You have a complex personality. You are turbulent with contradictory impulses and desires, some of them imperious. Although your rational mind is highly developed and seems to be the source of motivation for your behavior, the most significant realm of your psychology is your subconscious. Therein, a conflict between understanding and feeling is raging, between the psychological functions of thought and sensation (C.G. Jung’s terms). Until this conflict subsides, you might feel a sensation of emptiness. You are troubled by and unable to explain this feeling, which leads you to adopt an attitude of doubt and skepticism. This conflict, and its various ramifications, are the main obstacle to your individuation. Your task consists of becoming the master of the energies of your subconscious, and developing your consciousness in terms of the hidden and invisible. Your evolution will occur through a series of metamorphoses and rebirths. However, at certain points in your life, despite your caution and clear thinking, you find yourself in situations you neither desired nor planned, as a result of explosions and eruptions of the elements fermenting in your psyche. You always survive the worst physical, emotional, or intellectual tests, however, fairly unscathed, because of your ability to be reborn and start afresh. As a partner, you might struggle to make compromises. You may appear frosty and distant at times, and you have a taste for challenging, provocative remarks. With yourself, as well as with others, you are sometimes excessive and complicated. In a discussion, you will express strong, honest opinions. In crisis situations, you wish for your efforts to be noticed. You are obsessed with the problem of death. You tend to believe it holds the secret of life – that death can be overcome. Sometimes your anxiety about death is expressed as a search for answers – how can one learn to live with death, how can one detach oneself from the past and its flesh-curdlingly morbid realities… Decay, immobility, ultimate delivery – these images, which are all symbolically associated with death, sometimes haunt you.Intellectually, you have powerfully developed intellectual faculties which yield the maximum effectiveness for your behavior. Deductive, analytical, prospective, you are at once a researcher, a detective, and a scientist. You are fairly introverted, and your discrimination tends to direct you toward the spheres of inner life. You are astute at drawing rational parallels between phenomena of different origins. Your love life will be subject to desire and passion. But since you are more aroused by ideas and fantasies

Due to the influence of Capricorn rising, you have a personality which may seem somewhat aloof and introspective. In fact, you are not inclined to submit to anyone’s influence, and lead the independent, solitary life of the individualist. Sometimes skeptical (if not pessimistic) and resigned, you are still shrewd and objective in your insights and judgments. You have a fairly severe, “no-frills” vision of life, and only the pure, bare essence really matters to you. Your personal stability tends to be founded on enduring values – philosophical or scientific facts in relation to spiritual values. In relation to others, you occasionally display an attitude of firmness. Sometimes you seem detached and weary, or disillusioned, and you do not appreciate the social whirl. You do not readily express your feelings and emotions, but deep inside, you have great sensitivity. Your sense of time, a true instinct, is very important. It rules and coordinates all of your activities.

Anuradha Paudwal thrives on relating to other people. She cannot live without love!

Anuradha Paudwal tends to live in an imaginary world; the distant and abstract sometimes interests her more than what is right at hand and realistic.

Anuradha Paudwal was born with the rising sign of Capricorn (the Goat), and the sun was passing through the sign of Scorpio (the Scorpion). Her personality profile is summarized with the following key words:

Ambition and passion, but secretive and reserved. Stormy and difficult character, dominating and sensitive, but short-tempered and vulnerable. Keen intelligence and lucidity, curious and sensitive to the hidden aspects of things. Endurance and stubbornness, energy for long-term projects.

Born seven to ten days after the rising of the new moon, you are said to be a “first quarter” lunar type. This “soli-lunar” configuration means that your character is strong-willed and sometimes proud, always determined to buck convention and innovate. Monotony is unbearable to you, and you chafe under the yoke of routine. As a result, you often run into trouble with authority figures. When overwhelmed by your conscience, you rave about how destructive it is to long for the past, how ridiculous it is to be old-fashioned, and how obsolete the old values are. Generally speaking, your monthly energy flow crests about seven to ten-and-a-half days after the full moon. You would be wise to schedule intensive work phases at that time, as well as ambitious and demanding projects. At that time, your initiatives will be most successful, especially if you are trying to create something new, original, and cutting-edge!