The sun is the source of all warmth and life. It has been worshipped by humanity for centuries. It symbolizes the absolute power kings and despots yearn for and emulate. From the dawn of humanity, it has been associated with motherhood. It corresponds to the center of an individual, the factor that rules your psyche. Its luminous aspects are usually associated with knowledge and consciousness. As a creator of life, it is related to the image of the mother and the influence of motherhood on an individual’s consciousness and ideals.

This planet is the quintessential symbol of individual receptivity and the fundamental reactions of the unconscious, including the collective unconscious. Opposed to Saturn, which is the principle of form, structure, and limitation, Neptune is a principle of dissolution. It concerns any effort to encompass the greatest variety of factors, any tendency to surround and blend all the narrow, individual points of view into a single, universal sea. Psychologically, the Neptunian effect is expressed as an exceptional psychic flexibility and extreme pliancy. You thus display considerable receptivity and availability. You feel a need for unity, a need to be related. You are also deeply aware of the importance of dreaming, and, negatively, may be inclined to delusions. At certain times, you are overwhelmed by a feeling of subtle confusion related to a need for “something else.” When your well-being is disturbed this way, you either yield to a sort of passive, apathetic dissatisfaction, or lose yourself in the search for an imaginary world, perhaps to escape or plunge into bliss. You are sometimes captivated by a need for illusion; you would like to experience change through the intermediary of events which are vaster than consciousness and would take you far from routine and daily banality. Nevertheless, usually these fantastic dreams only make you all the more painfully aware of the realities of everyday life. Your spirit and emotions emerge confused, and your will is sometimes weakened.

You step out of the elevator into the brightly lit lobby of the tall building. You take a deep breath and feel the cool air fill your lungs. You turn to the receptionist and smile.

“Good morning,” you say.

The receptionist looks at you with confusion. “What?” she says.

You take a step closer to her and smile again. “Good morning,” you say. “I’m Ashton Parupsky. I’m here to see Dr. Park.”

The receptionist’s eyes widen and she steps back. “Dr. Park doesn’t have any patients today,” she says. “You’ve come to the wrong place.”

“I’m sorry to have bothered you,” you say. “I’ll find someone else to see.”

You start to turn away, but the receptionist grabs your arm.

“Wait!” she says. “There’s someone upstairs who might be able to help you. His name is Dr. Park. He’s the doctor who treated you after your accident.”

You nod and pull your arm free. “I’ll go see him then,” you say.

You climb the stairs, taking them two at a time. When you reach the top, you stop and take a breath.

Dr. Park is sitting in his office, reading a file. He looks up as you enter and smiles.

“Hello, Ashton,” he says. “I’m glad you came.”

“Thank you,” you say. “I was starting to think I would have to find someone else to help me.”

“I’m sorry,” Dr. Park says. “But I’m afraid I can’t help you.”

“What do you mean?” you say.

“I mean that I’m not your doctor anymore,” Dr. Park says. “I’m retired.”

“But I thought you were the doctor who treated me after my accident.”

“I was,” Dr. Park says. “But I’m retired now. I can’t help you.”

You frown. “But what am I going to do?”

“I’m sorry,” Dr. Park says. “But there’s nothing I can do.”

You shake your head. “This is crazy,” you say. “I thought you were the only doctor who could help me.”

“I’m sorry,” Dr. Park says. “But I’m not the

The twelfth house is an area of the sky which is especially important in your theme, because it contains several planets, including the one which rules your rising sign.

According to tradition, this area of the astrological chart is related to hardship, disease, hospitals, and all other areas associated with weakness and weariness. More specifically, this last area of the sky map is associated with the last sign of the zodiac, Pisces, or the Fishes. It symbolizes the end of your various experiences. This is where the failures you encountered as you were going about your evolution may have accumulated; in certain extreme cases, they may have an impact on your health or well-being. This sector should thus be associated with your need to confront your own past, face the errors you may have made, and accept your flaws. If you hope to improve your performance, you must confront your past, understand and analyze it. Before starting something new, it is often important to settle the unfinished business first. If this house is especially prominent, you may have to concentrate on making sure every initiative is followed through to completion, including a constructive analysis of your experiences afterward. You may wonder about the personal and spiritual value of your acts and thoughts. You may sometimes be haunted by the memories of your failures; at that point, you must have the courage to confront your mistakes and learn a lesson from them.

The first house is an area of the sky which is especially important in your theme. In the following paragraph, we shall explain the general meaning of this fact.