive reasoning are her chief resources in crisis situations or at turning points in her life.
Aya Level prefers to adhere to a pre-defined plan in order to maintain a sense of order. This tendency can be seen in her behavior, which typically follows a set pattern that is based on logical or moral reasons. She rarely expresses her personal feelings or emotions, which can make her seem rigid to some. However, her habits of being conscientious and detail-oriented make her successful in a professional environment. She enjoys engaging in social activities as a way to fulfill her duty, and her natural inclination towards clarity and technique would make her a successful scientist or designer in the technology sector.
Aya Level is an insecure person who craves order in their life and prefers to do things according to a predetermined plan. Unfortunately, because their logic and vision tend to be somewhat short-sighted, it requires a great effort for them to adapt to a situation. They are rigid, might struggle to make friends easily, and are sometimes wary of relations with those they are most attracted to. They are a gifted worrywart.
Aya Level is sensitive and imaginative, which sometimes causes problems when it comes to distinguishing dreams from reality. Although her imagination can be an abundant source of inspiration for creative or spiritual evolution, it can be less helpful and positive when it comes to matters that concern earning a decent living in the real world. In a relationship, Aya is very romantic and does not always see others the way they really are. She has elegant tastes and art and beauty are one of her chief pleasures in life.
Aya Level tends to be secretive and guarded with her emotions. She enjoys intense relationships, and sexuality is a major part of her life. Her careers would be rewarding if she could work with troubled people.
Aya Level enjoys captivating people with the elegance and ease of her expression. She is a witty and engaging flirt, an avid player of the game of love. As a result, the history of her affections is liable to be episodic, a long series of chapters about conquests or fleeting love affairs. She may carry on some love relationships by writing letters.
Aya Level’s birth chart indicates an emotional function which is expressed in a direct and fairly impulsive way. She enjoys reaching out to other people and making discoveries. An eternal teenager with her gaze riveted on the future, she is imbued with an eminently subjective and personal idealism.
Aya Level is inhibited as an adolescent and still unsure of how to express her feelings, she is sensitive and discreet, the epitome of devotion and self-denial. She tends to be withdrawn, but she will energetically perform any chore for those she loves. A precious helpmate, she will adapt and devote herself body and soul to the one she chooses while remaining in the background.
A young woman, Aya Level, indulges in puppy love romances or allows the circumstances to decide what she wants. Her personality is sometimes emotional and ambivalent. She should be careful not to rush into marriage, for she may soon long for the single life again if she hasn’t chosen a partner who’s the best fit.
Aya Level may be characterized by strong sensual and affectionate urges which drive her to seek pleasure. Her need for romantic fulfillment may compel her to marry, because she also seeks the legal and social legitimacy the institution of marriage confers on an emotional bond. Indeed, the household is liable to be prosperous and even opulent, as if this offered further evidence that she had indeed achieved success. However, privately, she might be less committed to certain obligations and duties.
You are an ardent and amorous person, and your relationships are enlivened by intensity and passion. A charmer perpetually engaged in a quest for the ideal love, you are often more in love with the idea of love than with a partner. As a result, your love life may be subject to some instability. You are generally attracted to original people who defy norms, standards, and classifications, and expect them to amaze and fascinate you. Your greatest contradictions surface when an intimate relationship is established. Although you merge your ego entirely into the couple, you are likely to demand a total autonomy and liberty which are inimical to intimacy. If your partner charms and captivates you long enough, there is some possibility that they will form a more solid bond with you; otherwise, you are likely to yield to your need for novelty and fall under the spell of an entirely different person who exerts a new kind of charm for you.
Midlife may be a turning point for you from this point of view. Your contradictory attitude may in some ways hide a compulsion to reject and deny the bonds of dependency inherent to a love relationship. Your behavior enables you to remain aloof, to commit yourself only halfway without consciously admitting it to yourself, and to avoid feeling guilty if and when you lose interest. An insatiable appetite for novelty and exaltation sometimes keeps you from forming stable relationships. Indeed, you are tormented by the struggle between your undeniable need for affection and an equally imperious desire for personal progress and emancipation. As a result of this inner turmoil, your romantic aspirations are usually sabotaged sooner or later by your conviction that your partner has become an obstacle to your individual progress. Because you think of love as a restraint, you may even eventually consciously refuse any emotional approach to love interests. As an ascetic, you will try to deflect the love function from its natural target and use the energy and bliss it generates for other purposes, the process psychologists call sublimation. However, you are also likely to meet “the one” who inspires you to initiate a change in your behavior.
Aya Level has an acute and intuitive intellect which predisposes it to people-oriented activity. Its memory and imagination combine to form a shrewdness that would make it a gifted project manager, businesswoman, or scholar of history or literature.
Aya Level does not express her thoughts and ideas smoothly or easily. She tends to be subjective, seeking to know herself better through a process of introversion.
Aya Level tends to be oriented inward, rarely trying to communicate with others for the simple pleasure of doing so. Indeed, she often feels misunderstood. Moreover, it seems difficult for her to express the complexity of her inner perceptions.
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