If you really want to improve and transform yourself, the first step is to become aware of the weaknesses which may be holding you back and preventing your evolution. You need to become aware of the things that are preventing you from progressing and taking the necessary steps to change them. These could be anything from your need for security to your tendency to escape into fantasy. You also need to be aware of your hunger for approval and your longing for the past. You should also be aware of your fear of the future and your investment systems.
You sometimes feel a conflict between your desire for social and professional success and your need for a stable, secure domestic life. You are deeply committed to both ideas and often find it difficult to reconcile their schedules and demands on you. Sometimes it feels as though you will never be able to find a balance, but no job promotion will really satisfy you if you have neglected your most intimate needs and desires. Although it sometimes seems easier to you to climb the rungs of the career ladder out there in the real world, if you merely sacrifice your domestic life, you are only trying to fool yourself. You should accept the fact that your domestic life is the true basis and foundation of your development. All your career endeavors and success will be even more rewarding if they are supported by a safe, warm personal life.